In the old times a funeral was regarded in the Swan Creek country
as a kind of solemn festivity. In those days, for the most part,
men died in their boots and were planted with much honor and loyal
libation. There was often neither shroud nor coffin, and in the
Far West many a poor fellow lies as he fell, wrapped in his own or
his comrade's blanket.
It was the manager of the X L Company's ranch that introduced
crape. The occasion was the funeral of one of the ranch cowboys,
killed by his bronco, but when the pall-bearers and mourners
appeared with bands and streamers of crape, this was voted by the
majority as "too gay." That circumstance alone was sufficient to
render that funeral famous, but it was remembered, too, as having
shocked the proprieties in another and more serious manner. No one
would be so narrow-minded as to object to the custom of the return
procession falling into a series of horse-races of the wildest
description, and ending up at Latour's in a general riot. But to
race with the corpse was considered bad form. The "corpse-driver,"
as he was called, could hardly be blamed on this occasion. His
acknowledged place was at the head of the procession, and it was a
point of honor that that place should be retained. The fault
clearly lay with the driver of the X L ranch sleigh, containing the
mourners (an innovation, by the way), who felt aggrieved that Hi
Kendal, driving the Ashley team with the pall-bearers (another
innovation), should be given the place of honor next the corpse.
The X L driver wanted to know what, in the name of all that was
black and blue, the Ashley Ranch had to do with the funeral? Whose
was that corpse, anyway? Didn't it belong to the X L ranch? Hi,
on the other hand, contended that the corpse was in charge of the
pall-bearers. "It was their duty to see it right to the grave, and
if they were not on hand, how was it goin' to get there? They
didn't expect it would git up and get there by itself, did they?
Hi didn't want no blanked mourners foolin' round that corp till it
was properly planted; after that they might git in their work."
But the X L driver could not accept this view, and at the first
opportunity slipped past Hi and his pall-bearers and took the place
next the sleigh that carried the coffin. It is possible that Hi
might have borne with this affront and loss of position with even
mind, but the jeering remarks of the mourners as they slid past
triumphantly could not be endured, and the next moment the three
teams were abreast in a race as for dear life. The corpse-driver,
having the advantage of the beaten track, soon left the other two
behind running neck and neck for second place, which was captured
finally by Hi and maintained to the grave side, in spite of many
attempts on the part of the X L's. The whole proceeding, however,
was considered quite improper, and at Latour's, that night, after
full and bibulous discussion, it was agreed that the corpse-driver
fairly distributed the blame. "For his part," he said, "he knew he
hadn't ought to make no corp git any such move on, but he wasn't
goin' to see that there corp take second place at his own funeral.
Not if he could help it. And as for the others, he thought that
the pall-bearers had a blanked sight more to do with the plantin'
than them giddy mourners."
But when they gathered at the Meredith ranch to carry out The Pilot
to his grave it was felt that the Foothill Country was called to a
new experience. They were all there. The men from the Porcupine
and from beyond the Fort, the Police with the Inspector in command,
all the farmers for twenty miles around, and of course all the
ranchers and cowboys of the Swan Creek country. There was no
effort at repression. There was no need, for in the cowboys, for
the first time in their experience, there was no heart for fun.
And as they rode up and hitched their horses to the fence, or drove
their sleighs into the yard and took off the bells, there was no
loud-voiced salutation, no guying nor chaffing, but with silent nod
they took their places in the crowd about the door or passed into
the kitchen.
The men from the Porcupine could not quite understand the gloomy
silence. It was something unprecedented in a country where men
laughed all care to scorn and saluted death with a nod. But they
were quick to read signs, and with characteristic courtesy they
fell in with the mood they could not understand. There is no man
living so quick to feel your mood, and so ready to adapt himself to
it, as is the true Westerner.
This was the day of the cowboy's grief. To the rest of the
community The Pilot was preacher; to them he was comrade and
friend. They had been slow to admit him to their confidence, but
steadily he had won his place with them, till within the last few
months they had come to count him as of themselves. He had ridden
the range with them; he had slept in their shacks and cooked his
meals on their tin stoves; and, besides, he was Bill's chum. That
alone was enough to give him a right to all they owned. He was
theirs, and they were only beginning to take full pride in him when
he passed out from them, leaving an emptiness in their life new and
unexplained. No man in that country had ever shown concern for
them, nor had it occurred to them that any man could, till The
Pilot came. It took them long to believe that the interest he
showed in them was genuine and not simply professional. Then, too,
from a preacher they had expected chiefly pity, warning, rebuke.
