The gleam of the great fire through the windows of the great camp
gave a kindly welcome as we drove into the clearing in which the
shanties stood. Graeme was greatly touched at his enthusiastic
welcome by the men. At the supper-table he made a little speech of
thanks for their faithfulness during his absence, specially
commending the care and efficiency of Mr. Nelson, who had had
charge of the camp. The men cheered wildly, Baptiste's shrill
voice leading all. Nelson being called upon, expressed in a few
words his pleasure at seeing the Boss back, and thanked the men for
their support while he had been in charge.
The men were for making a night of it; but fearing the effect upon
Graeme, I spoke to Nelson, who passed the word, and in a short time
the camp was quiet. As we sauntered from the grub-camp to the
office where was our bed, we paused to take in the beauty of the
night. The moon rode high over the peaks of the mountains,
flooding the narrow valley with mellow light. Under her magic the
rugged peaks softened their harsh lines and seemed to lean lovingly
toward us. The dark pine masses stood silent as in breathless
adoration; the dazzling snow lay like a garment over all the open
spaces in soft, waving folds, and crowned every stump with a
quaintly shaped nightcap. Above the camps the smoke curled up from
the camp-fires, standing like pillars of cloud that kept watch
while men slept. And high over all the deep blue night sky, with
its star jewels, sprang like the roof of a great cathedral from
range to range, covering us in its kindly shelter. How homelike
and safe seemed the valley with its mountain-sides, its sentinel
trees and arching roof of jewelled sky! Even the night seemed
kindly, and friendly the stars; and the lone cry of the wolf from
the deep forest seemed like the voice of a comrade.
'How beautiful! too beautiful!' said Graeme, stretching out his
arms. 'A night like this takes the heart out of me.'
I stood silent, drinking in at every sense the night with its
wealth of loveliness.
'What is it I want?' he went on. 'Why does the night make my heart
ache? There are things to see and things to hear just beyond me; I
cannot get to them.' The gay, careless look was gone from his
face, his dark eyes were wistful with yearning.
'I often wonder if life has nothing better for me,' he continued
with his heartache voice.
I said no word, but put my arm within his. A light appeared in the
stable. Glad of a diversion, I said, 'What is the light? Let us
go and see.'
'Sandy, taking a last look at his team, like enough.'
We walked slowly toward the stable, speaking no word. As we neared
the door we heard the sound of a voice in the monotone of one
reading. I stepped forward and looked through a chink between the
logs. Graeme was about to open the door, but I held up my hand and
beckoned him to me. In a vacant stall, where was a pile of straw,
a number of men were grouped. Sandy, leaning against the tying-
post upon which the stable-lantern hung, was reading; Nelson was
kneeling in front of him and gazing into the gloom beyond; Baptiste
lay upon his stomach, his chin in his hands and his upturned eyes
fastened upon Sandy's face; Lachlan Campbell sat with his hands
clasped about his knees, and two other men sat near him. Sandy was
reading the undying story of the Prodigal, Nelson now and then
stopping him to make a remark. It was a scene I have never been
able to forget. To-day I pause in my tale, and see it as clearly
as when I looked through the chink upon it years ago. The long,
low stable, with log walls and upright hitching-poles; the dim
outlines of the horses in the gloom of the background, and the
little group of rough, almost savage-looking men, with faces
wondering and reverent, lit by the misty light of the stable-
lantern.
After the reading, Sandy handed the book to Nelson, who put it in
his pocket, saying, 'That's for us, boys, ain't it?'
'Ay,' said Lachlan; 'it is often that has been read in my hearing,
but I am afraid it will not be for me whatever,' and he swayed
himself slightly as he spoke, and his voice was full of pain.
'The minister said I might come,' said old Nelson, earnestly and
hopefully.
'Ay, but you are not Lachlan Campbell, and you hef not had his
privileges. My father was a godly elder in the Free Church of
Scotland, and never a night or morning but we took the Books.'
'Yes, but He said "any man,"' persisted Nelson, putting his hand on
Lachlan's knee. But Lachlan shook his head.
