A large transatlantic steamer lying at the wharf on a brilliant,
sunny morning just before its departure is an interesting
and suggestive object to those who are fond of following
suggestion to its end. One sometimes wonders if it is possible
that the excitement in the dock atmosphere could ever become a
thing to which one was sufficiently accustomed to be able to
regard it as among things commonplace. The rumbling and
rattling of waggons and carts, the loading and unloading of
boxes and bales, the people who are late, and the people who
are early, the faces which are excited, and the faces which are
sad, the trunks and bales, and cranes which creak and groan,
the shouts and cries, the hurry and confusion of movement,
notwithstanding that every day has seen them all for years, have
a sort of perennial interest to the looker-on.
This is, perhaps, more especially the case when the looker-on
is to be a passenger on the outgoing ship; and the exhilaration
of his point of view may greatly depend upon the reason for his
voyage and the class by which he travels. Gaiety and youth
usually appear upon the promenade deck, having taken saloon
passage. Dulness, commerce, and eld mingling with them, it
is true, but with a discretion which does not seem to dominate.
Second-class passengers wear a more practical aspect, and youth
among them is rarer and more grave. People who must travel
second and third class make voyages for utilitarian reasons.
Their object is usually to better themselves in one way or
another. When they are going from Liverpool to New York,
it is usually to enter upon new efforts and new labours. When
they are returning from New York to Liverpool, it is often
because the new life has proved less to be depended upon than
the old, and they are bearing back with them bitterness of
soul and discouragement of spirit.
On the brilliant spring morning when the huge liner
Meridiana was to sail for England a young man, who was a
second-class passenger, leaned upon the ship's rail and watched
the turmoil on the wharf with a detached and not at all buoyant
air.
His air was detached because he had other things in his
mind than those merely passing before him, and he was not
buoyant because they were not cheerful or encouraging subjects
for reflection. He was a big young man, well hung together,
and carrying himself well; his face was square-jawed
and rugged, and he had dark red hair restrained by its close
cut from waving strongly on his forehead. His eyes were
red brown, and a few dark freckles marked his clear skin. He
was of the order of man one looks at twice, having looked at
him once, though one does not in the least know why, unless
one finally reaches some degree of intimacy.
He watched the vehicles, heavy and light, roll into the big
shed-like building and deposit their freight; he heard the voices
and caught the sentences of instruction and comment; he saw
boxes and bales hauled from the dock side to the deck and
swung below with the rattling of machinery and chains. But
these formed merely a noisy background to his mood, which
was self-centred and gloomy. He was one of those who go
back to their native land knowing themselves conquered. He
had left England two years before, feeling obstinately determined
to accomplish a certain difficult thing, but forces of
nature combining with the circumstances of previous education
and living had beaten him. He had lost two years and all the
money he had ventured. He was going back to the place he
had come from, and he was carrying with him a sense of having
been used hardly by fortune, and in a way he had not deserved.
He had gone out to the West with the intention of working
hard and using his hands as well as his brains; he had not
been squeamish; he had, in fact, laboured like a ploughman; and
to be obliged to give in had been galling and bitter. There are
human beings into whose consciousness of themselves the
possibility of being beaten does not enter. This man was one of
them.
The ship was of the huge and luxuriously-fitted class by
which the rich and fortunate are transported from one continent
to another. Passengers could indulge themselves in suites
of rooms and live sumptuously. As the man leaning on the
rail looked on, he saw messengers bearing baskets and boxes of
fruit and flowers with cards and notes attached, hurrying up
the gangway to deliver them to waiting stewards. These were
the farewell offerings to be placed in staterooms, or to await
their owners on the saloon tables. Salter--the second-class
passenger's name was Salter--had seen a few such offerings
before on the first crossing. But there had not been such
lavishness at Liverpool. It was the New Yorkers who were
sumptuous in such matters, as he had been told. He had also
heard casually that the passenger list on this voyage was to
record important names, the names of multi-millionaire people
who were going over for the London season.
Two stewards talking near him, earlier in the morning, had
been exulting over the probable largesse such a list would result
in at the end of the passage.
"The Worthingtons and the Hirams and the John William
Spayters," said one. "They travel all right. They know what
they want and they want a good deal, and they're willing to
pay for it."
"Yes. They're not school teachers going over to improve
their minds and contriving to cross in a big ship by economising
in everything else. Miss Vanderpoel's sailing with the
Worthingtons. She's got the best suite all to herself. She'll
bring back a duke or one of those prince fellows. How many
millions has Vanderpoel?"
"How many millions. How many hundred millions!" said
his companion, gloating cheerfully over the vastness of unknown
possibilities. "I've crossed with Miss Vanderpoel often, two
or three times when she was in short frocks. She's the kind
of girl you read about. And she's got money enough to buy
in half a dozen princes."
"There are New Yorkers who won't like it if she does,"
returned the other. "There's been too much money going out
of the country. Her suite is crammed full of Jack roses, now,
and there are boxes waiting outside."
