It is not my intention to chronicle all those minor happenings
that befell us at this time, lest my narrative prove over-long
and therefore tedious to the reader. Suffice it then that the
fair weather foretold by Godby had set in and day by day we stood
on with a favouring wind. Nevertheless, despite calm weather and
propitious gale, the disaffection among the crew waxed apace by
reason of the great black ship that dogged us, some holding her
to be a bloody pirate and others a phantom-ship foredooming us to
destruction.
As to myself, never was poor wretch in more woeful plight for,
'prisoned in the stifling hold where no ray of kindly sun might
ever penetrate, and void of all human fellowship, I became a prey
to wild, unholy fancies and a mind-sickness bred of my brooding
humours; my evil thoughts seemed to take on stealthy shapes that
haunted the fetid gloom about me, shapes of horror and murder
conjured up of my own vengeful imaginations. An evil time indeed
this, of long, uneasy sleepings, of hateful dreams and ill
wakings, of sullen humours and a horror of all companionship,
insomuch that when came Godby or Adam to supply my daily wants, I
would hide myself until they should be gone; thereafter, tossing
feverishly upon my miserable bed, I would brood upon my wrongs,
hugging to myself the thought of vengeance and joying in the
knowledge that every hour brought me the nearer its fulfilment.
And now it was that I became possessed of an uneasy feeling that
I was not alone, that beyond my crazy door was a thing, soft-
breathing, that lurked watchful-eyed in the gloom, hearkening for
my smallest movement and following on soundless feet
whithersoever I went. This unease so grew upon me that when not
lost in fevered sleep I would lie, with breath in check,
listening to such sounds as reached me above the never-ceasing
groaning of the vessel's labour, until the squeak and scutter of
some rat hard by, or any unwonted rustling beyond the door, would
bring me to an elbow in sweating panic.
To combat the which sick fancies it became my custom to steal up
from my fetid hiding-place at dead of night and to prowl soft-
footed about the ship where none stirred save myself and the
drowsy watch above deck. None the less (and go where I would) it
seemed I was haunted still, that behind me lurked a nameless
dread, a silent, unseen presence. Night after night I roamed the
ship thus, my fingers clenched on the knife in my girdle, my ears
on the strain and eyes that sought vainly every dark corner or
patch of shadow.
At last, on a night, as I crouched beside a gun on the 'tween-
decks I espied of a sudden a shape, dim and impalpable-seeming in
the gloom, that flitted silently past me and up the ladder to the
deck above. Up started I, knife in hand, but in my haste I
stumbled over some obstacle and fell; but up the ladder I sprang
in pursuit, out into moonlight, and hastening forward came face
to face with Adam.
"Ha-rogue!" I cried, and sprang at him with up lifted knife; but
as I came he stepped aside (incredibly quick) and thrusting out a
foot tripped me sprawling.
"Easy, shipmate, easy!" says he, thrusting a pistol under my
nose. "Lord love you, Martin, what would you now?"
"So you'll follow me, will you!" I panted. "You'll creep and
crawl and spy on me, will you?"
"Neither one nor t'other, Martin."
"'Twas you climbed the gangway but now!"
"Not I, Martin, not I." And as I scowled up at him I knew he
spoke truth, and a new fear seized me.
"And you saw no one, Adam? Nothing--no shape that flitted up the
ladder hitherwards and no sound to it?"
"Never a thing, Martin, save yourself."
"Why then," says I, clasping my temples, "why then--I'm mad!"
"How so, comrade?"
"Because I'm followed--I'm watched--spied upon sleeping and
waking!"
"Aye, but how d'ye know?" he questioned, stooping to peer at me.
"I feel it--I've known it for days past, and to-night I saw it.
I'm haunted, I tell you!"
"Who by, shipmate?"
"Aye!" I cried. "Who is it--what? 'Tis a thing that flits i'
the dark and with never a sound, that watches and listens. It
mounted the ladder yonder scarce a moment since plain to my
sight--"
"Yet I saw nothing, Martin. And not a soul stirring, save the
watch forward, the steersman aft, and myself."
"Why then I'm verily mad!" says I.
