"That's the trail. Loon Lake lies yonder."
Shock's Convener, who had charge for his Church of this district,
stood by the buck-board wheel pointing southwest. He was a man about
middle life, rather short but well set up, with a strong, honest
face, tanned and bearded, redeemed abundantly from commonness by the
eye, deep blue and fearless, that spoke of the genius in the soul.
It was a kindly face withal, and with humour lurking about the eyes
and mouth. During the day and night spent with him Shock had come to
feel that in this man there was anchorage for any who might feel
themselves adrift, and somehow the great West, with its long leagues
of empty prairie through which he had passed, travelling by the slow
progress of construction trains, would now seem a little less empty
because of this man. Between the new field toward which this trail
led and the home and folk in the far East there would always be this
man who would know him, and would sometimes be thinking of him. The
thought heartened Shock more than a little.
"That's the trail," repeated the Convener; "follow that; it will
lead you to your home."
"Home!" thought Shock with a tug at his heart and a queer little
smile on his face.
"Yes, a man's home is where his heart is, and his heart is where his
work lies."
Shock glanced quickly at the man's tanned face. Did he suspect,
Shock wondered, the homesickness and the longing in his heart?
Last night, as they had sat together in late talk, he had drawn from
Shock with cunning skill (those who knew him would recognise the
trick) the picture of his new missionary's home, and had interpreted
aright the thrill in the voice that told of the old lady left
behind. But now, as Shock glanced at his Convener's face, there was
nothing to indicate any hidden meaning in his words. The speaker's
eyes were far down the trail that wound like a wavering white ribbon
over the yellow-green billows of prairie that reached to the horizon
before and up to the great mountains on the right.
"Twenty miles will bring you to Spruce Creek stopping-place; twenty
miles more and you are at Big River--not so very big either. You
will see there a little school and beside it, on the left, a little
house--you might call it a shack, but we make the most of things out
here. That's Mr. McIntyre's manse, and proud of it they all are, I
can tell you. You will stay with him over night--a fine fellow you
will find him, a Nova Scotian, very silent; and better than himself
is the little brave woman he has for a wife; a really superior
woman. I sometimes wonder--but never mind, for people doubtless
wonder at our wives: one can never get at the bottom of the mystery
of why some women do it. They will see you on your way. Up to this
time he was the last man we had in that direction. Now you are our
outpost--a distinction I envy you."
The Convener's blue eye was alight with enthusiasm. The call of the
new land was ever ringing in his heart, and the sound of the strife
at the front in his ear.
Unconsciously Shock drew in a long breath, the homesickness and
heart-longing gave back before the spirit of high courage and
enterprise which breathed through the words of the little man beside
him, whose fame was in all the Western Church.
"Up these valleys somewhere," continued the Convener, waving his
hands towards the southern sky-line, "are the men--the ranchers and
cowboys I told you of last night. Some good men, and some of them
devils--men good by nature, devils by circumstance, poor fellows.
They won't want you, perhaps, but they need you badly. And the
Church wants them, and"--after a little pause--"God wants them."
The Convener paused, still looking at the distant flowing hills.
Then he turned to Shock and said solemnly, "We look to you to get
them."
Shock gasped. "To me! to get them!"
"Yes, that's what we expect. Why! do you remember the old chap I
told you about--that old prospector who lives at Loon Lake?--you
will come across him, unless he has gone to the mountains. For
thirteen years that man has hunted the gulches for mines. There are
your mines," waving his hand again, "and you are our prospector. Dig
them up. Good-bye. God bless you. Report to me in six months."
The Convener looked at his fingers after Shock had left, spreading
them apart. "Well, what that chap grips he'll hold until he wants to
let it go," he said to himself, wrinkling his face into a curious
smile.
Now and then as he walked along the trail he turned and looked after
the buckboard heading toward the southern horizon, but never once
did his missionary look back.
"I think he will do. He made a mess of my service last night, but I
suppose he was rattled, and then no one could be more disgusted than
he, which is not a bad sign. His heart's all right, and he will
work, but he's slow. He's undoubtedly slow. Those fellows will give
him a time, I fear," and again the Convener smiled to himself. As he
came to the brow of the hill, where the trail dipped into the river
bottom in which the little town lay that constituted the nucleus of
his parish, he paused and, once more turning, looked after the
diminishing buckboard. "He won't look back, eh! All right, my man. I
like you better for it. It must have been a hard pull to leave that
dear old lady behind. He might bring her out. There are just the two
of them. Well, we will see. It's pretty close shaving."
