When the week had fled Dr. Brown could hardly persuade himself and
his hosts at Lakeside Farm that the time had come for his departure
to the coast. Not since he had settled down to the practice of his
profession at Winnipeg more than twenty years ago had such a
holiday been his. Alberta, its climate, its life of large spaces
and far visions, its hospitable people, had got hold of him by so
strong a grip that in parting he vowed that he would not await an
opportunity but make one to repeat his visit to the ranch. And so
he departed with the understanding that Jane should follow him to
Banff ten days later with her friend Nora.
The ten days were to Jane as a radiant, swiftly moving dream. Yet
with so much to gratify her, one wish had remained ungratified.
Though from early morning until late night she had ridden the
ranges now with one and now with another, but for the most part
with Larry, Jane had never "done the mine."
"And I just know I shall go away without seeing that mine, and
Winnipeg people will be sure to ask me about it, and what shall I
say? And I have never seen that wonderful secretary, Mr. Switzer,
either."
"To-morrow," said Larry solemnly, "no matter what happens we shall
have you see that mine and the wonderful Mr. Switzer."
It was the seeing of Mr. Switzer that brought to Jane the only
touch of tragedy to the perfect joy of her visit to Alberta. Upon
arrival at the mine she was given over by Larry to Mr. Switzer's
courteous and intelligent guidance, and with an enthusiasm that
never wearied, her guide left nothing of the mine outside or in, to
which with painstaking minuteness he failed to call her attention.
It was with no small degree of pride that Mr. Switzer explained all
that had been accomplished during the brief ten weeks during which
the mine had been under his care. For although it was quite true
that Mr. Steinberg was the manager, Switzer left no doubt in Jane's
mind, as there was none in his own, that the mine owed its present
state of development to his driving energy and to his organising
ability. Jane readily forgave him his evident pride in himself as
he exclaimed, sweeping his hand toward the little village that lay
along the coolee,
"Ten weeks ago, Miss Brown, there was nothing here but a little
black hole in the hillside over there. To-day look at it. We have
a company organised, a village built and equipped with modern
improvements, water, light, drainage, etc. We are actually digging
and shipping coal. It is all very small as yet, but it is
something to feel that a beginning has been made."
"I think it is really quite a remarkable achievement, Mr. Switzer.
And I feel sure that I do not begin to know all that this means.
They all say that you have accomplished great things in the short
time you have been at work."
"We are only beginning," said Switzer again, "but I believe we
shall have a great mine. It will be a good thing--for the Gwynnes,
I mean--and that is worth while. Of course, my own money is
invested here too and I am working for myself, but I assure you
that I chiefly think of them. It is a joy, Miss Brown, to work for
those you love."
"It is," replied Jane, slightly puzzled at this altruistic point of
view; "The Gwynnes are dear people and I am glad for their sakes.
I love them."
"Yes," continued Switzer, "this will be a great mine. They will be
wealthy some day."
"That will be splendid," said Jane. "You see I have only got to
know them well during this visit. Nine years ago I met them in
Winnipeg when I was a little girl. Of course, Kathleen was with us
a great deal last winter. I got to know her well then. She is so
lovely, and she is lovelier now than ever. She is so happy, you
know."
Switzer looked puzzled. "Happy? Because you are here?"
"No, no. Because of her engagement. Haven't you heard? I thought
everybody knew."
Switzer stood still in his tracks. "Her engagement?" he said in a
hushed voice. "Her engagement to--to that"--he could not apparently
get the word out without a great effort--"that Englishman?"
Looking at his white face and listening to his tense voice, Jane
felt as if she were standing at the edge of a mine that might
explode at any moment.
"Yes, to Mr. Romayne," she said, and waited, almost holding her
breath.
"It is not true!" he shouted. "It's a lie. Ha, Ha." Switzer's
laugh was full of incredulous scorn. "Engaged? And how do you
know?" He swung fiercely upon her, his eyes glaring out of a face
ghastly white.
"I am sorry I said anything, Mr. Switzer. It was not my business
to speak of it," said Jane quietly. "But I thought you knew."
Gradually the thing seemed to reach his mind. "Your business?" he
said. "What difference whose business it is? It is not true. I
say it is not true. How do you know? Tell me. Tell me. Tell
me." He seized her by the arm, and at each "Tell me" shook her
violently.