"Not you, shipmate, not you. 'Tis nought but the solitude and
darkness, they take many a man that way, so ha' done with 'em,
Martin! My lady's offer of employ yet holdeth good, so 'list
with me as master's mate, say but the word and--"
"No!" says I, fiercely. "Come what may I take no service under
an accursed Brandon!" Saying which I got me to my feet and
presently back to the haunted dark.
Thus the days dragged by all unmarked by me (that took no more
heed of time) for my fevered restlessness gave place to a
heaviness, a growing inertia that gripped me, mind and body; thus
when not lost in troubled sleep I would lie motionless, staring
dully at the dim flame of the lanthorn or blinking sightless on
the dark.
This strange sickness (as hath been said) I then set down to no
more than confinement and my unwholesome situation, in the which
supposition I was very far beside the mark, as you shall hear.
For there now befell a thing that roused me from my apathy once
and for all, and thereby saved me from miserably perishing and
others with me, and the manner of it thus:
On a time as I lay 'twixt sleep and wake, my glance (and for no
reason in the world) chanced upon that knot-hole in the opposite
bulkhead, the which (as already told) I had wrought into the
likeness of a great eye. Now, as I stared at it, the thing
seemed, all at once, to grow instinct with life and to stare back
at me. I continued to view it (dully enough) until little by
little I became aware of something strange about it, and then as
I watched this (that was no more than a knot-hole) the thing
winked at me. Thinking this but some wild fancy or a trick of
the light I lay still, watching it beneath my lowered lids, and
thus I suddenly caught the glitter of the thing as it moved and
knew it for a very bright, human eye that watched me through the
knot-hole. Now this may seem a very small matter in the telling,
but to me at that moment (overwrought by my long sojourn in the
dark) it was vastly otherwise.
For maybe a full minute the eye stared at me, fixed and
motionless and with a piercing intensity, then suddenly was gone,
and I lying there, my flesh a-tingle, my heart quick-beating in a
strange terror, so that I marvelled to find myself so shaken.
Leaping up in sudden fierce anger I wrenched open the door and
rushed forth, only to fall headlong over some obstacle; and lying
there bruised and dazed heard the soft thud and scamper of rats
in the dark hard by. So I got me back to my bunk, and lying
there fell to a gloomy reflection. And the more I thought, the
fiercer grew my anger that any should dare so to spy upon me.
Thus it was in one of my blackest humours that Godby found me
when, having set down the victuals he had brought, he closed the
crazy door and seated himself on the cask that served me as
chair, and bent to peer at me where I lay.
"Mart'n," said he, speaking almost in a whisper, "be ye awake at
last?" For answer I cursed him heartily. "Avast, pal!" says he
shaking his head, "look'ee, Mart'n, 'tis in my mind the devil's
aboard this ship."
"And what then?" I demanded angrily. "Am I a raree show to be
peeped at and watched and spied upon?"
"Anan, pal--watched, d'ye say?"
"Aye, stared at through the knot-hole yonder awhile since by you
or Penfeather."
"Never knowed there was a knot-hole, Mart'n," said he in the same
hushed voice and staring at the thing, "and as for Cap'n Adam he
aren't been anigh you this two days. But 'tis all one, pal, all
one--this ship do be haunted. And as for eyes a-watching of ye,
Martin, who should it be but this here ghost as walketh the ship
o'nights and makes away wi' good men."
"How d'ye mean?" I questioned, reaching the ale he had brought.
"What talk is this of ghosts?"
"What's yon?" he whispered, starting up, as a rustling sounded
beyond the door.
"Mere rats, man!"
"Lord love ye, Mart'n," says he, glancing about him, "'tis a
chancy place this. I don't know how ye can abide it."
"I've known worse!" said I.
"Then ye don't believe in spectres, Mart'n--ghosts, pal, nor yet
phantoms?"
"No, I don't!"
"Well, Mart'n, there be strange talk among the crew o' something
as do haunt the 'tween-decks--"
"Aye, I've overheard some such!" I nodded. "But, look ye, I've
haunted the ship myself of late."
"And yet you've seen nowt o' this thing, pal?"
"No. What thing should I see?"
"Who knows, Martin? But the sea aren't the land, and here on
these wild wastes o' waters there's chancy things beyond any
man's wisdom as any mariner'll--ha, what's yon?" says he under
his breath and whipping round, knife in hand. "'Twas like a
shoeless foot, Mart'n...creeping murder...'Tis there again!"
