The Lakeside House, substantially built of logs, with "frame"
kitchen attached, stood cosily among the clump of trees, poplar and
spruce, locally described as a bluff. The bluff ran down to the
little lake a hundred yards away, itself an expansion of Wolf
Willow Creek. The whitewashed walls gleaming through its festoons
of Virginia creeper, a little lawn bordered with beds filled with
hollyhocks, larkspur, sweet-william and other old-fashioned flowers
and flanked by a heavy border of gorgeous towering sunflowers, gave
a general air, not only of comfort and thrift, but of refinement as
well, too seldom found in connection with the raw homesteads of the
new western country.
At a little distance from the house, at the end of a lane leading
through the bluff, were visible the stables, granary and other
outhouses, with corral attached.
Within, the house fulfilled the promise of its external appearance
and surroundings. There was dignity without stiffness, comfort
without luxury, simplicity without any suggestion of the poverty
that painfully obtrudes itself.
At the open window whose vine shade at once softened the light and
invited the summer airs, sat Mrs. Gwynne, with her basket of
mending at her side. Eight years of life on an Alberta ranch had
set their mark upon her. The summers' suns and winters' frosts and
the eternal summer and winter winds had burned and browned the
soft, fair skin of her earlier days. The anxieties inevitable to
the struggle with poverty had lined her face and whitened her hair.
But her eyes shone still with the serene light of a soul that
carries within it the secret of triumph over the carking cares of
life.
Seated beside her was her eldest daughter Kathleen, sewing; and
stretched upon the floor lay Nora, frankly idle and half asleep,
listening to the talk of the other two. Their talk turned upon the
theme never long absent from their thought--that of ways and means.
"Tell you what, Mummie," droned Nora, lazily extending her lithe
young body to its utmost limits, "there is a simple way out of our
never ending worries, namely, a man, a rich man, if handsome, so
much the better, but rich he must be, for Kathleen. They say they
are hanging round the Gateway City of the West in bunches. How
about it, Kate?"
"My dear Nora," gently chided her mother, "I wish you would not
talk in that way. It is not quite nice. In my young days--"
"In your young days I know just exactly what happened, Mother.
There was always a long queue of eligible young men dangling after
the awfully lovely young Miss Meredith, and before she was well out
of her teens the gallant young Gwynne carried her off."
"We never talked about those things, my dear," said her mother,
shaking her head at her.
"You didn't need to, Mother."
"Well, if it comes to that, Nora," said her sister, "I don't think
you need to, very much, either. You have only got to look at--"
"Halt!" cried Nora, springing to her feet. "But seriously, Mother
dear, I think we can weather this winter right enough. Our food
supply is practically visible. We have oats enough for man and
beast, a couple of pigs to kill, a steer also, not to speak of
chickens and ducks. We shall have some cattle to sell, and if our
crops are good we ought to be able to pay off those notes. Oh, why
will Dad buy machinery?"
"My dear," said her mother with gentle reproach, "your father says
machinery is cheaper than men and we really cannot do without
machines."
"That's all right, Mother. I'm not criticising father. He is a
perfect dear and I am awfully glad he has got that Inspectorship."
"Yes," replied her mother, "your father is suited to his new work
and likes it. And Larry will be finishing his college this year,
I think. And he has earned it too," continued the mother. "When
I think of all he has done and how generously he has turned
his salary into the family fund, and how often he has been
disappointed--" Here her voice trembled a little.
Nora dropped quickly to her knees, taking her mother in her arms.
"Don't we all know, Mother, what he has done? Shall I ever forget
those first two awful years, the winter mornings when he had to get
up before daylight to get the house warm, and that awful school.
Every day he had to face it, rain, sleet, or forty below. How
often I have watched him in the school, always so white and tired.
But he never gave up. He just would not give up. And when those
big boys were unruly--I could have killed those boys--he would
always keep his temper and joke and jolly them into good order.
And all the time I knew how terribly his head was aching. What are
you sniffling about, Kate?"