Salter moved away and heard no more. He moved away, in
fact, because he was conscious that to a man in his case, this
dwelling upon millions, this plethora of wealth, was a little
revolting. He had walked down Broadway and seen the price
of Jacqueminot roses, and he was not soothed or allured at this
particular moment by the picture of a girl whose half-dozen
cabins were crowded with them.
"Oh, the devil!" he said. "It sounds vulgar." And he
walked up and down fast, squaring his shoulders, with his
hands in the pockets of his rough, well-worn coat. He had
seen in England something of the American young woman
with millionaire relatives. He had been scarcely more than a
boy when the American flood first began to rise. He had been
old enough, however, to hear people talk. As he had grown
older, Salter had observed its advance. Englishmen had married
American beauties. American fortunes had built up English
houses, which otherwise threatened to fall into decay. Then
the American faculty of adaptability came into play. Anglo-
American wives became sometimes more English than their
husbands. They proceeded to Anglicise their relations, their
relations' clothes, even, in time, their speech. They carried or
sent English conventions to the States, their brothers ordered
their clothes from West End tailors, their sisters began to wear
walking dresses, to play out-of-door games and take active
exercise. Their mothers tentatively took houses in London or
Paris, there came a period when their fathers or uncles, serious
or anxious business men, the most unsporting of human beings,
rented castles or manors with huge moors and covers attached
and entertained large parties of shooters or fishers who could
be lured to any quarter by the promise of the particular form
of slaughter for which they burned.
"Sheer American business perspicacity, that," said Salter, as
he marched up and down, thinking of a particular case of this
order. "There's something admirable in the practical way they
make for what they want. They want to amalgamate with
English people, not for their own sake, but because their women
like it, and so they offer the men thousands of acres full of
things to kill. They can get them by paying for them, and they
know how to pay." He laughed a little, lifting his square
shoulders. "Balthamor's six thousand acres of grouse moor
and Elsty's salmon fishing are rented by the Chicago man. He
doesn't care twopence for them, and does not know a pheasant
from a caper-cailzie, but his wife wants to know men who do."
It must be confessed that Salter was of the English who
were not pleased with the American Invasion. In some of his
views of the matter he was a little prehistoric and savage, but
the modern side of his character was too intelligent to lack
reason. He was by no means entirely modern, however; a large
part of his nature belonged to the age in which men had
fought fiercely for what they wanted to get or keep, and when
the amenities of commerce had not become powerful factors in
existence.
"They're not a bad lot," he was thinking at this moment.
"They are rather fine in a way. They are clever and powerful
and interesting--more so than they know themselves. But it
is all commerce. They don't come and fight with us and get
possession of us by force. They come and buy us. They buy
our land and our homes, and our landowners, for that matter--
when they don't buy them, they send their women to marry
them, confound it! "
He took half a dozen more strides and lifted his shoulders
again.
"Beggarly lot as I am," he said, "unlikely as it seems that
I can marry at all, I'm hanged if I don't marry an Englishwoman,
if I give my life to a woman at all."
But, in fact, he was of the opinion that he should never give
his life to any woman, and this was because he was, at this
period, also of the opinion that there was small prospect of
its ever being worth the giving or taking. It had been one of
those lives which begin untowardly and are ruled by unfair
circumstances.
He had a particularly well-cut and expressive mouth, and, as
he went back to the ship's side and leaned on his folded arms
on the rail again, its curves concealed a good deal of strong
feeling.
The wharf was busier than before. In less than half an
hour the ship was to sail. The bustle and confusion had
increased. There were people hurrying about looking for friends,
and there were people scribbling off excited farewell messages
at the telegraph office. The situation was working up to its
climax. An observing looker-on might catch glimpses of emotional
scenes. Many of the passengers were already on board, parties of
them accompanied by their friends were making their
way up the gangplank.
Salter had just been watching a luxuriously cared-for little
invalid woman being carried on deck in a reclining chair, when
his attention was attracted by the sound of trampling hoofs
and rolling wheels. Two noticeably big and smart carriages
had driven up to the stopping-place for vehicles. They were
gorgeously of the latest mode, and their tall, satin-skinned
horses jangled silver chains and stepped up to their noses.
"Here come the Worthingtons, whosoever they may be,"
thought Salter. "The fine up-standing young woman is, no
doubt, the multi-millionairess."
The fine, up-standing young woman was the multi-millionairess.
Bettina walked up the gangway in the sunshine, and
the passengers upon the upper deck craned their necks to look
at her. Her carriage of her head and shoulders invariably made
people turn to look.
"My, ain't she fine-looking!" exclaimed an excited lady
beholder above. "I guess that must be Miss Vanderpoel, the
multi-millionaire's daughter. Jane told me she'd heard she was
crossing this trip."
Bettina heard her. She sometimes wondered if she was ever
pointed out, if her name was ever mentioned without the addition
of the explanatory statement that she was the multi-millionaire's
daughter. As a child she had thought it ridiculous
and tiresome, as she had grown older she had felt that only
a remarkable individuality could surmount a fact so ever present.
It was like a tremendous quality which overshadowed
everything else.
"It wounds my vanity, I have no doubt," she had said to
her father. "Nobody ever sees me, they only see you and your
millions and millions of dollars."