He was thinking of the threatened cut in the already meagre salaries
of his missionaries, rendered necessary by the disproportion between
the growth of the funds and the expansion of the work.
"It's a shame, too," he said, turning and looking once more after
Shock in case there should be a final signal of farewell, which he
would be sorry to miss.
"They're evidently everything to each other." But it was an old
problem with the Convener, whose solution lay not with him, but with
the church that sent him out to do this work.
Meantime Shock's eyes were upon the trail, and his heart was ringing
with that last word of his Convener. "We expect you to get them. You
are our prospector, dig them up." As he thought of the work that lay
before him, and of all he was expected to achieve, his heart sank.
These wild, independent men of the West were not at all like the
degraded men of the ward, fawning or sullen, who had been his former
and only parishioners. A horrible fear had been growing upon him
ever since his failure, as he considered it, with the Convener's
congregation the night before. It helped him not at all to remember
the kindly words of encouragement spoken by the Convener, nor the
sympathy that showed in his wife's voice and manner. "They felt
sorry for me," he groaned aloud. He set his jaws hard, as men had
seen him when going into a scrim on the football field. "I'll do my
best whatever," he said aloud, looking before him at the waving
horizon; "a man can only fail. But surely I can help some poor chap
out yonder." His eyes followed the waving foot-hill line till they
rested on the mighty masses of the Rockies. "Ay," he said with a
start, dropping into his mother's speech, "there they are, 'the
hills from whence cometh my help.' Surely, I do not think He would
send me out here to fail."
There they lay, that mighty wrinkling of Mother Earth's old face,
huge, jagged masses of bare grey rock, patched here and there, and
finally capped with white where they pierced the blue. Up to their
base ran the lumbering foot-hills, and still further up the grey
sides, like attacking columns, the dark daring pines swarmed in
massed battalions; then, where ravines gave them footing, in
regiments, then in outpost pickets, and last of all in lonely rigid
sentinels. But far above the loneliest sentinel pine, cold, white,
serene, shone the peaks. The Highland blood in Shock's veins stirred
to the call of the hills. Glancing around to make sure he was quite
alone--he had almost never been where he could be quite sure that he
would not be heard--Shock raised his voice in a shout, again, and,
expanding his lungs to the full, once again. How small his voice
seemed, how puny his strength, how brief his life, in the presence
of those silent, mighty, ancient ranges with their hoary faces and
snowy heads. Awed by their solemn silence, and by the thought of
their ancient, eternal, unchanging endurance, he repeated to himself
in a low tone the words of the ancient Psalm:
"Lord, Thou hast been our dwelling-place,
In generations all,
Before Thou ever hadst brought forth
The mountains, great or small!"
How exalting are the mountains and how humbling! How lonely and how
comforting! How awesome and how kindly! How relentless and how
sympathetic! Reflecting every mood of man, they add somewhat to his
nobler stature and diminish somewhat his ignobler self. To all true
appeal they give back answer, but to the heart regarding iniquity,
like God, they make no response. They never obtrude themselves, but
they smile upon his joys, and in his sorrow offer silent sympathy,
and ever as God's messengers they bid him remember that with all
their mass man is mightier than they, that when the slow march of
the pines shall have trod down their might's dust, still with the
dew of eternal youth fresh upon his brow will he be with God.
Then and there in Shock's heart there sprang up a kindly feeling for
the mountains that through all his varying experiences never left
him. They were always there, steadfastly watchful by day like the
eye of God, and at night while he slept keeping unslumbering guard
like Jehovah himself. All day as he drove up the interminable slopes
and down again, the mountains kept company with him, as friends
might. So much so that he caught himself, more than once after
moments of absorption, glancing up at them with hasty penitence. He
had forgotten them, but unoffended they had been watching and
waiting for him.
A little after noon Shock found the trail turn in toward a long,
log, low-roofed building, which seemed to have been erected in
sections, with an irregular group of sod-roofed out-houses
clustering about.
An old man lounged against the jamb of the open door.
"Good day," said Shock politely.
The old man looked him over for a moment or two and then answered as
if making a concession of some importance, "Good day, good day! From
town? Want to eat?"