"I think it was splendid, just splendid, Nora," cried Kathleen,
swiftly wiping away her tears. "But I can't help crying, it was
all so terrible. He never thought of himself, and year after year
he gave up his money--"
"Hello!" cried a voice at the door. "Who gave up his money and to
whom and is there any more around?" His eye glanced around the
group. "What's up, people? Mummie, are these girls behaving
badly? Let me catch them at it!" The youth stood smiling down
upon them. His years in the West had done much for him. He was
still slight, but though his face was pale and his body thin, his
movements suggested muscular strength and sound health. He had not
grown handsome. His features were irregular, mouth wide, cheek
bones prominent, ears large; yet withal there was a singular
attractiveness about his appearance and manner. His eyes were
good; grey-blue, humorous, straight-looking eyes they were, deep
set under overhanging brows, and with a whimsical humour ever
lingering about them; over the eyes a fore-head, broad, suggesting
intellect, and set off by heavy, waving, dark hair.
"Who gave his money? I insist upon knowing. No reply, eh? I have
evidently come upon a deep and deadly plot. Mother?--no use asking
you. Kathleen, out with it."
"You gave your money," burst forth Nora in a kind of passion as she
flew at him, "and everything else. But now that's all over. You
are going to finish your college course this year, that's what."
"Oh, that's it, eh? I knew there was some women's scheme afloat.
Well, children," said the youth, waving his hand over them in
paternal benediction, "since this thing is up we might as well
settle it 'right here and n-a-o-w,' as our American friend, Mr.
Ralph Waldo Farwell, would say, and a decent sort he is too. I
have thought this all out. Why should not a man gifted with a
truly great brain replete with grey matter (again in the style of
the aforesaid Farwell) do the thinking for his wimmin folk? Why
not? Hence the problem is already solved. The result is hereby
submitted, not for discussion but for acceptance, for acceptance
you understand, to-wit and namely, as Dad's J. P. law books have
it: I shall continue the school another year."
"You shan't," shouted Nora, seizing him by the arm and shaking him
with all the strength of her vigorous young body.
"Larry, dear!" said his mother.
"Oh, Larry!" exclaimed Kathleen.
"We shall then be able to pay off all our indebtedness," continued
Larry, ignoring their protests, "and that is a most important
achievement. This new job of Dad's means an addition to our
income. The farm management will remain in the present capable
hands. No, Miss Nora, I am not thinking of the boss, but of the
head, the general manager." He waved his hand toward his mother.
"The only change will be in the foreman. A new appointment will be
made, one who will bring to her task not only experience and with
it a practical knowledge, but the advantage of intellectual
discipline recently acquired at a famous educational centre; and
the whole concern will go on with its usual verve, swing, snap,
toward another year's success. Then next year me for the giddy
lights of the metropolitan city and the sacred halls of learning."
"And me," said Nora, "what does your high mightiness plan for me
this winter, pray?"
"Not quite so much truculence, young lady," replied her brother.
"For you, the wide, wide world, a visit to the seat of light and
learning already referred to, namely, Winnipeg."
For one single moment Nora looked at him. Then, throwing back her
head, she said with unsteady voice: "Not this time, old boy. One
man can lead a horse to water but ten cannot make him drink, and
you may as well understand now as later that this continual
postponement of your college career is about to cease. We have
settled it otherwise. Kathleen will take your school--an awful
drop for the kids, but what joy for the big boys. She and I will
read together in the evenings. The farm will go on. Sam and Joe
are really very good and steady; Joe at least, and Sam most of the
time. Dad's new work will not take him from home so much, he says.
And next year me for the fine arts and the white lights of
Winnipeg. That's all that needs to be said."
"I think, dear," said the mother, looking at her son, "Nora is
right."
"Now, Mother," exclaimed Larry, "I don't like to hear your foot
come down just yet. I know that tone of finality, but listen--"
"We have listened," said Kathleen, "and we know we are right. I
shall take the school, Mr. Farwell--"
"Mr. Farwell, eh?--" exclaimed Nora significantly.
"Mr. Farwell has promised me," continued Kathleen, "indeed has
offered me, the school. Nora and I can study together. I shall
keep up my music. Nora will keep things going outside, mother will
look after every thing as usual, Dad will help us outside and in.
So that's settled."