The Pilot astonished them by giving them respect, admiration, and
open-hearted affection. It was months before they could get over
their suspicion that he was humbugging them. When once they did,
they gave him back without knowing it all the trust and love of
their big, generous hearts. He had made this world new to some of
them, and to all had given glimpses of the next. It was no wonder
that they stood in dumb groups about the house where the man, who
had done all this for them and had been all this to them lay dead.
There was no demonstration of grief. The Duke was in command, and
his quiet, firm voice, giving directions, helped all to self-
control. The women who were gathered in the middle room were
weeping quietly. Bill was nowhere to be seen, but near the inner
door sat Gwen in her chair, with Lady Charlotte beside her, holding
her hand. Her face, worn with long suffering, was pale, but serene
as the morning sky, and with not a trace of tears. As my eye
caught hers, she beckoned me to her.
"Where's Bill?" she said. "Bring him in."
I found him at the back of the house.
"Aren't you coming in, Bill?" I said.
"No; I guess there's plenty without me," he said, in his slow way.
"You'd better come in; the service is going to begin," I urged.
"Don't seem as if I cared for to hear anythin' much. I ain't much
used to preachin', anyway," said Bill, with careful indifference,
but he added to himself, "except his, of course."
"Come in, Bill," I urged. "It will look queer, you know," but Bill
replied:
"I guess I'll not bother," adding, after a pause: "You see, there's
them wimmin turnin' on the waterworks, and like as not they'd swamp
me sure."
"That's so," said Hi, who was standing near, in silent sympathy
with his friend's grief.
I reported to Gwen, who answered in her old imperious way, "Tell
him I want him." I took Bill the message.
"Why didn't you say so before?" he said, and, starting up, he
passed into the house and took up his position behind Gwen's chair.
Opposite, and leaning against the door, stood The Duke, with a look
of quiet earnestness on his handsome face. At his side stood the
Hon. Fred Ashley, and behind him the Old Timer, looking bewildered
and woe-stricken. The Pilot had filled a large place in the old
man's life. The rest of the men stood about the room and filled
the kitchen beyond, all quiet, solemn, sad.
In Gwen's room, the one farthest in, lay The Pilot, stately and
beautiful under the magic touch of death. And as I stood and
looked down upon the quiet face I saw why Gwen shed no tear, but
carried a look of serene triumph. She had read the face aright.
The lines of weariness that had been growing so painfully clear the
last few months were smoothed out, the look of care was gone, and
in place of weariness and care, was the proud smile of victory and
peace. He had met his foe and was surprised to find his terror
gone.
The service was beautiful in its simplicity. The minister, The
Pilot's chief, had come out from town to take charge. He was
rather a little man, but sturdy and well set. His face was burnt
and seared with the suns and frosts he had braved for years. Still
in the prime of his manhood, his hair and beard were grizzled and
his face deep-lined, for the toils and cares of a pioneer
missionary's life are neither few nor light. But out of his kindly
blue eye looked the heart of a hero, and as he spoke to us we felt
the prophet's touch and caught a gleam of the prophet's fire.
"I have fought the fight," he read. The ring in his voice lifted
up all our heads, and, as he pictured to us the life of that
battered hero who had written these words, I saw Bill's eyes begin
to gleam and his lank figure straighten out its lazy angles. Then
he turned the leaves quickly and read again, "Let not your heart be
troubled . . . in my father's house are many mansions." His voice
took a lower, sweeter tone; he looked over our heads, and for a few
moments spoke of the eternal hope. Then he came back to us, and,
looking round into the faces turned so eagerly to him, talked to us
of The Pilot--how at the first he had sent him to us with fear and
trembling--he was so young--but how he had come to trust in him and
to rejoice in his work, and to hope much from his life. Now it was
all over; but he felt sure his young friend had not given his life
in vain. He paused as he looked from one to the other, till his
eyes rested on Gwen's face. I was startled, as I believe he was,
too, at the smile that parted her lips, so evidently saying: "Yes,
but how much better I know than you."
"Yes," he went on, after a pause, answering her smile, "you all
know better than I that his work among you will not pass away with
his removal, but endure while you live," and the smile on Gwen's
face grew brighter. "And now you must not grudge him his reward
and his rest . . . and his home." And Bill, nodding his head
slowly, said under his breath, "That's so."