A glance through the door, showing the remains of dinner on a table,
determined Shock. "No, I guess I'll push on."
"All right," said the old man, his tone suggesting that while it was
a matter of supreme indifference to him, to Shock it might be a
somewhat serious concern to neglect to eat in his house.
"This is Spruce Creek?" enquired Shock.
"Yes, I believe that's what they call it," said the old man with
slow deliberation, adding after a few moments silence "because there
ain't no spruces here."
Shock gave the expected laugh with such heartiness that the old man
deigned to take some little interest in him.
"Cattle?" he enquired.
"No."
"Sport?"
"Well, a little, perhaps."
"Oh! Pospectin', eh? Well, land's pretty well taken up in this
vicinity, I guess."
To this old man there were no other interests in life beyond cattle,
sport, and prospcting that could account for the stranger's presence
in this region.
"Yes," laughed Shock, "prospecting in a ways too."
The old man was obviously puzzled.
"Well," he ventured, "come inside, anyway. Pretty chilly wind that
for April. Come right in!"
Shock stepped in. The old man drew nearer to him.
"Pain-killer or lime-juice?" he enquired in an insinuating voice.
"What?" said Shock.
"Pain-killer or lime-juice," winking and lowering his voice to a
confidential tone.
"Well, as I haven't got any pain I guess I'll take a little lime-
juice," replied Shock.
The old man gave him another wink, long and slow, went to the corner
of the room, pushed back a table, pulled up a board from the floor,
and extracted a bottle.
"You's got to be mighty careful," he said. "Them blank police
fellers, instead of attending to their business, nose round till a
feller can't take no rest at night."
He went to a shelf that stood behind the plank that did for a
counter, took down two glasses, and filled them up.
"There," he said with great satisfaction, "you'll find that's no
back-yard brew."
Shock slowly lifted the glass and smelt it. "Why, it's whisky!" he
said in a surprised tone.
"Ha! ha!" burst out the old man. "You're a dandy; that's what it is
at home."
He was delighted with his guest's fine touch of humour. Shock
hesitated a moment or two, looking down at the whisky in the glass
before him.
"How much?" he said at length.
"Oh, we'll make that fifty cents to you," said the old man
carelessly.
Shock put down the money, lifted his glass slowly, carried it to the
door and threw the contents outside.
"Hold on there! What the blank, blank do you mean?" The old man was
over the counter with a bound.
"It was mine," said Shock quietly.
"Yours," shouted the old man, beside himself with rage; "I aint
goin' to stand no such insult as that."
"Insult!"
"What's the matter with that whisky?"
"All right as far as I know, but I wanted lime-juice."
"Lime-juice!" The old man's amazement somewhat subdued his anger.
"Lime-juice! Well, I'll be blanked!"
"That's what I asked for," replied Shock good-naturedly.
"Lime-juice!" repeated the old man. "But what in blank, blank did
you throw it out for?"
"Why, what else could I do with it?"
"What else? See here, stranger, the hull population of this entire
vicinity isn't more than twenty-five persons, but every last one of
'em twenty-five 'ud told you what to do with it. Why didn't you give
it to me?"
"Why," said Shock in a surprised tone, "I don't know the ways of
your country, but where I come from we don't take any man's
leavings."
This was new light upon the subject for the old man.
"Well, now, see here, young man, if ever you're in doubt again about
a glass of whisky like that one there, you just remark to yourself
that while there may be a few things you might do with it, there's
just one you can't. There's only one spot for whisky, and that's
inside some fellow that knows something. Heavens and earth! Didn't
know what to do with it, eh?"
He peered curiously into Shock's face as if he found him an
interesting study.
"No," said Shock seriously, "you see, I couldn't drink it--never did
in my life."
The old man drew nearer to him. "Say," touching him with his
forefinger on the chest, "if I could only be sure you'd keep fresh
I'd put you in a case. They'd come a mighty long way in this country
to see you, you bet."
Bill Lee's anger and disgust were giving place to curiosity.
"What are you, anyway?" he enquired.
"Well, my boss told me to-day I was a prospector." Shock's mind
reverted, as he spoke, to that last conversation with his Convener.
"Prospector," echoed the old man. "What for, land, coal?"
"No, men."
"What?" The old man looked as if he could not have heard aright.