"Settled!" cried her brother. "You are all terribly settling. It
seems to me that you apparently forget--"
Once more the mother interposed. "Larry, dear, Kathleen has put it
very well. Your father and I have talked it over"--the young
people glanced at each other and smiled at this ancient and well-
worn phrase--"we have agreed that it is better that you should
finish your college this winter. Of course we know you would
suggest delay, but we are anxious that you should complete your
course."
"But, Mother, listen--" began Larry.
"Nonsense, Larry, 'children, obey your parents' is still valid,"
said Nora. "What are you but a child after all, though with your
teaching and your choral society conducting, and your nigger show
business, and your preaching in the church, and your popularity,
you are getting so uplifted that there's no holding you. Just make
up your mind to do your duty, do you hear? Your duty. Give up
this selfish determination to have your own way, this selfish
pleasing of yourself." Abruptly she paused, rushed at him, threw
her arms around his neck, and kissed him. "You darling old
humbug," she said with a very unsteady voice. "There, I will be
blubbering in a minute. I am off for the timber lot. What do you
say, Katty? It's cooler now. We'll go up the cool road. Are you
coming?"
"Yes; wait until I change."
"All right, I will saddle up. You coming, Larry?"
"No, I'll catch up later."
"Now, Mother," warned Nora, "I know his ways and wiles. Remember
your duty to your children. You are also inclined to be horribly
selfish. Be firm. Hurry up, Kate."
Left alone with his mother, Larry went deliberately to work with
her. Well he knew the immovable quality of her resolution when
once her mind was made up. Patiently, quietly, steadily, he argued
with her, urging Nora's claims for a year at college.
"She needs a change after her years of hard work."
Her education was incomplete; the ground work was sound enough, but
she had come to the age when she must have those finishing touches
that girls require to fit them for their place in life. "She is a
splendid girl, but in some ways still a child needing discipline;
in other ways mature, too mature. She ought to have her chance and
ought to have it now." One never knew what would happen in the
case of girls.
His mother sighed. "Poor Nora, she has had discipline enough of a
kind, and hard discipline it has been indeed for you all."
"Nonsense, Mother, we have had a perfectly fine time together, all
of us. God knows if any one has had a hard time it is not the
children in this home. I do not like to think of those awful
winters, Mother, and of the hard time you had with us all."
"A hard time!" exclaimed his mother. "I, a hard time, and with you
all here beside me, and all so well and strong? What more could I
want?" The amazed surprise in her face stirred in her son a quick
rush of emotion.
"Oh, Mother, Mother, Mother," he whispered in her ear. "There is
no one like you. Did you ever in all your life seek one thing for
yourself, one thing, one little thing? Away back there in Ontario
you slaved and slaved and went without things yourself that all the
rest of us might get them. Here it has been just the same.
Haven't I seen your face and your hands, your poor hands,"--here
the boy's voice broke with an indignant passion--"blue with the
cold when you could not get furs to protect them? Never, never
shall I forget those days." The boy stopped abruptly, unable to go
on.
Quickly the mother drew her son toward her. "Larry, my son, my
son, you must never think that a hard time. Did ever a woman have
such joy as I? When I think of other mothers and of other
children, and then think of you all here, I thank God every day and
many times a day that he has given us each other. And, Larry, my
son, let me say this, and you will remember it afterwards. You
have been a continual joy to me, always, always. You have never
given me a moment's anxiety or pain. Remember that. I continually
thank God for you. You have made my life very happy."
The boy put his face down on her lap with his arms tight around her
waist. Never in their life together had they been able to open
these deep, sacred chambers in their souls to each other's gaze.
For some moments he remained thus, then lifting up his face, he
kissed her again and again, her forehead, her eyes, her lips. Then
rising to his feet, he stood with his usual smile about his lips.
"You always beat me. But will you not think this all over again
carefully, and we will do what you say? But will you promise,
Mother, to think it over again and look at my side of it too?"
"Yes, Larry, I promise," said his mother. "Now run after the
girls, and I shall have tea ready for you."
As Larry rode down the lane he saw the young German, Ernest
Switzer, and his sister riding down the trail and gave them a call.
They pulled up and waited.
"Hello, Ernest; whither bound? How are you, Dorothea?"
"Home," said the young man, "and you?"
"Going up by the timber lot, around by the cool road. The girls
are on before."