'Dat young feller,' said Baptiste; 'wha's hees nem, heh?'
'He has no name. It is just a parable,' explained Sandy.
'He's got no nem? He's just a parom'ble? Das no young feller?'
asked Baptiste anxiously; 'das mean noting?'
Then Nelson took him in hand and explained to him the meaning,
while Baptiste listened even more eagerly, ejaculating softly, 'ah,
voila! bon! by gar!' When Nelson had finished he broke out, 'Dat
young feller, his name Baptiste, heh? and de old Fadder he's le bon
Dieu? Bon! das good story for me. How you go back? You go to de
pries'?'
'The book doesn't say priest or any one else,' said Nelson. 'You
go back in yourself, you see?'
'Non; das so, sure nuff. Ah!'--as if a light broke in upon him--
'you go in your own self. You make one leetle prayer. You say,
"Le bon Fadder, oh! I want come back, I so tire, so hongree, so
sorree"? He, say, "Come right 'long." Ah! das fuss-rate. Nelson,
you make one leetle prayer for Sandy and me.'
And Nelson lifted up his face and said: 'Father, we're all gone far
away; we have spent all, we are poor, we are tired of it all; we
want to feel different, to be different; we want to come back.
Jesus came to save us from our sins; and he said if we came He
wouldn't cast us out, no matter how bad we were, if we only came to
Him. Oh, Jesus Christ'--and his old, iron face began to work, and
two big tears slowly came from under his eyelids--'we are a poor
lot, and I'm the worst of the lot, and we are trying to find the
way. Show us how to get back. Amen.'
'Bon!' said Baptiste. 'Das fetch Him sure!'
Graeme pulled me away, and without a word we went into the office
and drew up to the little stove. Graeme was greatly moved.
'Did you ever see anything like that?' he asked. 'Old Nelson! the
hardest, savagest, toughest old sinner in the camp, on his knees
before a lot of men!'
'Before God,' I could not help saying, for the thing seemed very
real to me. The old man evidently felt himself talking to some
one.
'Yes, I suppose you're right,' said Graeme doubtfully; 'but there's
a lot of stuff I can't swallow.'
'When you take medicine you don't swallow the bottle,' I replied,
for his trouble was not mine.
'If I were sure of the medicine, I wouldn't mind the bottle, and
yet it acts well enough,' he went on. 'I don't mind Lachlan; he's
a Highland mystic, and has visions, and Sandy's almost as bad, and
Baptiste is an impulsive little chap. Those don't count much. But
old man Nelson is a cool-blooded, level-headed old fellow; has seen
a lot of life, too. And then there's Craig. He has a better head
than I have, and is as hot-blooded, and yet he is living and
slaving away in that hole, and really enjoys it. There must be
something in it.'
'Oh, look here, Graeme,' I burst out impatiently; 'what's the use
of your talking like that? Of course there's something in it. I
here's everything in it. The trouble with me is I can't face the
music. It calls for a life where a fellow must go in for straight,
steady work, self-denial, and that sort of thing; and I'm too
Bohemian for that, and too lazy. But that fellow Craig makes one
feel horribly uncomfortable.'
Graeme put his head on one side, and examined me curiously.
'I believe you're right about yourself. You always were a
luxurious beggar. But that's not where it catches me.'
We sat and smoked and talked of other things for an hour, and then
turned in. As I was dropping off I was roused by Graeme's voice--
'Are you going to the preparatory service on Friday night?'
'Don't know,' I replied rather sleepily.
'I say, do you remember the preparatory service at home?' There
was something in his voice that set me wide awake.
'Yes. Rather terrific, wasn't it? But I always felt better after
it,' I replied.
'To me'--he was sitting up in bed now--'to me it was like a call to
arms, or rather like a call for a forlorn hope. None but
volunteers wanted. Do you remember the thrill in the old
governor's voice as he dared any but the right stuff to come on?'
'We'll go in on Friday night,' I said.
And so we did. Sandy took a load of men with his team, and Graeme
and I drove in the light sleigh.
