For nearly an hour Boyd Emerson sat alone on the deck of The Grande
Dame, a prey to conflicting emotions, the while he waited for Mildred
to appear. There was no one to dispute his presence now, for the tourists
who had followed Doctor Berry from the shore in hushed excitement avoided
him, and the sailors made no effort to carry out their earlier
instructions; hence he was allowed opportunity to adjust himself to the
sudden change. It was not so much the unexpected downfall of Willis Marsh,
and the new light thus thrown upon his own enterprise that upset him, as a
puzzling alteration in his own purposes and inclinations. He had come out
to the yacht defiantly, to make good his threat, and to force an
understanding with Mildred Wayland, but now that he was here and his way
made easy he began to question his own desires. Now that he thought about
it, that note, instead of filling him with dismay, had rather left him
relieved. It was as if he had been freed of a burden, and this caused him
a vague uneasiness. Was it because he was tired by the struggle for this
girl, for whom he had labored so faithfully? After three years of
unflagging devotion, was he truly relieved to have her dismiss him? Or was
it that here, in this primal country, stripped of all conventions, he saw
her and himself in a new light? He did not know.
The late twilight was fading when Mildred came from her state-room. She
found Boyd pacing the deck, a cigar between his teeth.
"Where are those people?" she inquired.
"They went ashore. Marsh doesn't care to press a charge against the
Indian."
"I hear he is not badly hurt, after all."
"That is true. But it was a close shave."
Mildred shuddered. "It was horrible!"
"I never dreamed that Constantine would do such a thing, but he is more
Russian than Aleut, and both he and his sister are completely under the
spell of the priest. They are intensely religious, and their idea of
damnation is very vivid."
"Have you seen father?"
"We had a short talk."
"Did you make up?"
"No! But I think he is beginning to understand things better--at least, as
far as Marsh is concerned. The rest is only a matter of time."
"What a frightful situation! Why did you ever let father announce my
engagement to that man?"
Emerson gazed at her in astonishment. "I? Pardon me--how could I help it?"
"You might have avoided quarrelling with him. I think you are very
inconsiderate of me."
Boyd regarded the coal of his cigar with a slight gleam of amusement in
his eyes as she ran on:
"Even that woman took occasion to humiliate me in the worst possible way."
"It strikes me that she did you a very great service. I have no doubt it
was quite as distasteful to her as to you."
"Absurd! It was her chance for revenge, and she rejoiced in making me
ridiculous."
"Then it is the first ignoble thing I ever knew her to do," said Boyd,
slowly. "She has helped me in a hundred ways. Without her assistance, I
could never have won through. That cannery site would still be grown up to
moss and trees, and I would still be a disheartened dreamer."
"It's very nice of you, of course, to appreciate what she has done. But
she can't help you any more. You surely don't intend to keep up your
acquaintance with her now." He made no reply, and, taking his silence for
agreement, she went on: "The trip home will be terribly dull for me, I'm
afraid. I think--yes, I shall have father ask you to go back with us."
"But I am right in the midst of the run. I can't leave the business."
"Oh, business! Do you care more for business than for me? I don't think
you realize how terribly hard for me all this has been--I'm still
frightened. I shall die of nervousness without some one to talk to."
"It's quite impossible! I--don't want to go back now."
"Indeed? And no doubt it was impossible for you to come out here last
night for the same reason."
"It was. The fish struck in, and I could not leave."
"It was that woman who kept you!" cried Mildred. "It is because of her
that you refuse to leave this country!"
"Please don't," he said, quietly. "I have never thought of her in that
way--"
"Then come away from this wretched place. I detest the whole country--the
fisheries, the people, everything. This isn't your proper sphere. Why come
away, now, at once, and begin something new, something worth while?"
"Do you realize the hopes, the heartaches, the vital effort I have put
into this enterprise?" he questioned.