"Men," said Shock again simply and earnestly.
Bill was hopelessly puzzled. He tried to get at it another way.
"What's your Company?" he enquired. "I mean who are you working
for?"
Before answering Shock paused, looking far past Bill down the trail
and then said solemnly, "God."
Bill started back from his companion with a gasp of surprise. Was
the man mad? Putting the incident of the whisky and this answer of
his together, he might well be.
"Yes," said Shock, withdrawing his eyes from the trail and facing
Bill squarely. "That's my business. I am after men." He drew from
his pocket a small Bible and read, "Follow me and I will make you
fishers of men."
When Bill saw the Bible he looked relieved, but rather disgusted.
"Oh, I git you now! You're a preacher, eh?"
"Well," said Shock in a tone almost confidential, "I'll tell you I'm
not much of a preacher. I don't think I'm cut out for that,
somehow." Here Bill brightened slightly. "I tried last night in
town," continued Shock, "and it was pretty bad. I don't know who had
the worst of it, the congregation or myself. But it was bad."
"Thinkin' of quittin'?" Bill asked almost eagerly, "Because if you
are, I know a good job for a fellow of your build and make."
"No, I can't quit. I have got to go on." Bill's face fell. "And
perhaps I can make up in some other ways. I may be able to help some
fellows a bit." The sincerity and humble earnestness of Shock's tone
quite softened Bill's heart.
"Well, there's lots of 'em need it," he said in his gruff voice.
"There's the blankest lot of fools on these ranches you ever seen."
Shock became alert. He was on the track of business.
"What's wrong with them?" he enquired.
"Wrong? Why, they aint got no sense. They stock up with cattle,
horses, and outfit to beat creation, and then let the whole thing go
to blazes."
"What's the matter with them?" persisted Shock, "Are they lazy?"
"Lazy! not a hair. But when they get together over a barrel of beer
or a keg of whisky they are like a lot of hogs in a swill trough,
and they won't quit while they kin stand. That's no way for a man to
drink!" continued Bill in deep disgust.
"Why, is not this a Prohibition country?"
"Oh! Prohibition be blanked! When any man kin get a permit for all
he wants to use, besides all that the whisky men bring in, what's
the good of Prohibition?"
"I see," said Shock. "Poor chaps. It must be pretty slow for them
here."
"Slow!" exclaimed Bill. "That aint no reason for a man's bein' a
fool. I aint no saint, but I know when to quit."
"Well, you're lucky," said Shock. "Because I have seen lots of men
that don't, and they're the fellows that need a little help, don't
you think so?"
Bill squirmed a little uneasily.
"You can't keep an eye on all the fools unless you round 'em up in
corral," he grunted.
"No. But a man can keep from thinking more of a little tickling in
his stomach than he does of the life of his fellowman."
"Well, what I say is," replied Bill, "every fellow's got to look
after himself."
"Yes," agreed Shock, "and a little after the other fellows, too. If
a man is sick--"
"Oh! now you're speakin'," interrupted Bill eagerly. "Why,
certainly."
"Or if he is not very strong."
"Why, of course."
"Now, don't you think," said Shock very earnestly, "that kicking a
man along that is already sliding toward a precipice is pretty mean
business, but snatching him back and bracing him up is worth a man's
while?"
"Well, I guess," said Bill quietly.
"That's the business I'm trying to do," said Shock. "I'd hate to
help a man down who is already on the incline. I think I'd feel
mean, and if I can help one man back to where it's safe, I think
it's worth while, don't you?"
Bill appeared uncomfortable. He could not get angry, Shock's manner
was so earnest, frank, respectful, and sincere, and at the same time
he was sharp enough to see the bearing of Shock's remarks upon what
was at least a part of his business in life.
"Yes," repeated Shock with enthusiasm, "that's worth while. Now,
look here, if you saw a man sliding down one of those rocks there,"
pointing to the great mountains in the distance, "to sure death,
would you let him slide, or would you put your hand out to help
him?"
"Well, I believe I'd try," said Bill slowly.
"But if there was good money in it for you," continued Shock, "you
would send him along, eh?"
"Say, stranger," cried Bill indignantly, "what do you think I am?"
"Well," said Shock, "there's a lot of men sliding down fast about
here, you say. What are you doing about it?" Shock's voice was
quiet, solemn, almost stern.
