"Peter," said George, one evening, turning to me with the troubled
look I had seen so often on his face of late, "what be wrong wi'
you, my chap? You be growing paler everyday. Oh, Peter! you be
like a man as is dyin' by inches--if 'tis any o' my doin'--"
"Nonsense, George!" I broke in with sudden asperity, "I am well
enough!"
"Yet I've seen your 'ands fall a-trembling sometimes, Peter--all
at once. An' you missed your stroke yesterday--come square down
on th' anvil--you can't ha' forgot?"
"I remember," I muttered; "I remember."
"An' twice again to-day. An' you be silent, Peter, an' don't
seem to 'ear when spoke to, an' short in your temper--oh, you
bean't the man you was. I've see it a-comin' on you more an'
more. Oh, man, Peter!" he cried, turning his back upon me
suddenly, "you as I'd let walk over me--you as I'd be cut in
pieces for--if it be me as done it--"
"No, no, George--it wasn't you--of course not. If I am a little
strange it is probably due to lack of sleep, nothing more."
"Ye see, Peter, I tried so 'ard to kill 'ee, an' you said
yourself as I come nigh doin' it--"
"But then, you didn't quite manage it," I cried harshly--"would
to God you had; as it is, I am alive, and there's an end of it."
"'Twere a woundy blow I give 'ee--that last one! I'll never
forget the look o' your face as you went down. Oh, Peter! you've
never been the same since--it be all my doin'--I know it, I know
it," and, sinking upon the Ancient's stool in the corner, Black
George covered his face.
"Never think of it, George," I said, laying my arm across his
heaving shoulders; "that is all over and done with, dear fellow,
and I would not have it otherwise, since it gained me your
friendship. I am all right, well and strong; it is only sleep
that I need, George, only sleep."
Upon the still evening air rose the sharp tap, tap of the
Ancient's stick, whereat up started the smith, and, coming to the
forge, began raking out the fire with great dust and clatter, as
the old man hobbled up, saluting us cheerily as he came.
"Lord!" he exclaimed, pausing in the doorway to lean upon his
stick and glance from one to the other of us with his quick,
bright eyes. "Lord! theer bean't two other such fine, up-standin',
likely-lookin' chaps in all the South Country as you two chaps
be--no, nor such smiths! it du warm my old 'eart to look at
'ee. Puts me in mind o' what I were myself--ages an' ages
ago. I weren't quite so tall as Jarge, p'r'aps, by about--say
'alf-a-inch, but then, I were wider--wider, ah! a sight wider
in the shoulder, an' so strong as--four bulls! an' wi' eyes big
an' sharp an' piercin'--like Peter's, only Peter's bean't quite
so sharp, no, nor yet so piercin'--an' that minds me as I've
got noos for 'ee, Peter."
"What news?" said I, turning.
"S'prisin' noos it be--ah! an' 'stonishin' tu. But first of all,
Peter, I wants to ax 'ee a question."
"What is it, Ancient?"
"Why, it be this, Peter," said the old man, hobbling nearer, and
peering up into my face, "ever since the time as I went an' found
ye, I've thought as theer was summ'at strange about 'ee, what wi'
your soft voice an' gentle ways; an' it came on me all at once
--about three o' the clock's arternoon, as you might be a dook
--in disguise, Peter. Come now, be ye a dook or bean't ye--yes
or ne, Peter?" and he fixed me with his eye.
"No, Ancient," I answered, smiling; "I'm no duke."
"Ah well!--a earl, then?"
"Nor an earl."
"A barrynet, p'r'aps?"
"Not even a baronet."
"Ah!" said the old man, eyeing me doubtfully, "I've often thought
as you might be one or t' other of 'em 'specially since 'bout
three o' the clock 's arternoon."
"Why so?"
"Why, that's the p'int--that's the very noos as I've got to tell
'ee," chuckled the Ancient, as he seated himself in the corner.