The meeting was in the church, and over a hundred men were present.
There was some singing of familiar hymns at first, and then Mr.
Craig read the same story as we had heard in the stable, that most
perfect of all parables, the Prodigal Son. Baptiste nudged Sandy
in delight, and whispered something, but Sandy held his face so
absolutely expressionless that Graeme was moved to say--
'Look at Sandy! Did you ever see such a graven image? Something
has hit him hard.'
The men were held fast by the story. The voice of the reader, low,
earnest, and thrilling with the tender pathos of the tale, carried
the words to our hearts, while a glance, a gesture, a movement of
the body gave us the vision of it all as he was seeing it.
Then, in simplest of words, he told us what the story meant,
holding us the while with eyes, and voice, and gesture. He
compelled us scorn the gay, heartless selfishness of the young fool
setting forth so jauntily from the broken home; he moved our pity
and our sympathy for the young profligate, who, broken and
deserted, had still pluck enough to determine to work his way back,
and who, in utter desperation, at last gave it up; and then he
showed us the homecoming--the ragged, heart-sick tramp, with
hesitating steps, stumbling along the dusty road, and then the rush
of the old father, his garments fluttering, and his voice heard in
broken cries. I see and hear it all now, whenever the words are
read.
He announced the hymn, 'Just as I am,' read the first verse, and
then went on: 'There you are, men, every man of you, somewhere on
the road. Some of you are too lazy'--here Graeme nudged me--'and
some of you haven't got enough yet of the far country to come back.
May there be a chance for you when you want to come! Men, you all
want to go back home, and when you go you'll want to put on your
soft clothes, and you won't go till you can go in good style; but
where did the prodigal get his good clothes?' Quick came the
answer in Baptiste's shrill voice--
'From de old fadder!'
No one was surprised, and the minister went on--
'Yes! and that's where we must get the good, clean heart, the good,
clean, brave heart, from our Father. Don't wait, but, just as you
are, come. Sing.'
They sang, not loud, as they would 'Stand Up,' or even 'The Sweet
By and By,' but in voices subdued, holding down the power in them.
After the singing, Craig stood a moment gazing down at the men, and
then said quietly--
'Any man want to come? You all might come. We all must come.'
Then, sweeping his arm over the audience, and turning half round as
if to move off, he cried, in a voice that thrilled to the heart's
core--
'Oh! come on! Let's go back!'
The effect was overpowering. It seemed to me that the whole
company half rose to their feet. Of the prayer that immediately
followed, I only caught the opening sentence, 'Father, we are
coming back,' for my attention was suddenly absorbed by Abe, the
stage-driver, who was sitting next me. I could hear him swearing
approval and admiration, saying to himself--
'Ain't he a clinker! I'll be gee-whizzly-gol-dusted if he ain't a
malleable-iron-double-back-action self-adjusting corn-cracker.'
And the prayer continued to be punctuated with like admiring and
even more sulphurous expletives. It was an incongruous medley.
The earnest, reverent prayer, and the earnest, admiring profanity,
rendered chaotic one's ideas of religious propriety. The feelings
in both were akin; the method of expression somewhat widely
diverse.
After prayer, Craig's tone changed utterly. In a quiet, matter-of-
fact, businesslike way he stated his plan of organisation, and
called for all who wished to join to remain after the benediction.
Some fifty men were left, among them Nelson, Sandy, Lachlan
Campbell, Baptiste, Shaw, Nixon, Geordie, and Billy Breen, who
tried to get out, but was held fast by Geordie.
Graeme was passing out, but I signed him to remain, saying that I
wished 'to see the thing out.' Abe sat still beside me, swearing
disgustedly at the fellows 'who were going back on the preacher.'
Craig appeared amazed at the number of men remaining, and seemed to
fear that something was wrong. He put before them the terms of
discipleship, as the Master put them to the eager scribe, and he
did not make them easy. He pictured the kind of work to be done,
and the kind of men needed for the doing of it. Abe grew uneasy as
the minister went on to describe the completeness of the surrender,
the intensity of the loyalty demanded.