Then they sang that hymn of the dawning glory of Immanuel's land,--
Lady Charlotte playing the organ and The Duke leading with clear,
steady voice verse after verse. When they came to the last verse
the minister made a sign and, while they waited, he read the words:
"I've wrestled on towards heaven
'Gainst storm, and wind, and tide."
And so on to that last victorious cry,--
"I hail the glory dawning
In Immanuel's Land."
For a moment it looked as if the singing could not go on, for tears
were on the minister's face and the women were beginning to sob,
but The Duke's clear, quiet voice caught up the song and steadied
them all to the end.
After the prayer they all went in and looked at The Pilot's face
and passed out, leaving behind only those that knew him best. The
Duke and the Hon. Fred stood looking down upon the quiet face.
"The country has lost a good man, Duke," said the Hon. Fred. The
Duke bowed silently. Then Lady Charlotte came and gazed a moment.
"Dear Pilot," she whispered, her tears falling fast. "Dear, dear
Pilot! Thank God for you! You have done much for me." Then she
stooped and kissed him on his cold lips and on his forehead.
Then Gwen seemed to suddenly waken as from a dream. She turned
and, looking up in a frightened way, said to Bill hurriedly:
"I want to see him again. Carry me!"
And Bill gathered her up in his arms and took her in. As they
looked down upon the dead face with its look of proud peace and
touched with the stateliness of death, Gwen's fear passed away.
But when The Duke made to cover the face, Gwen drew a sharp breath
and, clinging to Bill, said, with a sudden gasp:
"Oh, Bill, I can't bear it alone. I'm afraid alone."
She was thinking of the long, weary days of pain before her that
she must face now without The Pilot's touch and smile and voice.
"Me, too," said Bill, thinking of the days before him. He could
have said nothing better. Gwen looked in his face a moment, then
said:
"We'll help each other," and Bill, swallowing hard, could only nod
his head in reply. Once more they looked upon The Pilot, leaning
down and lingering over him, and then Gwen said quietly:
"Take me away, Bill," and Bill carried her into the outer room.
Turning back I caught a look on The Duke's face so full of grief
that I could not help showing my amazement. He noticed and said:
"The best man I ever knew, Connor. He has done something for me
too. . . . I'd give the world to die like that."
Then he covered the face.
We sat Gwen's window, Bill, with Gwen in his arms, and I watching.
Down the sloping, snow-covered hill wound the procession of sleighs
and horsemen, without sound of voice or jingle of bell till, one by
one, they passed out of our sight and dipped down into the canyon.
But we knew every step of the winding trail and followed them in
fancy through that fairy scene of mystic wonderland. We knew how
the great elms and the poplars and the birches clinging to the
snowy sides interlaced their bare boughs into a network of
bewildering complexity, and how the cedars and balsams and spruces
stood in the bottom, their dark boughs weighted down with heavy
white mantles of snow, and how every stump and fallen log and
rotting stick was made a thing of beauty by the snow that had
fallen so gently on them in that quiet spot. And we could see the
rocks of the canyon sides gleam out black from under overhanging
snow-banks, and we could hear the song of the Swan in its many
tones, now under an icy sheet, cooing comfortably, and then
bursting out into sunlit laughter and leaping into a foaming pool,
to glide away smoothly murmuring its delight to the white banks
that curved to kiss the dark water as it fled. And where the
flowers had been, the violets and the wind-flowers and the clematis
and the columbine and all the ferns and flowering shrubs, there lay
the snow. Everywhere the snow, pure, white, and myriad-gemmed, but
every flake a flower's shroud.
Out where the canyon opened to the sunny, sloping prairie, there
they would lay The Pilot to sleep, within touch of the canyon he
loved, with all its sleeping things. And there he lies to this
time. But Spring has come many times to the canyon since that
winter day, and has called to the sleeping flowers, summoning them
forth in merry troops, and ever more and more till the canyon
ripples with them. And lives are like flowers. In dying they
abide not alone, but sow themselves and bloom again with each
returning spring, and ever more and more.
For often during the following years, as here and there I came upon
one of those that companied with us in those Foothill days, I would
catch a glimpse in word and deed and look of him we called, first
in jest, but afterwards with true and tender feeling we were not
ashamed to own, our Sky Pilot.