Neil was duly pronounced "fine" by the trainer, dosed by the doctor, and
disregarded by the coaches. Mills, having finally concluded that he was
too risky a person for the line-up on Saturday, figuratively labeled him
"declined" and passed him over to Tassel, head coach of the second
eleven. Tassel displayed no enthusiasm, for a good player gone "fine" is
at best a poor acquisition, and of far less practical value than a poor
player in good condition. It made little difference to Neil what team he
belonged to, for he was prohibited from playing on Wednesday, and on
Thursday the last practise took place and he was in the line-up but five
minutes. On that day the students again marched to the field and
practised their songs and cheers. Despite the loss of Cowan and the
lessening thereby of Erskine's chance of success, enthusiasm reigned
high. Perhaps their own cheers raised their spirit, for two days before
the game the college was animated by a totally unwarranted degree of
hopefulness that amounted almost to confidence. The coaches, however,
remained carefully pessimistic and took pains to see that the players
did not share the general hopefulness.
"We may win," said Mills to them after the last practise, "but don't
think for a moment that it's going to be easy. If we do come out on top
it will be because every one of you has played as he never dreamed he
could play. You've got to play your own positions perfectly and then
help to play each other's. Remember what I've said about team-play.
Don't think that your work is done when you've put your man out; that's
the time for you to turn around and help your neighbor. It's just that
eagerness to aid the next man, that stand-and-fall-together spirit, that
makes the ideal team. I don't want to see any man on Saturday standing
around with his hands at his sides; as long as the ball's in play
there's work for every one. Don't cry 'Down' until you can't run, crawl,
wriggle, roll, or be pulled another inch. And if you're helping the
runner don't stop pulling or shoving until there isn't another notch to
be gained. Never mind how many tacklers there are; the ball's in play
until the whistle sounds. And, one thing more, remember that you're not
going to do your best because I tell you to, or because if you don't the
coaches will give you a wigging, or because a lot of your fellows are
looking on. You're going to fight your hardest, fight until the last
whistle blows, fight long after you can't fight any more, because
you're wearing the Purple of old Erskine and can't do anything else
but fight!"
The cheer that followed was good to hear. There was not a fellow there
that didn't feel, at that moment, more than a match for any two men
Robinson could set up against him. And many a hand clenched
involuntarily, and many a player registered his silent vow to fight, as
Mills had said, long after he couldn't fight any more, and, if it
depended on him, win the game for old Erskine.
On Friday afternoon the men were assembled in the gymnasium and were
drilled in signals and put through a hard examination in formations.
Afterward several of the coaches addressed them earnestly, touching each
man on the spot that hurt, showing them where they failed and how to
remedy their defects, but never goading them to despondency.
"I should be afraid of a team that was perfect the day before the game,"
said Preston; "afraid that when the real struggle came they'd disappoint
me. A team should go into the final contest with the ability to play a
little better than it has played at any time during the season; with a
certain amount of power in reserve. And so I expect to-morrow to see
almost all of the faults that we have talked of eliminated. I expect to
see every man do that little better that means so much. And if he does
he'll make Mr. Mills happy, he'll make all the other coaches happy,
he'll make his captain and himself happy, and he'll make the college
happy. And he'll make Robinson unhappy!"
Then the line-up that was to start the game was read. Neil, sitting
listlessly between Paul and Foster, heard it with a little ache at his
heart. He was glad that Paul was not to be disappointed, but it was hard
to think that he was to have no part in the supreme battle for which he
had worked conscientiously all the fall, and the thought of which had
more than once given him courage to go on when further effort seemed
impossible.
"Stone, Tucker, Browning, Stowell, Witter, Carey, Devoe, Foster, Gale--"
"Good for you, Paul," whispered Neil. Then he sighed as the list went
on--
"Gillam, Mason."
Then a long string of substitutes was read. Neil's name was among these,
but that fact meant little enough.
"Every man whose name has been read report at eleven to-morrow for
lunch. Early to bed is the rule for every one to-night, and I want every
one to obey it." Mills paused; then he went on in softer tones: "Some of
you are disappointed. Some of you have worked faithfully--you all have,
for that matter--only to meet with disappointment to-day. But we can't
put you all in the line-up; I wish we could. But to those who have tried
so hard and so honestly for positions in to-morrow's game, and who have
of necessity been left out, I can only offer the sympathy of myself and
the other coaches, and of the other players. You have done your share,
and it no doubt seems hard that you are to have no better share in the
final test. But let me tell you that even though you do not play against
Robinson, you have nevertheless done almost as much toward defeating her
as though you faced her to-morrow. It's the season's work that
counts--the long, hard preparation--and in that you've had your place
and done your part well. And for that I thank you on behalf of myself,
on behalf of the coaches who have been associated with me, and on behalf
of the college. And now I am going to ask you fellows of the varsity to
give three long Erskines, three-times-three, and three long 'scrubs'
on the end!"
And they were given not once, but thrice. And then the scrub lustily
cheered the varsity, and they both cheered Mills and Devoe and Simson
and all the coaches one after another. And when the last long-drawn
"Erskine" had died away Mills faced them again.
"There's one more cheer I want to hear, fellows, and I think you'll give
it heartily. In to-morrow's game we are going to use a form of defense
that will, I believe, enable us to at least render a good account of
ourselves. And, as most of you know, this defense was thought out and
developed by a fellow who, although unfortunately unable to play the
game himself, is nevertheless one of the finest football men in
college. If we win to-morrow a great big share of the credit will be due
to that man; if we lose he still will have done as much as any two of
us. Fellows, I ask for three cheers for Burr!"