"You must know, then," he began, with an impressive rap on the
lid of his snuffbox, "'bout three o'clock 's arternoon I were
sittin' on the stile by Simon's five-acre field when along the
road comes a lady, 'an'some an' proud-looking, an' as fine as
fine could be, a-ridin' of a 'orse, an' wi' a servant ridin'
another 'orse be'ind 'er. As she comes up she gives me a look
out o' 'er eyes, soft they was, an' dark, an' up I gets to touch
my 'at. All at once she smiles at me, an' 'er smile were as
sweet an' gentle as 'er eyes; an' she pulls up 'er 'orse. 'W'y,
you must be the Ancient!' says she. 'W'y, so Peter calls me, my
leddy,' says I. 'An' 'ow is Peter?' she says, quick-like; ''ow
is Peter?' says she. 'Fine an' 'earty,' says I; 'eats well an'
sleeps sound,' says I; ''is arms is strong an' 'is legs is strong,
an' 'e aren't afeared o' nobody--like a young lion be Peter,'
says I. Now, while I'm a-sayin' this, she looks at me, soft an'
thoughtful-like, an' takes out a little book an' begins to write
in it, a-wrinklin' 'er pretty black brows over it an' a-shakin'
'er 'ead to 'erself. An' presently she tears out what she's
been a-writin' an' gives it to me. 'Will you give this to Peter
for me?' says she. 'That I will, my leddy!' says I. 'Thank
'ee!' says she, smilin' again, an' 'oldin' out 'er w'ite 'an' to
me, which I kisses. 'Indeed!' says she,' I understand now why
Peter is so fond of you. I think I could be very fond of 'ee
tu!' says she. An' so she turns 'er 'orse, an' the servant 'e
turns 'is an' off they go; an' 'ere, Peter--'ere be the letter."
Saying which, the Ancient took a slip of paper from the cavernous
interior of his hat and tendered it to me.
With my head in a whirl, I crossed to the door, and leaned there
awhile, staring sightlessly out into the summer evening; for it
seemed that in this little slip of paper lay that which meant
life or death to me; so, for a long minute I leaned there,
fearing to learn my fate. Then I opened the little folded square
of paper, and, holding it before my eyes, read:
"Charmian Brown presents" (This scratched out.) "While you
busied yourself forging horseshoes your cousin, Sir Maurice,
sought and found me. I do not love him, but-- CHARMIAN.
"Farewell" (This also scored out.)
Again I stared before me with unseeing eyes, but my hands no
longer trembled, nor did I fear any more; the prisoner had
received his sentence, and suspense was at an end.
And, all at once, I laughed, and tore the paper across, and
laughed and laughed, till George and the Ancient came to stare at
me.
"Don't 'ee!" cried the old man; "don't 'ee, Peter--you be like a
corp' laughin'; don't 'ee!" But the laugh still shook me while I
tore and tore at the paper, and so let the pieces drop and
flutter from my fingers.
"There!" said I, "there goes a fool's dream! See how it
scatters--a little here, a little there; but, so long as this
world lasts, these pieces shall never come together again." So
saying, I set off along the road, looking neither to right nor
left. But, when I had gone some distance, I found that George
walked beside me, and he was very silent as he walked, and I saw
the trouble was back in his eyes again.
"George," said I, stopping, "why do you follow me?"
"I don't follow 'ee, Peter," he answered; "I be only wishful to
walk wi' you a ways."
"I'm in no mood for company, George."
"Well, I bean't company, Peter--your friend, I be," he said
doggedly, and without looking at me.
"Yes," said I; "yes, my good and trusty friend."
"Peter," he cried suddenly, laying his hand upon my shoulder,
"don't go back to that theer ghashly 'Oller to-night--"
"It is the only place in the world for me--to-night, George."
And so we went on again, side by side, through the evening, and
spoke no more until we had come to the parting of the ways.
Down in the Hollow the shadows lay black and heavy, and I saw
George shiver as he looked.
"Good-by!" said I, clasping his hand; "good-by, George!"
"Why do 'ee say good-by?"
"Because I am going away."
"Goin' away, Peter--but wheer?"
"God knows!" I answered, "but, wherever it be, I shall carry with
me the memory of your kind, true heart--and you, I think, will
remember me. It is a blessed thing, George, to know that, howso
far we go, a friend's kind thoughts journey on with us, untiring
to the end."
"Oh, Peter, man! don't go for to leave me--"
"To part is our human lot, George, and as well now as later
--good-by!"
"No, no!" he cried, throwing his arm about me, "not down theer
--it be so deadly an' lonely down theer in the darkness. Come
back wi' me--just for to-night." But I broke from his detaining
hand, and plunged on down into the shadows. And, presently,
turning my head, I saw him yet standing where I had left him,
looming gigantic upon the sky behind, and with his head sunk
upon his breast.
Being come at last to the cottage, I paused, and from that place
of shadows lifted my gaze to the luminous heaven, where were a
myriad eyes that seemed to watch me with a new meaning, to-night;
wherefore I entered the cottage hastily, and, closing the door,
barred it behind me. Then I turned to peer up at that which
showed above the door--the rusty staple upon which a man had
choked his life out sixty and six years ago. And I began, very
slowly, to loosen the belcher neckerchief about my throat.
"Peter!" cried a voice--"Peter!" and a hand was beating upon the
door.