"I say," said Bill, "you'd best put up your horse and feed. Yes,
you've got to feed, both of you, and this is the best place you'll
find for twenty miles round, so come right on. You're line aint
mine, but you're white. I say, though," continued Bill, unhitching
the cayuse, "it's a pity you've taken up that preachin' business.
I've not much use for that. Now, with that there build of yours"--
Bill was evidently impressed with Shock's form--" you'd be fit for
almost anything."
Shock smiled and then grew serious.
"No," he said, "I've got to live only once, and nothing else seemed
good enough for a fellow's life."
"What, preachin'?"
"No. Stopping men from sliding over the precipice and helping them
back. The fact is," and, Shock looked over the cayuse's back into
Bill's eyes, "every man should take a hand at that. There's a lot of
satisfaction in it."
"Well, stranger," replied Bill, leading the way to the stable, "I
guess you're pretty near right, though it's queer to hear me say it.
There aint much in anything, anyway. When your horse is away at the
front leadin' the bunch and everybody yellin' for you, you're happy,
but when some other fellow's horse makes the runnin' and the crowd
gets a-yellin' for him, then you're sick. Pretty soon you git so you
don't care."
"'Vanity of vanities, all is vanity,'" quoted Shock. "Solomon says
you're right."
"Solomon, eh? Well, by all accounts he hit quite a gait, too. Had
them all lookin' dizzy, I reckon. Come on in. I'll have dinner in a
shake."
Fried pork and flapjacks, done brown in the gravy, with black
molasses poured over all, and black tea strong enough to float a
man-of-war, all this with a condiment of twenty miles of foot-hill
breezes, makes a dinner such as no king ever enjoyed. Shock's
delight in his eating was so obvious that Bill's heart warmed
towards him. No finer compliment can be paid a cook than to eat
freely and with relish of his cooking. Before the meal was over the
men had so far broken through the barriers of reserve as to venture
mutual confidences about the past. After Shock had told the
uneventful story of his life, in which his mother, of course, was
the central figure, Bill sat a few moments in silence, and then
began: "Well, I never knew my mother. My father was a devil, so I
guess I came naturally by all the devilment in me, and that's a few.
But"--and here Bill paused for some little time--"but I had a
sweetheart once, over forty years ago now, down in Kansas, and she
was all right, you bet. Why, sir, she was--oh! well, 'taint no use
talkin', but I went to church for the year I knowed her more'n all
the rest of my life put together, and was shapin' out for a
different line of conduct until--" Shock waited in silence. "After
she died I didn't seem to care. I went out to California, knocked
about, and then to the devil generally." Shock's eyes began to
shine.
"I know," he said, "you had no one else to look after--to think of."
"None that I cared a blank for. Beg pardon. So I drifted round, dug
for gold a little, ranched a little, Just like now, gambled a
little, sold whisky a little, nothing very much. Didn't seem to care
much, and don't yet."
Shock sat waiting for him to continue, but hardly knew what to say.
His heart was overflowing with pity for this lonely old man whose
life lay in the past, grey and colourless, except for that single
bright spot where love had made its mark. Suddenly he stretched out
his hand toward the old man, and said: "What you want is a friend, a
real good friend."
The old man took his hand in a quick, fierce grip, his hard,
withered face lit up with a soft, warm light.
"Stranger," he said, trying hard to keep his voice steady, "I'd give
all I have for one."
"Let me tell you about mine," said Shock quickly.
Half an hour later, as Bill stood looking after Shock and rubbing
his fingers, he said in soliloquy: "Well, I guess I'm gittin' old.
What in thunder has got into me, anyway? How'd he git me on to that
line? Say, what a bunco steerer he'd make! And with that face and
them eyes of his! No, 'taint that. It's his blank honest talk. Hang
if I know what it is, but he's got it! He's white, I swear! But
blank him! he makes a fellow feel like a thief."
Bill went back to his lonely ranch with his lonely miserable life,
unconsciously trying to analyse his new emotions, some of which he
would be glad to escape, and some he would be loath to lose. He
stood at his door a moment, looking in upon the cheerless jumble of
boxes and furniture, and then turning, he gazed across the sunny
slopes to where he could see his bunch of cattle feeding, and with a
sigh that came from the deepest spot in his heart, he said: "Yes, I
guess he's right. It's a friend I need. That's what."