"Ah, so?" said the young man, evidently waiting for an invitation.
"Do you care to come? It's not much longer that way," said Larry.
"I might," said the young man. Then looking doubtfully at his
sister, "You cannot come very well, Dorothea, can you?"
"No, that is, I'm afraid not," she replied. She was a pretty girl
with masses of yellow hair, light blue eyes, a plump, kindly face
and a timid manner. As she spoke she, true to her German training,
evidently waited for an indication of her brother's desire.
"There are the cows, you know," continued her brother.
"Yes, there are the cows," her face clouding as she spoke.
"Oh, rot!" said Larry, "you don't milk until evening, and we get
back before tea. Come along."
Still the girl hesitated. "Well," said her brother brusquely, "do
you want to come?"
She glanced timidly at his rather set face and then at Larry. "I
don't know. I am afraid that--"
"Oh, come along, Dorothea, do you hear me telling you? You will be
in plenty of time and your brother will help you with the milking."
"Ernest help! Oh, no!"
"Not on your life!" said that young man. "I never milk. I haven't
for years. Well, come along then," he added in a grudging voice.
"That is fine," said Larry. "But, Dorothea, you ought to make him
learn to milk. Why shouldn't he? The lazy beggar. Do you mean to
say that he never helps with the milking?"
"Oh, never," said Dorothea.
"Our men don't do women's work," said Ernest. "It is not the
German way. It is not fitting."
"And what about women doing men's work?" said Larry. "It seems to
me I have seen German women at work in the fields up in the
Settlement."
"I have no doubt you have," replied Ernest stiffly. "It is the
German custom."
"You make me tired," said Larry, "the German custom indeed! Does
that make it right?"
"For us, yes," replied Ernest calmly.
"But you are Canadians, are you not? Are there to be different
standards in Canada for different nationalities?"
"Oh, the Germans will follow the German way. Because it is German,
and demonstrated through experience to be the best. Look at our
people. Look at our prosperity at home, at our growth in
population, at our wealth, at our expansion in industry and
commerce abroad. Look at our social conditions and compare them
with those in this country or in any other country in the world.
Who will dare to say that German methods and German customs are not
best, at least for Germans? But let us move a little faster,
otherwise we shall never catch up with them." He touched his
splendid broncho into a sharp gallop, the other horses following
more slowly behind.
"He is very German, my brother," said Dorothea. "He thinks he is
Canadian, but he is not the same since he went over Home. He is
talking all the time about Germany, Germany, Germany. I hate it."
Her blue eyes flashed fire and her usually timid voice vibrated
with an intense feeling. Larry gazed at her in astonishment.
"You may look at me, Larry," she cried. "I am German but I do not
like the German ways. I like the Canadian ways. The Germans treat
their women like their cows. They feed them well, they keep them
warm because--because--they have calves--I mean the cows--and the
women have kids. I hate the German ways. Look at my mother. What
is she in that house? Day and night she has worked, day and night,
saving money--and what for? For Ernest. Running to wait on him
and on Father and they never know it. It's women's work with us to
wait on men, and that is the way in the Settlement up there. Look
at your mother and you. Mein Gott! I could kill them, those men!"
"Why, Dorothea, you amaze me. What's up with you? I never heard
you talk like this. I never knew that you felt like this."
"No, how could you know? Who would tell you? Not Ernest," she
replied bitterly.
"But, Dorothea, you are happy, are you not?"
"Happy, I was until I knew better, till two years ago when I saw
your mother and you with her. Then Ernest came back thinking
himself a German officer--he is an officer, you know--and the way
he treated our mother and me!"
"Treated your mother! Surely he is not unkind to your mother?"
Larry had a vision of a meek, round-faced, kindly, contented woman,
who was obviously proud of her only son.
"Kind, kind," cried Dorothea, "he is kind as German sons are kind.
But you cannot understand. Why did I speak to you of this? Yes, I
will tell you why," she added, apparently taking a sudden resolve.
"Let's go slowly. Ernest is gone anyway. I will tell you why.