But she only said:
"I don't like it. It isn't a nice business. Let father take the plant
over. If you need money, I have plenty--"
"Wait!" he interrupted, sharply. "Sit down, I want to talk to you." He
drew the wrap closer about her shoulders and led her to a deck-chair. The
change in him was becoming more apparent. He knew now that he had never
felt the same since his first meeting with Mildred upon the arrival of
The Grande Dame. Even then she had repelled him by her lack of
sympathy. She had shown no understanding of his efforts, and now she
revealed as complete a failure to grasp his code of honor. It never
occurred to her that any loyalty of man to man could offset her simple
will. She did not see that his desertion of George would be nothing short
of treachery.
It seemed to him all at once that they had little in common. She was
wrapped completely in the web of her own desires; she would make her
prejudices a law for him. Above all, she could not respond to the
exultation of his success. She had no conception of the pride of
accomplishment that is the wine of every true man's life. He had waged a
bitter fight that had sapped his very soul, he had made and won the
struggle that a man makes once in a lifetime, and now, just when he had
proved himself strong and fair in the sight of his fellows, she asked him
to forego it all. Engrossed in her own egoism, she required of him a
greater sacrifice than any he had made. Now that he had shown his
strength, she wanted to load him down with golden fetters--to make him a
dependent. Was it because she feared another girl? She had tried to help
him, he knew--in her way--and the thought of it touched him. That was like
the Mildred he had always known--to act fearlessly, heedless of what her
father might do or say. Somehow he had never felt more convinced of the
sincerity of her love, but he found himself thinking of it as of something
of the past. After all, what she had done had been little, considering her
power. She had given carelessly, out of her abundance, while Cherry--He
saw it all now, and a sudden sense of loyalty and devotion to the girl who
had really shared his struggles swept over him in a warm tide. It was most
unlike his distant worship of Mildred. She had been his dream, but the
other was bone of his bone and flesh of his flesh.
For a long time the two sat talking while these thoughts took gradual form
in the young man's mind, and although the deck was deserted, Miss Wayland
had no need now to curb her once headstrong wooer.
He could not put into words the change that was working in him; but she
saw it, and, grasping its meaning at last, she began to battle like a
mother for her child. His awakening had been slow, and hers was even
slower; but once she found her power over him waning, her sense of loss
grew and grew as he failed to answer to her half-spoken appeal.
Womanlike, she capitulated at last. What matter if he stayed here where
his hopes were centred? This life in the North had claimed him, and she
would wait until he came for her. But still he did not respond, and it was
not long until she had persuaded herself that his battle with the
wilderness had put red blood into his veins, and his conduct had been no
worse than that of other men. Finally she tried to voice these thoughts,
but she only led him to a stiff denial of the charges she wished to
forgive. As she saw him slipping further away from her, she summoned all
her arts to rekindle the flame which had burned so steadily; and when
these failed, she surrendered every prejudice. It was his love she wanted.
All else was secondary. At last she knew herself. She could have cried at
the sudden realization that he had not kissed her since their parting in
Chicago; and when she saw he had no will to do so, the memory of his last
embrace arose to torture her. She was almost glad when a launch bringing
her father came from the shore, and the old man joined them.
The two men bore themselves with unbending formality, unable as yet to
forget their mutual wrongs. The interruption gave Boyd the opportunity he
had not been brave enough to make, and he bade them both good-bye, for the
tide was at its flood, and the hour of their departure was at hand.
There was a meaningless exchange of words, and a handshake in the glare
from the cabin lights that showed Mildred's pallid lips and frightened
eyes. Then Emerson went over the side, and the darkness swallowed him up.
The girl clutched at her father's arm, standing as if frozen while the
creak of rowlocks grew fainter and fainter and died away. Then she turned.
"You see--he came!" she said.
The old man saw the agony that blanched her cheeks, and answered, gently:
"Yes, daughter!" He struggled with himself, "And if you wish it, he may
come again."
"But he won't come again. That is what makes it so hard; he will never
come back."
She turned away, but not quickly enough to keep him from seeing that her
eyes were wet. Wayne Wayland beheld what he would have given half his
mighty fortune to prevent. He cried out angrily, but she anticipated his
thought.
"No, no, you must never injure him again, for he was right and we were
wrong. You see I--couldn't understand."