Salter watched her pass up the gangway. The phase
through which he was living was not of the order which leads
a man to dwell upon the beautiful and inspiriting as expressed
by the female image. Success and the hopefulness which
engender warmth of soul and quickness of heart are required for
the development of such allurements. He thought of the
Vanderpoel millions as the lady on the deck had thought of them,
and in his mind somehow the girl herself appeared to express
them. The rich up-springing sweep of her abundant hair, her
height, her colouring, the remarkable shade and length of her
lashes, the full curve of her mouth, all, he told himself, looked
expensive, as if even nature herself had been given carte
blanche, and the best possible articles procured for the money.
"She moves," he thought sardonically, "as if she were
perfectly aware that she could pay for anything. An unlimited
income, no doubt, establishes in the owner the equivalent to
a sense of rank."
He changed his position for one in which he could command
a view of the promenade deck where the arriving passengers
were gradually appearing. He did this from the idle and
careless curiosity which, though it is not a matter of absolute
interest, does not object to being entertained by passing
objects. He saw the Worthington party reappear. It struck
Salter that they looked not so much like persons coming on board
a ship, as like people who were returning to a hotel to which
they were accustomed, and which was also accustomed to them. He
argued that they had probably crossed the Atlantic innumerable
times in this particular steamer. The deck stewards knew them
and made obeisance with empressement. Miss Vanderpoel
nodded to the steward Salter had heard discussing her. She
gave him a smile of recognition and paused a moment to speak
to him. Salter saw her sweep the deck with her glance and
then designate a sequestered corner, such as the experienced
voyager would recognise as being desirably sheltered. She was
evidently giving an order concerning the placing of her deck
chair, which was presently brought. An elegantly neat and
decorous person in black, who was evidently her maid, appeared
later, followed by a steward who carried cushions and sumptuous
fur rugs. These being arranged, a delightful corner was
left alluringly prepared. Miss Vanderpoel, after her
instructions to the deck steward, had joined her party and seemed
to be awaiting some arrival anxiously.
"She knows how to do herself well," Salter commented, "and she
realises that forethought is a practical factor. Millions have
been productive of composure. It is not unnatural, either."
It was but a short time later that the warning bell was
rung. Stewards passed through the crowds calling out, "All
ashore, if you please--all ashore." Final embraces were in
order on all sides. People shook hands with fervour and
laughed a little nervously. Women kissed each other and
poured forth hurried messages to be delivered on the other side
of the Atlantic. Having kissed and parted, some of them rushed
back and indulged in little clutches again. Notwithstanding
that the tide of humanity surges across the Atlantic almost as
regularly as the daily tide surges in on its shores, a wave of
emotion sweeps through every ship at such partings.
Salter stood on deck and watched the crowd dispersing.
Some of the people were laughing and some had red eyes.
Groups collected on the wharf and tried to say still more last
words to their friends crowding against the rail.
The Worthingtons kept their places and were still looking
out, by this time disappointedly. It seemed that the friend or
friends they expected were not coming. Salter saw that Miss
Vanderpoel looked more disappointed than the rest. She leaned
forward and strained her eyes to see. Just at the last moment
there was the sound of trampling horses and rolling wheels
again. From the arriving carriage descended hastily an elderly
woman, who lifted out a little boy excited almost to tears. He
was a dear, chubby little person in flapping sailor trousers, and
he carried a splendidly-caparisoned toy donkey in his arms.
Salter could not help feeling slightly excited himself as they
rushed forward. He wondered if they were passengers who
would be left behind.
They were not passengers, but the arrivals Miss Vanderpoel
had been expecting so ardently. They had come to say
good-bye to her and were too late for that, at least, as the
gangway was just about to be withdrawn.
Miss Vanderpoel leaned forward with an amazingly fervid
expression on her face.
"Tommy! Tommy!" she cried to the little boy. "Here
I am, Tommy. We can say good-bye from here."
The little boy, looking up, broke into a wail of despair.
"Betty! Betty! Betty!" he cried. "I wanted to kiss you,
Betty."
Betty held out her arms. She did it with entire forgetfulness
of the existence of any lookers-on, and with such outreaching
love on her face that it seemed as if the child must feel her
touch. She made a beautiful, warm, consoling bud of her mouth.
"We'll kiss each other from here, Tommy," she said.
"See, we can. Kiss me, and I will kiss you."
Tommy held out his arms and the magnificent donkey.
"Betty," he cried, "I brought you my donkey. I wanted to
give it to you for a present, because you liked it."
Miss Vanderpoel bent further forward and addressed the
elderly woman.
"Matilda," she said, "please pack Master Tommy's present
and send it to me! I want it very much."
Tender smiles irradiated the small face. The gangway
was withdrawn, and, amid the familiar sounds of a big craft's
first struggle, the ship began to move. Miss Vanderpoel still
bent forward and held out her arms.
"I will soon come back, Tommy," she cried, "and we are
always friends."
The child held out his short blue serge arms also, and Salter
watching him could not but be touched for all his gloom of
mind.
"I wanted to kiss you, Betty," he heard in farewell. "I
did so want to kiss you."
And so they steamed away upon the blue.