"You are hurting me, Mr. Switzer," said Jane.
He dropped her arm. "Then, my God, will you not tell me? How do
you know?"
"Mr. Switzer, believe me it is true," said Jane, trying to speak
quietly, though she was shaking with excitement and terror. "Mr.
Romayne told me, they all told me, Kathleen told me. It is quite
true, Mr. Switzer."
He stared at her as if trying to take in the meaning of her words,
then glared around him like a hunted animal seeking escape from a
ring of foes, then back at her again. There were workmen passing
close to them on the path, but he saw nothing of them. Jane was
looking at his ghastly face. She was stricken with pity for him.
"Shall we walk on this way?" she said, touching his arm.
He shook off her touch but followed her away from the busy track of
the workers, along a quieter path among the trees. Sheltered from
observation, she slowed her steps and turned towards him.
"She loves him?" he said in a low husky voice. "You say she loves
him?"
"Yes, Mr. Switzer, she loves him," said Jane. "She cannot help
herself. No one can help one's self. You must not blame her for
that, Mr. Switzer."
"She does not love me," said Switzer as if stunned by the utterly
inexplicable phenomenon. "But she did once," he cried. "She did
before that schwein came." No words could describe the hate and
contempt in his voice. He appeared to concentrate his passions
struggling for expression, love, rage, hate, wounded pride, into
one single stream of fury. Grinding his teeth, foaming, sputtering,
he poured forth his words in an impetuous torrent.
"He stole her from me! this schwein of an Englishman! He came like
a thief, like a dog and a dog's son and stole her! She was mine!
She would have been mine! She loved me! She was learning to love
me. I was too quick with her once, but she had forgiven me and was
learning to love me. But this pig!" He gnashed his teeth upon the
word.
"Stop, Mr. Switzer," said Jane, controlling her agitation and her
terror. "You must not speak to me like that. You are forgetting
yourself."
"Forgetting myself!" he raged, his face livid blue and white.
"Forgetting myself! Yes, yes! I forget everything but one thing.
That I shall not forget. I shall not forget him nor how he stole
her from me. Gott in Himmel! Him I shall never forget. No, when
these hairs are white," he struck his head with his clenched fist,
"I shall still remember and curse him." Abruptly he stayed the
rush of his words. Then more deliberately but with an added
intensity of passion he continued, "But no, never shall he have
her. Never. God hears me. Never. Him I will kill, destroy." He
had wrought himself up into a paroxysm of uncontrollable fury, his
breath came in jerking gasps, his features worked with convulsive
twitchings, his jaws champed and snapped upon his words like a
dog's worrying rats.
To Jane it seemed a horrible and repulsive sight, yet she could not
stay her pity from him. She remembered it was love that had moved
him to this pitch of madness. Love after all was a terrible thing.
She could not despise him. She could only pity. Her very silence
at length recalled him. For some moments he stood struggling to
regain his composure. Gradually he became aware that her eyes were
resting on his face. The pity in her eyes touched him, subdued
him, quenched the heat of his rage.
"I have lost her," he said, his lips quivering. "She will never
change."
"No, she will never change," replied Jane gently. "But you can
always love her. And she will be happy."
"She will be happy?" he exclaimed, looking at her in astonishment.
"But she will not be mine."
"No, she will not be yours," said Jane still very gently, "but she
will be happy, and after all, that is what you most want. You are
anxious chiefly that she shall be happy. You would give everything
to make her happy."
"I would give my life. Oh, gladly, gladly, I would give my life, I
would give my soul, I would give everything I have on earth and
heaven too."
"Then don't grieve too much," said Jane, putting her hand on his
arm. "She will be happy."
"But what of me?" he cried pitifully, his voice and lips trembling
like those of a little child in distress. "Shall I be happy?"
"No, not now," replied Jane steadily, striving to keep back her
tears, "perhaps some day. But you will think more of her happiness
than of your own. Love, you know, seeks to make happy rather than
to be happy."
For some moments the man stood as if trying to understand what she
had said. Then with a new access of grief and rage, he cried, "But
my God! My God! I want her. I cannot live without her. I could
make her happy too."
"No, never," said Jane. "She loves him."