Before Ernest went away he was more like a Canadian boy. He was
good to his mother. He is good enough still but--oh, it is so hard
to show you. I have seen you and your mother. You would not let
your mother brush your boots for you, you would not sit smoking and
let her carry in wood in the winter time, you would not stand
leaning over the fence and watch your mother milk the cow. Mein
Gott! Ernest, since he came back--the women are only good for
waiting on him, for working in the house or on the farm. His wife,
she will not work in the fields; Ernest is too rich for that. But
she will not be like"--here the girl paused abruptly, a vivid
colour dyeing her fair skin--"like your wife. I would die sooner
than marry a German man."
"But Ernest is not like that, Dorothea. He is not like that with
my sisters. Why, he is rather the other way, awfully polite and
all that sort of thing, you know."
"Yes, that's the way with young German gentlemen to young ladies,
that is, other people's ladies. But to their own, no. And I must
tell you. Oh, I am afraid to tell you," she added breathlessly.
"But I will tell you, you have been so kind, so good to me. You
are my friend, and you will not tell. Promise me you will never
tell." The girl's usually red face was pale, her voice was hoarse
and trembling.
"What is the matter, Dorothea? Of course I won't tell."
"Ernest wants to marry your sister, Kathleen. He is just mad to
get her, and he always gets his way too. I would not like to see
your sister his wife. He would break her heart and," she added in
a lower voice, "yours too. But remember you are not to tell. You
are not to let him know I told you." A real terror shone in her
eyes. "Do you hear me?" she cried. "He would beat me with his
whip. He would, he would."
"Beat you, beat you?" Larry pulled up his horse short. "Beat you
in this country--oh, Dorothea!"
"They do. Our men do beat their women, and Ernest would too. The
women do not think the same way about it as your women. You will
not tell?" she urged.
"What do you think I am, Dorothea? And as for beating you, let me
catch him. By George, I'd, I'd--"
"What?" said Dorothea, turning her eyes full upon him, her pale
face flushing.
Larry laughed. "Well, he's a big chap, but I'd try to knock his
block off. But it's nonsense. Ernest is not that kind. He's an
awfully good sort."
"He is, he is a good sort, but he is also a German officer and, ah,
you cannot understand, but do not let him have your sister. I have
told you. Come, let us go quickly."
They rode on in silence, but did not overtake the others until they
reached the timber lot where they found the party waiting. With
what Dorothea had just told him in his mind, Larry could not help a
keen searching of Kathleen's face. She was quietly chatting with
the young German, with face serene and quite untouched with
anything but the slightest animation. "She is not worrying over
anything," said Larry to himself. Then he turned and looked upon
the face of the young man at her side. A shock of surprise, of
consternation, thrilled him. The young man's face was alight with
an intensity of eagerness, of desire, that startled Larry and
filled him with a new feeling of anxiety, indeed of dismay.
"Oh, you people are slow," cried Nora. "What is keeping you? Come
along or we shall be late. Shall we go through the woods straight
to the dump, or shall we go around?"
"Let's go around," cried Kathleen. "Do you know I have not been
around for ever so long?"
"Yes," said Larry, "let's go around by Nora's mine."
"Nora's mine!" exclaimed Ernest. "Do you know I've heard about
that mine a great deal but I have never seen Nora's mine?"
"Come along, then," said Nora, "but there's almost no trail and we
shall have to hurry while we can. There's only a cow track."
"Move along then," said her brother; "show us the way and we will
follow. Go on, Ernest."
But Ernest apparently had difficulty with his broncho so that he
was found at the rear of the line with Kathleen immediately in
front of him. The cow trail led out of the coolee over a shoulder
of a wooded hill and down into a ravine whose sharp sides made the
riding even to those experienced westerners a matter of difficulty,
in places of danger. At the bottom of the ravine a little torrent
boiled and foamed on its way to join Wolf Willow Creek a mile
further down. After an hour's struggle with the brushwood and
fallen timber the party was halted by a huge spruce tree which had
fallen fair across the trail.
"Where now, boss?" cried Larry to Nora, who from her superior
knowledge of the ground, had been leading the party.
"This is something new," answered Nora. "I think we should cross
the water and try to break through to the left around the top of
the tree."
"No," said Ernest, "the right looks better to me, around the root
here. It is something of a scramble, but it is better than the
left."
