The moon was rising as, hungry and weary, I came to that steep
descent I have mentioned more than once, which leads down into
the Hollow, and her pale radiance was already, upon the world--a
sleeping world wherein I seemed alone. And as I stood to gaze
upon the wonder of the heavens, and the serene beauty of the
earth, the clock in Cranbrook Church chimed nine.
All about me was a soft stirring of leaves, and the rustle of
things unseen, which was as the breathing of a sleeping host.
Borne to my nostrils came the scent of wood and herb and dewy
earth, while upstealing from the shadow of the trees below, the
voice of the brook reached me, singing its never-ending song--now
loud and clear, now sinking to a rippling murmur--a melody of joy
and sorrow, of laughter and tears, like the greater melody of Life.
And, presently, I descended into the shadows, and, walking on
beside the brook, sat me down upon a great boulder; and,
straightway, my weariness and hunger were forgotten, and I fell
a-dreaming.
Truly it was a night to dream in--a white night, full of the moon
and the magic of the moon. Slowly she mounted upwards, peeping
down at me through whispering leaves, checkering the shadows with
silver, and turning the brook into a path of silver for the feet
of fairies. Yes, indeed, the very air seemed fraught with a
magic whereby the unreal became the real and things impossible
the manifestly possible.
And so, staring up at the moon's pale loveliness, I dreamed the
deathless dreams of long-dead poets and romancers, wherein were
the notes of dreamy lutes, the soft whisper of trailing garments,
and sighing voices that called beneath the breath. Between
Petrarch's Laura and Dante's Beatrice came one as proud and
gracious and beautiful as they, deep-bosomed, broad-hipped, with
a red, red mouth, and a subtle witchery of the eyes. I dreamed
of nymphs and satyrs, of fauns and dryads, and of the young
Endymion who, on just such another night, in just such another
leafy bower, waited the coming of his goddess.
Now as I sat thus, chin in hand, I heard a little sound behind
me, the rustling of leaves, and, turning my head, beheld one who
stood half in shadow, half in moonlight, looking down at me
beneath a shy languor of drooping lids, with eyes hidden by their
lashes--a woman tall and fair, and strong as Dian's self.
Very still she stood, and half wistful, as if waiting for me to
speak, and very silent I sat, staring up at her as she had been
the embodiment of my dreams conjured tip by the magic of the
night, while, from the mysteries of the woods, stole the soft,
sweet song of a nightingale.
"Charmian?" said I at last, speaking almost in a whisper. Surely
this was the sweet goddess herself, and I the wondering shepherd
on Mount Ida's solitude.
"Charmian!" said I again, "you--have come then?" With the words
I rose. "You have come, then?" I repeated.
But now she sighed a little, and, turning her head away, laughed
very sweet and low--and sighed again.
"Were you expecting me?"
"I--I think I was--that is--I--I don't know!" I stammered.
"Then you were not--very surprised to see me?"
"No."
"And you are not--very sorry to see me?"
"No."
"And--are you not very--glad to see me?
"Yes."
Here there fell a silence between us, yet a silence that was full
of leafy stirrings, soft night noises, and the languorous murmur
of the brook. Presently Charmian reached out a hand, broke off a
twig of willow and began to turn it round and round in her white
fingers, while I sought vainly for something to say.
"When I went away this morning," she began at last, looking down
at the twig, "I didn't think I should ever come back again."
"No, I--I supposed not," said I awkwardly.
"But, you see, I had no money."
"No money?"
"Not a penny. It was not until I had walked a long, long way,
and was very tired, and terribly hungry, that I found I hadn't
enough to buy even a crust of bread."
"And there was three pounds, fifteen shillings, and sixpence in
Donald's old shoe," said I.
"Sevenpence!" she corrected.
"Sevenpence?" said I, in some surprise.
"Three pounds, fifteen shillings, and sevenpence. I counted it."
"Oh!" said I.
She nodded. "And in the other I found a small, very curiously
shaped piece of wood."
"Ah--yes, I've been looking for that all the week. You see, when
I made my table, by some miscalculation, one leg persisted in
coming out shorter than the others, which necessitated its being
shored up by a book until I made that block."
"Mr. Peter Vibart's Virgil book!" she said, nodding to the twig.
"Y-e-s!" said I, somewhat disconcerted.