"Ach--so. Yes, she loves him, and I--hate him. He is the cause of
this. Some day I will kill him. I will kill him."
"Then she would never be happy again," said Jane, and her face was
full of pain and of pity.
"Go away," he said harshly. "Go away. You know not what you say.
Some day I shall make him suffer as I suffer to-day. God hears me.
Some day." He lifted his hands high above his head. Then with a
despairing cry, "Oh, I have lost her, I have lost her," he turned
from Jane and rushed into the woods.
Shaken, trembling and penetrated with pity for him, Jane made her
way toward the office, near which she found Larry with the manager
discussing an engineering problem which appeared to interest them
both.
"Where's Ernest?" inquired Larry.
"He has just gone," said Jane, struggling to speak quietly. "I
think we must hurry, Larry. Come, please. Good-bye, Mr. Steinberg."
She hurried away toward the horses, leaving Larry to follow.
"What is it, Jane?" said Larry when they were on their way.
"Why didn't you tell me, Larry, that he was fond of Kathleen?" she
cried indignantly. "I hurt him terribly, and, oh, it was awful to
see a man like that."
"What do you say? Did he cut up rough?" said Larry.
Jane made no reply, but her face told its own story of shock and
suffering.
"He need not have let out upon you, Jane, anyway," said Larry.
"Don't, Larry. You don't understand. He loves Kathleen. You
don't know anything about it. How can you?"
"Oh, he will get over it in time," said Larry with a slight laugh.
Jane flashed on him a look of indignation. "Oh, how can you,
Larry? It was just terrible to see him. But you do not know," she
added with a touch of bitterness unusual with her.
"One thing I do know," said Larry. "I would not pour out my grief
on some one else. I would try to keep it to myself."
But Jane refused to look at him or to speak again on the matter.
Never in her sheltered life had there been anything suggesting
tragedy. Never had she seen a strong man stricken to the heart as
she knew this man to be stricken. The shadow of that tragedy
stayed with her during all the remaining days of her visit. The
sight of Kathleen's happy face never failed to recall the face of
the man who loved her distorted with agony and that cry of despair,
"I have lost her, I have lost her."
Not that her last days at the ranch were not happy days. She was
far too healthy and wholesome, far too sane to allow herself to
miss the gladness of those last few days with her friends where
every moment offered its full measure of joy. Nora would have
planned a grand picnic for the last day on which the two households,
including Jack Romayne, who by this time was quite able to go about,
were to pay a long-talked-of visit to a famous canyon in the
mountains. The party would proceed to the canyon in the two cars,
for Mr. Wakeham's car and Mr. Wakeham's person as driver had been
constantly at the service of the Gwynnes and their guests during
their stay at the farm.
"But that is our very last day, Nora," said Jane.
"Well, that's just why," replied Nora. "We shall wind up our
festivities in one grand, glorious finale."
But the wise mother interposed. "It is a long ride, Nora, and you
don't want to be too tired for your journey. I think the very last
day we had better spend quietly at home."
Jane's eyes flashed upon her a grateful look. And so it came that
the grand finale was set back to the day before the last, and
proved to be a gloriously enjoyable if exhausting outing. The last
day was spent by Nora in making preparations for her visit with
Jane to Banff and in putting the final touches to such household
tasks as might help to lessen somewhat the burden for those who
would be left behind. Jane spent the morning in a farewell visit
to the Waring-Gaunts', which she made in company with Kathleen.
"I hope, my dear Jane, you have enjoyed your stay with us here at
Wolf Willow," said Mrs. Waring-Gaunt as Jane was saying good-bye.
"I have been very happy," said Jane. "Never in my life have I had
such a happy time."
"Now it is good of you to say that," said Mrs. Waring-Gaunt. "You
have made us all love you."
"Quite true," said her husband. "Repetition of the great Caesar's
experience veni vidi vici, eh? What?"
"So say I," said Jack Romayne. "It has been a very real pleasure
to know you, Jane. For my part, I shan't forget your visit to me,
and the talks we have had together."
"You have all been good to me. I cannot tell you how I feel about
it." Jane's voice was a little tremulous, but her smile was as
bright as ever. "I don't believe I shall ever have such a
perfectly happy visit again."