"Come along," said Nora; "this is the way of the trail, and we can
get through the brush of that top all right."
"I am for the right. Come, let's try it, Kathleen, shall we?" said
Ernest.
Kathleen hesitated. "Come, we'll beat them out. Right turn,
march."
The commanding tones of the young man appeared to dominate the
girl. She set her horse to the steep hillside, following her
companion to the right. A steep climb through a tangle of
underbrush brought them into the cleared woods, where they paused
to breathe their animals.
"Ah, that was splendidly done. You are a good horsewoman," said
Ernest. "If you only had a horse as good as mine we could go
anywhere together. You deserve a better horse, too. I wonder if
you know how fine you look."
"My dear old Kitty is not very quick nor very beautiful, but she
is very faithful, and so kind," said Kathleen, reaching down and
patting her mare on the nose. "Shall we go on?"
"We need not hurry," replied her companion. "We have beaten them
already. I love the woods here, and, Kathleen, I have not seen you
for ever so long, for nine long months. And since your return
fifteen days ago I have seen you only once, only once."
"I am sorry," said Kathleen, hurrying her horse a little. "We
happened to be out every time you called."
"Other people have seen you," continued the young man with a note
almost of anger in his voice. "Everywhere I hear of you, but I
cannot see you. At church--I go to church to see you--but that,
that Englishman is with you. He walks with you, you go in his
motor car, he is in your house every day."
"What are you talking about, Ernest? Mr. Romayne? Of course.
Mother likes him so much, and we all like him."
"Your mother, ah!" Ernest's tone was full of scorn.
"Yes, my mother--we all like him, and his sister, Mrs. Waring-
Gaunt, you know. They are our nearest neighbours, and we have come
to know them very well. Shall we go on?"
"Kathleen, listen to me," said the young man.
At this point a long call came across the ravine.
"Ah, there they are," cried the girl. "Let's hurry, please do."
She brought her whip down unexpectedly on Kitty's shoulders. The
mare, surprised at such unusual treatment from her mistress, sprang
forward, slipped on the moss-covered sloping rock, plunged,
recovered herself, slipped again, and fell over on her side. At
her first slip, the young man was off his horse, and before the
mare finally pitched forward was at her head, and had caught the
girl from the saddle into his arms. For a moment she lay there
white and breathing hard.
"My God, Kathleen!" he cried. "You are hurt? You might have been
killed." His eyes burned like two blazing lights, his voice was
husky, his face white. Suddenly crushing her to him, he kissed her
on the cheek and again on her lips. The girl struggled to get
free.
"Oh, let me go, let me go," she cried. "How can you, how can you?"
But his arms were like steel about her, and again and again he
continued to kiss her, until, suddenly relaxing, she lay white and
shuddering in his arms.
"Kathleen," he said, his voice hoarse with passion, "I love you, I
love you. I want you. Gott in Himmel, I want you. Open your
eyes, Kathleen, my darling. Speak to me. Open your eyes. Look at
me. Tell me you love me." But still she lay white and shuddering.
Suddenly he released her and set her on her feet. She stood
looking at him with quiet, searching eyes.
"You love me," she said, her voice low and quivering with a
passionate scorn, "and you treat me so? Let us go." She moved
toward her horse.
"Kathleen, hear me," he entreated. "You must hear me. You shall
hear me." He caught her once more by the arm. "I forgot myself.
I saw you lying there so white. How could I help it? I meant no
harm. I have loved you since you were a little girl, since that
day I saw you first herding the cattle. You had a blue dress and
long braids. I loved you then. I have loved you every day since.
I think of you and I dream of you. The world is full of you. I am
offering you marriage. I want you to be my wife." The hands that
clutched her arm were shaking, his voice was thick and broken. But
still she stood with her face turned from him, quietly trying to
break from his grasp. But no word did she speak.
"Kathleen, I forgot myself," he said, letting go of her arm. "I
was wrong, but, my God, Kathleen, I am not stone, and when I felt
your heart beat against mine--"
"Oh," she cried, shuddering and drawing further away from him.
"--and your face so white, your dear face so near mine, I forgot
myself."
"No," said the girl, turning her face toward him and searching him
with her quiet, steady, but contemptuous eyes, "you forgot me."