Mills led that cheer himself and it was a good one. The pity of it was
that Sydney wasn't there to hear it.
The November twilight was already stealing down over the campus when
Neil and Paul left the gymnasium and made their way back to Curtis's.
Paul was highly elated, for until the line-up had been read he had been
uncertain of his fate. But his joy was somewhat dampened by the fact
that Neil had failed to make the team.
"It doesn't seem just right for me to go into the game, chum, with you
on the side-line," he said. "I don't see what Mills is thinking of! Who
in thunder's to kick for us?"
"I guess you'll be called on, Paul, if any field-goals are needed."
"I suppose so, but--hang it, Neil, I wish you were going to play!"
"Well, so do I," answered Neil calmly; "but I'm not, and so that settles
it. After all, they couldn't do anything else, Paul, but let me out.
I've been playing perfectly rotten lately."
"But--but what's the matter? You don't look stale, chum."
"I feel stale, just the same," answered Neil far from untruthfully.
"But maybe you'll get in for a while; you're down with the subs," said
Paul hopefully.
"Maybe I will. Maybe you'll get killed and Gillam'll get killed and a
few more'll get killed and they'll take me on. But don't you worry about
me; I'm all right."
Paul looked at him as though rather puzzled.
"By Jove, I don't believe you care very much whether you play or don't,"
he said at last. "If it had been me they'd let out I'd simply gone off
into a dark corner and died."
"I'm glad it wasn't you," answered Neil heartily.
"Thunder! So'm I!"
The college in general had taken Neil's deflection philosophically after
the first day or so of wonderment and dismay. The trust in Mills was
absolute, and if Mills said Fletcher wasn't as good as Gale for left
half-back, why, he wasn't; that was all there was about it. There was
one person in college, however, who was not deceived. Sydney Burr,
recollecting Neil's "supposititious case," never doubted that Neil had
purposely sacrificed himself for his room-mate. At first he was inclined
to protest to Neil, even to go the length of making Mills cognizant of
the real situation; but in the end he kept his own counsel, doubtful of
his right to interfere. And, in some way, he grew to think that Paul was
not in the dark; that he knew of Neil's plan and was lending his
sanction to it; that, in fact, the whole arrangement was a conspiracy in
which both Neil and Paul shared equally. In this he did Paul injustice,
as he found out later.
He went to Neil's room that Friday night for a few minutes and found
Paul much wrought up over the disappearance of Tom Cowan. Cowan's room
looked as though a cyclone had struck it, Paul declared, and Cowan
himself was nowhere to be found.
"I'll bet he's done what he said he'd do and left," said Paul. But
Sydney had seen him but an hour or so before at commons, and Paul set
out to hunt him up.
"I know you chaps don't like him," he said; "but he's been mighty decent
to me, and I don't want to seem to be going back on him just now when
he's so down on his luck. I'll be back in a few minutes."
Sydney found Neil quite cheerful and marveled at it. He himself was
oppressed by a nervousness that couldn't have been worse had he been due
to face Robinson's big center the next day. He feared the "antidote"
wouldn't work right; he feared Robinson had found out all about it and
had changed their offense; he feared a dozen evils, and Neil was kept
busy comforting him. At nine o'clock Paul returned without tidings of
Cowan, and Sydney said good-night.
"I don't believe I'll go out to the field to-morrow," he said half
seriously. "I'll stay in my room and listen to the cheering. If it
sounds right toward the end of the game I'll know that things have
gone our way."
"You won't be able to tell anything of the sort," said Neil, "for the
fellows are going to cheer just as hard if we lose as they would had we
won. Mills insists on that, and what he says goes this year."
"That's so," said Paul; "and it's the way it ought to be. If ever a team
needs cheering and encouragement it's when things are blackest, and not
when it's winning."
"And so, you see, you'll have to go to the field, Syd," said Neil as he
followed the other out to the porch. "By Jove, what a night, eh? I never
saw so many stars, I believe. Well, we'll have a good clear day for the
game and a good turf underfoot. Good-night, Syd."
"Good-night," answered the other. Then, sorrowfully, "I do wish you were
going to play, Neil."
"Thanks, Syd; but don't let that keep you awake. Good-night!"
The room-mates chatted in a desultory way for half an hour longer and
then prepared for bed. Paul was somewhat nervous and excited, and
displayed a tendency to stop short in the middle of removing a stocking
to gaze blankly before him for whole minutes at a time. Once he stood
so long on one leg with his trousers half off that Neil feared he had
gone to sleep, and so brought him back to a recollection of the business
in hand by shying a boot at him.
As for Neil, he was untroubled by nervousness. He believed Erskine was
going to win. For the rest, the eve of battle held no exciting thoughts
for him. He could neither win the game nor lose it; he was merely a
spectator, like thousands of others; only he would see the contest from
the players' bench instead of the big new stand that half encircled
the field.
But despite the feeling of aloofness that possessed and oppressed him,
sleep did not come readily. For a long time he heard Paul stirring about
restlessly across the little bedroom and the occasional cheers of some
party of patriotic students returning to their rooms across the common.
His brain refused to stop its labors; and, in fact, kept busily at them
long after he had fallen asleep. He dreamed continually, a ceaseless
stream of weird, unpleasant visions causing him to turn and toss all
through the night and leaving him when dawn came weary and unrefreshed.
Out of doors the early sun was brushing away the white frost. The sky
was almost devoid of clouds, and the naked branches of the elms reached
upward unswayed by any breeze. It was an ideal day, that 23d of
November, bright, clear, and keen. Nature could not have been kinder to
the warriors who, in a few short hours, were to meet upon the yellowing
turf, nor to the thousands who were to assemble and cheer them on to
victory--or defeat.