He left her staring into the night, and walked heavily below.
Emerson felt a great sense of relief and deliverance as he leaned against
his oars. His heart sang to the murmur of the waters overside; for the
first time in many months he felt young and free. How blind he had been
and how narrow had been his escape from a life that could lead to but one
result! The girl was sweet and good and wonderful in many ways, but--three
years had altered him more than he had realized. He had begun to
understand himself that very afternoon, when Cherry had told him her own
unhappy secret. The shock of her disclosure had roused him from his dream,
and once he began to see himself as he really was the rest had come
quickly. He had been doubtful even when he went out to the yacht, but what
happened there had destroyed the last trace of uncertainty. He knew that
for him there was but one woman in all the world. It was no easy battle he
had fought with himself. He had been reared to respect the conventions,
and he knew that Cherry's life had not been all he could wish. But he
fronted the issue squarely, and tried to throttle his inbred prejudice.
Although he had felt the truth of Fraser's arguments and of Cherry's own
words, he had still refused to yield until his love for the girl swept
over him in all its power; then he made his choice.
The one thing he found most difficult to accept was her conduct with
Hilliard. Those other charges against the girl were vague and shadowy, but
this was concrete, and he was familiar with every miserable detail of it.
It took all his courage to face it, but he swore savagely that if the
conditions had been reversed, Cherry would not have faltered for an
instant. Moreover, what she had done had been done for love of him; it was
worse than vile to hesitate. Her past was her own, and all he could
rightfully claim was her future. He shut his teeth and laid his course
resolutely for her landing, striving to leave behind this one hideous
memory, centring his mind upon the girl herself and shutting out her past.
It was the bitterest fight he had ever waged; but when he reached the
shore and tied his skiff, he was exalted by the knowledge that he had
triumphed, that this painful episode was locked away with all the others.
Now that he had conquered, he was filled with a consuming eagerness. As he
stole up through the shadows he heard her playing, and when he drew nearer
he recognized the notes of that song that had banished his own black
desolation on the night of their first meeting. He paused outside the open
window and saw by the shaded lamplight that she was playing from memory,
her fingers wandering over the keyboard without conscious effort. Then she
took up the words, with all the throbbing tenderness that lives in a deep,
contralto voice:
"Last night I was dreaming of thee, love--was dreaming;
I dreamed thou didst promise--"
Cherry paused as if entranced, for she thought she heard another voice
join with hers; then she bowed her head and sobbed in utter wretchedness,
knowing it for nothing more than her own fancy. Too many times, as in
other twilights past, she had heard that mellow voice blend with hers,
only to find that her ears had played her false and she was alone with a
memory that would never die.
Of all the days of her life this was the saddest, this hour the loneliest,
and the tears she had withheld so bravely as long as there was work to do
came now in unbidden profusion.
To face those people on the yacht had been an act of pure devotion to
Boyd, for her every instinct had rebelled against it; yet she had known
that some desperate stroke in his defence must be delivered instantly.
Otherwise the ruin of all his hopes would follow. She had hit upon the
device of using Constantine and Chakawana largely by chance, for not until
the previous day had she learned the truth. She had not dared to hope for
such unqualified success, nor had she foreseen the tragic outcome. She had
simply carried her plan through to its natural conclusion. Now that her
work was done, she gave way completely and wept like a little girl. He was
out there now with his love. They would never waste a thought upon that
other girl who had made their happiness possible. The thought was almost
more than she could bear. Never again could she have Boyd to herself,
never enjoy his careless friendship as of old; even that was over, now
that he knew the truth.
The first and only kiss he had ever given her burned fresh upon her lips.
She recalled that evening they had spent alone in this very room, when he
had seemed to waver and her hopes had risen at the dawning of a new light
in his eyes. At the memory she cried aloud, as if her heart would break:
"Boyd! Boyd!"
He entered noiselessly and took her in his arms.