Speaking, he tore open the door and I saw his knife flash as he
sprang into the darkness beyond; as for me I quaffed my ale.
Presently back he comes, claps to the door (mighty careful) and
sinking upon the upturned cask, mops at his brow.
"Content you, Godby," says I, "here be no ghosts--"
"Soft, lad--speak soft!" he whispered. "For--Lord love you,
Mart'n, 'tis worse than ghosts as I do fear! Dog bite me, pal,
here's been black and bloody doings aboard us this last two
nights."
"How so, Godby?" I questioned, lowering my voice in turn as I met
his look.
"I mean, lad, as this thing--call it ghost or what ye will--has
took three men these last two nights. There's Perks o' Deptford,
McLean as hails from Leith, and Treliving the Cornishman--three
good men, Mart'n--lost, vanished, gone! And, O pal, wi' never a
mark or trace to tell how!"
"Lost! D'ye mean--overboard?"
"No, Mart'n, I mean--lost! And each of them i' the middle watch
--the sleepy hour, Mart'n, just afore dawn. In a fair night,
pal, wi' a calm sea--these men vanish and none to see 'em go.
And all of 'em prime sailor-men and trusty. The which, Mart'n,
sets a cove to wondering who'll be next."
"But are you sure they are gone?"
"Aye, Mart'n, we've sought 'em alow and aloft, all over the ship,
save only this hole o' yourn--the which you might ha' known had
ye slept less."
"Have I slept so much, then?"
"Pal, you've done little else since you came aboard, seemingly.
All yesterday, as I do know, you slept and never stirred nor took
so much as bite or sup--and I know because while we was a'
turning out the hold a-seekin' and a-searchin' I come and took a
look at ye every now and then, and here's you a-lyin' like a dead
man but for your snoring."
"Here's strange thing, and mighty strange! For until I came
aboard I was ever a wondrous light sleeper, Godby."
"Why, 'tis the stench o' this place--faugh! Come aloft and take
a mouthful o' good, sweet air, pal."
"You say you sought these men everywhere--even down here in the
hold?"
"Aye, alow and aloft, every bulkhead and timber from trucks to
keelson!"
"And all this time I was asleep, Godby?"
"Aye--like a log, Mart'n."
"And breathing heavily?"
"Aye, ye did so, pal, groaning ye might call it--aye, fit to
chill a man's good blood!"
"And neither you nor Adam nor the others thought to search this
dog-hole of mine?"
"Lord love ye--no, Mart'n! How should three men hide here?"
"Three men? Aye, true enough!" says I, clasping my head to stay
the rush and hurry of my thoughts.
"Come aloft, pal, 'tis a fair evening and the fine folk all a-
supping in the great cabin. Come into the air."
"Yes," I nodded, "yes, 'twill clear my head and I must think,
Godby, I must think. Reach me my doublet," says I, for now I
felt myself all shivering as with cold. So Godby took up the
garment where it lay and held it out to me; but all at once let
it fall and, drawing back, stood staring down at it, and all with
never a word; whiles I sat crouched upon my bed, my head between
my clenched fists and my mind reeling beneath the growing horror
of the thought that filled me. And now, even as this thought
took dreadful shape and meaning--even as suspicion grew to
certainty, I heard Godby draw a gasping breath, saw him reach a
stealthy, fumbling hand behind him and open the door, and then,
leaping backwards, he was swallowed in the dark, and with a hurry
of stumbling feet, was gone.
But I scarcely heeded his going or the manner of it, so stunned
was I by the sudden realisation of the terror that had haunted my
ghastly slumbers and evil wakings, a terror that (if my dreadful
speculations were true) was very real after all, a peril deadly
and imminent.
The truth of which I now (and feverishly) set myself to prove
beyond all doubt, and reached for the lanthorn. Now in so doing
my foot caught in the doublet lying where Godby had dropped it,
and I picked it up out of the way; but as I lifted it into the
light I let it fall again (even as Godby had done): and now,
staring down at it, felt my flesh suddenly a-creep for, as it lay
there at my feet, I saw upon one sleeve a great, dark stain that
smeared it up from wrist to elbow--the hideous stain of new-spilt
blood.