"What nonsense, my dear," said Mrs. Waring-Gaunt. "I predict many,
many very happy days for you. You have that beautiful gift of
bringing your joy with you."
Jack accompanied them on their way to the road. "Kathleen and I
are hoping that perhaps you may be able to come to our wedding. It
will be very soon--in a few weeks."
"Yes, could you, Jane, dear?" said Kathleen. "We should like it
above everything else. I know it is a long, long journey, but if
you could."
"When is it to be?" said Jane.
"Somewhere about the middle of October." But Jane shook her head
disconsolately. By that time she knew she would be deep in her
university work, and with Jane work ever came before play.
"I am afraid not," she said. "But, oh, I do wish you all the
happiness in the world. Nothing has ever made me so glad. Oh, but
you will be happy, I know. Both of you are so lovely." A sudden
rush of tears filled the deep dark eyes as she shook hands with
Jack in farewell. "But," she cried in sudden rapture, "why not
come to us for a day on your wedding trip?"
"That's a splendid idea." For a moment or two Jack and Kathleen
stood looking at each other.
"Jane, we shall surely come. You may count on us," said Jack.
In the afternoon Mrs. Gwynne sent Jane away for a ride with Larry.
"Just go quietly, Larry," said his mother. "Don't race and don't
tire Jane."
"I will take care of her," said Larry, "but I won't promise that we
won't race. Jane would not stand for that, you know. Besides she
is riding Ginger, and Ginger is not exactly like old Polly. But
never fear, we shall have a good ride, Mother," he added, waving
his hand gaily as they rode away, taking the coolee trail to the
timber lot.
Larry was in high spirits. He talked of his work for the winter.
He was hoping great things from this his last year in college. For
the first time in his university career he would be able to give
the full term to study. He would be a couple of weeks late on
account of Kathleen's marriage, but he would soon make that up. He
had his work well in hand and this year he meant to do something
worth while. "I should like to take that medal home to Mother," he
said with a laugh. "I just fancy I see her face. She would try
awfully hard not to seem proud, but she would just be running over
with it." Jane gave, as ever, a sympathetic hearing but she had
little to say, even less than was usual with her. Her smile,
however, was as quick and as bright as ever, and Larry chattered on
beside her apparently unaware of her silence. Up the coolee and
through the woods and back by the dump their trail led them. On
the way home they passed the Switzer house.
"Have you seen Mr. Switzer?" said Jane.
"No, by Jove, he hasn't been near us for a week, has he?" replied
Larry.
"Poor man, I feel so sorry for him," said Jane.
"Oh, he will be all right. He is busy with his work. He is
awfully keen about that mine of his, and once the thing is over--
after Kathleen is married, I mean--it will be different."
Jane rode on in silence for some distance. Then she said,
"I wonder how much you know about it, Larry. I don't think you
know the very least bit."
"Well, perhaps not," said Larry cheerfully, "but they always get
over it."
"Oh, do they?" said Jane. "I wonder."
And again she rode on listening in silence to Larry's chatter.
"You will have a delightful visit at Banff, Jane. Do you know
Wakeham is going to motor up? He is to meet his father there. He
asked me to go with him," and as he spoke Larry glanced at her
face.
"That would be splendid for you, Larry," she said, "but you
couldn't leave them at home with all the work going on, could you?"
"No," said Larry gloomily, "I do not suppose I could. But I think
you might have let me say that."
"But it is true, isn't it, Larry?" said Jane.
"Yes, it's true, and there's no use talking about it, and so I told
him. But," he said, cheering up again, "I have been having a
holiday these two weeks since you have been here."
"I know," said Jane remorsefully, "we must have cut into your work
dreadfully."
"Yes, I have loafed a bit, but it was worth while. What a jolly
time we have had! At least, I hope you have had, Jane."
"You don't need to ask me, do you, Larry?"
"I don't know. You are so dreadfully secretive as to your feelings,
one never knows about you."
"Now, you are talking nonsense," replied Jane hotly. "You know
quite well that I have enjoyed every minute of my visit here."
They rode in silence for some time, then Larry said, "Jane, you are
the best chum a fellow ever had. You never expect a chap to pay
you special attention or make love to you. There is none of that
sort of nonsense about you, is there?"
"No, Larry," said Jane simply, but she kept her face turned away
from him.