'That knocks me out, I reckon,' he muttered, in a disappointed
tone; 'I ain't up to that grade.' And as Craig described the
heroism called for, the magnificence of the fight, the worth of it,
and the outcome of it all, Abe ground out: I'll be blanked if I
wouldn't like to take a hand, but I guess I'm not in it.' Craig
finished by saying--
'I want to put this quite fairly. It is not any league of mine;
you're not joining my company; it is no easy business, and it is
for your whole life. What do you say? Do I put it fairly? What
do you say, Nelson?'
Nelson rose slowly, and with difficulty began--
'I may be all wrong, but you made it easier for me, Mr. Craig. You
said He would see me through, or I should never have risked it.
Perhaps I am wrong,' and the old man looked troubled. Craig sprang
up.
'No! no! Thank God, no! He will see every man through who will
trust his life to Him. Every man, no matter how tough he is, no
matter how broken.'
Then Nelson straightened himself up and said--
'Well, sir! I believe a lot of the men would go in for this if they
were dead sure they would get through.'
'Get through!' said Craig; 'never a fear of it. It is a hard
fight, a long fight, a glorious fight,' throwing up his head, but
every man who squarely trusts Him, and takes Him as Lord and
Master, comes out victor!'
'Bon!' said Baptiste 'Das me. You tink He's take me in dat fight,
M'sieu Craig, heh?' His eyes were blazing.
'You mean it?' asked Craig almost sternly.
'Yes! by gar!' said the little Frenchman eagerly.
'Hear what He says, then'; and Craig, turning over the leaves of
his Testament, read solemnly the words, 'Swear not at all.'
'Non! For sure! Den I stop him,' replied Baptiste earnestly; and
Craig wrote his name down.
Poor Abe looked amazed and distressed, rose slowly, and saying,
'That jars my whisky jug,' passed out. There was a slight movement
near the organ, and glancing up I saw Mrs. Mavor put her face
hastily in her hands. The men's faces were anxious and troubled,
and Nelson said in a voice that broke--
'Tell them what you told me, sir.' But Craig was troubled too, and
replied, 'You tell them, Nelson!' and Nelson told the men the story
of how he began just five weeks ago. The old man's voice steadied
as he went on, and he grew eager as he told how he had been helped,
and how the world was all different, and his heart seemed new. He
spoke of his Friend as if He were some one that could be seen out
at camp, that he knew well, and met every day.
But as he tried to say how deeply he regretted that he had not
known all this years before, the old, hard face began to quiver,
and the steady voice wavered. Then he pulled himself together, and
said--
'I begin to feel sure He'll pull me through--me! the hardest man in
the mountains! So don't you fear, boys. He's all right.'
Then the men gave in their names, one by one. When it came to
Geordie's turn, he gave his name--
'George Crawford, frae the pairish o' Kilsyth, Scotland, an' ye'll
juist pit doon the lad's name, Maister Craig; he's a wee bit fashed
wi' the discoorse, but he has the root o' the maitter in him, I
doot.' And so Billy Breen's name went down.
When the meeting was over, thirty-eight names stood upon the
communion roll of the Black Rock Presbyterian Church; and it will
ever be one of the regrets of my life that neither Graeme's name
nor my own appeared on that roll. And two days after, when the cup
went round on that first Communion Sabbath, from Nelson to Sandy,
and from Sandy to Baptiste, and so on down the line to Billy Breen
and Mrs. Mavor, and then to Abe, the driver, whom she had by her
own mystic power lifted into hope and faith, I felt all the shame
and pain of a traitor; and I believe, in my heart that the fire of
that pain and shame burned something of the selfish cowardice out
of me, and that it is burning still.
The last words of the minister, in the short address after the
table had been served, were low, and sweet, and tender, but they
were words of high courage; and before he had spoken them all, the
men were listening with shining eyes, and when they rose to sing
the closing hymn they stood straight and stiff like soldiers on
parade.
And I wished more than ever I were one of them.