"It was a pity to use a book," she went on, still very, intent
upon the twig, "even if that book does belong to a man with such
a name as Peter Vibart."
Now presently, seeing I was silent, she stole a glance at me, and
looking, laughed.
"But," she continued more seriously, "this has nothing to do with
you, of course, nor me, for that matter, and I was trying to tell
you how hungry--how hatefully hungry I was, and I couldn't beg,
could I, and so--and so I--I--"
"You came back," said I.
"I came back."
"Being hungry."
"Famishing!"
"Three pounds, fifteen shillings, and--sevenpence is not a great
sum," said I, "but perhaps it will enable you to reach your family."
"I'm afraid not; you see I have no family."
"Your friends, then."
"I have no friends; I am alone in the world."
"Oh!" said I, and turned to stare down into the brook, for I
could think only that she was alone and solitary, even as I,
which seemed like an invisible bond between us, drawing us each
nearer the other, whereat I felt ridiculously pleased that this
should be so.
"No," said Charmian, still intent upon the twig, "I have neither
friends nor family nor money, and so being hungry--I came back
here, and ate up all the bacon."
"Why, I hadn't left much, if I remember."
"Six slices!"
Now, as she stood, half in shadow, half in moonlight, I could not
help but be conscious of her loveliness. She was no pretty
woman; beneath the high beauty of her face lay a dormant power
that is ever at odds with prettiness, and before which I felt
vaguely at a loss. And yet, because of her warm beauty, because
of the elusive witchery of her eyes, the soft, sweet column of
the neck and the sway of the figure in the moonlight--because she
was no goddess, and I no shepherd in Arcadia, I clasped my hands
behind me, and turned to look down into the stream.
"Indeed," said I, speaking my thought aloud, "this is no place
for a woman, after all."
"No," said she very softly.
"No--although, to be sure, there are worse places."
"Yes," said she, "I suppose so."
"Then again, it is very far removed from the world, so that a
woman must needs be cut off from all those little delicacies and
refinements that are supposed to be essential to her existence."
"Yes," she sighed.
"Though what," I continued, "what on earth would be the use of
a--harp, let us say, or a pair of curling-irons in this wilderness,
I don't know."
"One could play upon the one and curl one's hair with the other,
and there is a deal of pleasure to be had from both," said she.
"Then also," I pursued, "this place, as I told you, is said to be
haunted--not," I went on, seeing that she was silent, "not that
you believe in such things, of course? But the cottage is very
rough, and ill and clumsily furnished--though, to be sure, it
might be made comfortable enough, and--"
"Well?" she inquired, as I paused.
"Then--" said I, and was silent for a long time, watching the
play of the moonbeams on the rippling water.
"Well?" said she again at last.
"Then," said I, "if you are friendless, God forbid that I should
refuse you the shelter of even such a place as this--so--if you
are homeless, and without money--stay here--if you will--so long
as it pleases you."
I kept my eyes directed to the running water at my feet as I
waited her answer, and it seemed a very long time before she spoke.
"Are you fond of stewed rabbit?"
"Rabbit!" said I, staring. "With onions!"
"Onions?"
"Oh, I can cook a little, and supper is waiting."
"Supper?"
"So if you are hungry--"
"I am ravenous!"
"Then why not come home and eat it?"
"Home?"
"Instead of echoing my words and staring the poor moon out of
countenance? Come," and, with the word, she turned and led the
way to the cottage. And behold, the candles were lighted, the
table was spread with a snowy cloth, and a pot simmered upon the
hob: a pot that gave forth an odor delectable, and over which
Charmian bent forthwith, and into which she gazed with an anxious
brow and thrust an inquiring fork.
"I think it's all right!"
"I'm sure of it," said I, inhaling the appetizing aroma--"but,
pray, where did you get it?"
"A man sold it to me--he had a lot of them."
"Hum!" said I, "probably poached."
"I bought this for sixpence--out of the old shoe."
"Sixpence?--then they certainly were poached. These are the
Cambourne Woods, and everything upon them fish, flesh, or fowl,
living or dead--belongs to the Lady Sophia Sefton of Cambourne."
"Then--perhaps we had better not eat it," said she, glancing at
me over her shoulder--but, meeting my eye, she laughed. And so
we presently sat down to supper and, poached though it may have
been, that rabbit made a truly noble end, notwithstanding.