"Yes, dear!" he murmured. But she rose with a startled exclamation, and
wrenched herself from his embrace. The piano gave forth a discordant
crash. Shrinking back as from an apparition, she stared into his flushed
and smiling face; then breathed:
"You! Why are you--here!"
"Because I love you!"
She closed her eyes and swayed as if under the spell of wonderful music;
he saw the throbbing pulse at her throat. Then she flung out her hands,
crying, piteously:
"Go away, please, before I find it is only another dream."
She raised her lids to find him still standing there then felt him with
fluttering fingers.
"Our dreams have come true," he said, gently, and strove to imprison her
hand.
"No, no!" Her voice broke wildly. "You don't mean it. You--you haven't
come to stay."
"I have come to stay if you will let me, dear."
She broke from his grasp end moved quickly away.
"Why are you here? I left you out there with--her. I made your way clear.
Why have you come back? What more can I do? Dear God! What more can I do?"
She was panting as if desperately frightened.
"There is but one thing more you can do to make me happy. You can be my
wife."
"But I don't understand!" She shook her head hopelessly. "You are jesting
with me. You love Miss Wayland."
"No. Miss Wayland leaves to-night, and I shall never see her again."
"Then you won't marry her?"
"No."
A dull color rose to Cherry Malotte's cheeks; she swallowed as if her
throat were very dry, and said, slowly:
"Then she refused you in spite of everything, and you have come to me
because of what I told you this afternoon. You are doing this out of pity
--or is it because you are angry with her? No, no, Boyd! I won't have it.
I don't want your pity--I don't want what she cast off."
"It has taken me a long time to find myself, Cherry, for I have been
blinded by a vision," he answered. "I have been dreaming, and I never saw
clearly till to-day. I came away of my own free will; and I came straight
to you because it is you I love and shall always love."
The girl suddenly began to beat her hands together.
"You--forget what I--have been!" she cried, in a voice that tore her
lover's heartstrings. "You can't want to--marry me?"
"To-night," he said, simply, and held out his arms to her. "I love you and
I want you. That is all I know or care about."
He found her upon his breast, sobbing and shaking as if she had sought
shelter there from some great peril. He buried his face in the soft masses
of her hair, whispering fondly to her till her emotion spent itself. She
turned her face shyly up at length and pressed her lips to his. Then,
holding herself away from him, she said, with a half-doubtful yet radiant
look:
"It is not too late yet. I will give you one final chance to save
yourself."
He shook his head.
"Then I have done my duty!" She snuggled closer to him. "And you have no
regrets?"
"Only one. I am sorry that I can't give you more than my name. I may have
to go out into the world and begin all over if Mr. Wayland carries out his
threat. I may be the poorest of the poor."
"That will be my opportunity to show how well I love you. You can be no
poorer than I in this world's goods."
"You at least have your copper-mine."
"I have no mine," said the girl. "Not even the smallest interest in one."
"But--I don't understand."
She dropped her eyes. "Mr. Hilliard is a hard man to deal with. I had to
give him all my share in the claims."
"I suppose you mean you sold out to him."
"No! When I found you could not raise the money, I gave him my share in
the mine. With that as a consideration, he made you the loan. You are not
angry, are you?"
"Angry!" Emerson's tone conveyed a supreme gladness. "You don't know--how
happy you have made me."
"Hark!" She laid a finger upon his lips. Through the breathless night
there came the faint rumble of a ship's chains.
"The Grande Dame!" he cried. "She sails at the flood tide."
They stood together in the open doorway of the little house and watched
the yacht's lights as they described a great curve through the darkness,
then slowly faded into nothingness down the bay. Cherry drew herself
closer to Boyd.
"What a wonderful Providence guides us, after all," she said. "That girl
had everything in the world, and I was poor--so poor--until this hour. God
grant she may some day be as rich as I!"
Out on The Grande Dame the girl who had everything in the world
maintained a lonely vigil at the rail, straining with tragic eyes until
the sombre shadows that marked the shores of the land she feared had
shrunk to a faint, low-lying streak on the horizon. Then she turned and
went below, numbed by the knowledge that she was very poor and very
wretched, and had never understood.
THE END