"In that hour Jesus rejoiced in spirit, and said, I thank
thee, O Father, Lord of heaven and earth, that thou hast hid
these things from the wise and prudent, and hast revealed
them unto babes; even so, Father; for so it seemed good in
thy sight."
--Luke x. 21.
Says the Apostle Paul, "I say the truth in Christ, I lie not, my
conscience also bearing me witness in the Holy Ghost, that I have
great heaviness and continual sorrow in my heart, for I could wish
that myself were accursed from Christ, for my brethren, my kinsmen
according to the flesh.... Brethren, my heart's desire and prayer
to God for Israel is, that they might be saved."
And such, dear reader, is, in greater or less degree, the feeling
of every renewed heart; loving Jesus, it would fain have others
love Him too; it desires the salvation of all; but for that of its
own dear ones it longs and labors and prays; it is like Jacob
wrestling with the angel, when he said, "I will not let thee go
except thou bless me."
And thus it was with Elsie. She knew now that her father was not a
Christian; that he had no real love for Jesus, none of the true
fear of God before his eyes. She saw that if he permitted her to
read to him from God's word, as he sometimes did, it was not that
he felt any pleasure in listening, but only to please her; she had
no reason to suppose he ever prayed, and though he went regularly
to church, it was because he considered it proper and respectable
to do so, and not that he cared to worship God, or to learn His
will.
This conviction, which had gradually dawned upon Elsie, until now
it amounted to certainty, caused her great grief; she shed many
tears over it in secret, and very many and very earnest were the
prayers she offered up for her dear father's conversion.
She was sitting on his knee one evening in the drawing-room, while
he and several other gentlemen were conversing on the subject of
religion. They were discussing the question whether or no a change
of heart were necessary to salvation.
The general opinion seemed to be that it was not, and Elsie
listened with pain while her father expressed his decided
conviction that all who led an honest, upright, moral life, and
attended to the outward observances of religion, were quite safe.
"He could see no necessity for a change of heart; he did not
believe in the doctrine of total depravity, not he; no indeed, he
thought the world much better than many people would have us
believe."
Elsie fixed her eyes on his face with a very mournful gaze while
he was speaking, but he was busy with his argument and did not
notice her.
But one of the guests was just expressing his approval of Mr.
Dinsmore's sentiments, when catching sight of Elsie's face, he
stopped, remarking, "Your little girl looks as if she had
something to say on the subject; what is it, my dear?"
Elsie blushed, hesitated, and looked at her father.
"Yes, speak, my daughter, if you have anything to say," he said
encouragingly.
Elsie lifted her eyes timidly to the gentleman's face as she
replied, "I was just thinking, sir, of what our Saviour said to
Nicodemus: 'Verily, verily I say unto thee, except a man be born
again, he cannot see the kingdom of God.' 'Marvel not that I said
unto thee, Ye must be born again.'"
She repeated these words of inspiration with a deep, earnest
solemnity that seemed to impress every hearer.
For a moment there was a deep hush in the room.
Then the gentleman asked, "Well, my little lady, and what is meant
by being born again?"
"O sir!" she replied, "surely you know that it means to have the
image of God, lost in Adam's fall, restored to us; it means what
David asked for when he prayed, 'Create in me a clean heart, O
God, and renew a right spirit within me.'"
"Where did you learn all this?" he asked, looking at her with
mingled surprise and admiration.
"In the Bible, sir," she modestly replied.
"You seem to have read it to some purpose," said he; "and now
since you consider that change so necessary, can you tell me how
it is to be brought about?"
"God's Holy Spirit, alone, can change a sinner's heart, sir."
"And how am I to secure His aid?" he asked.
Elsie answered with a text: "God is more willing to give His Holy
Spirit to them that ask Him, than parents are to give good gifts
unto their children."
He paused a moment; then asked, "Have you obtained this new heart,
Miss Elsie?"
"I hope I have, sir," she replied, the sweet little face all
suffused with blushes, and the soft, downcast eyes filling with
tears.
"Why do you think so?" he asked again, "I think there is a text
that says you must be able always to give a reason for the hope
that is in you, or something to that effect, is there not?"
"Yes, sir: 'Be ready always to give an answer to every man that
asketh you a reason of the hope that is in you, with meekness and
fear.'" Then raising her eyes to his face with a touching mixture
of deep humility and holy boldness, she continued, "And this, sir
is my answer: Jesus says, 'Him that cometh unto me, I will in no
wise cast out;' and I believe Him. I did go to Him, and He did not
cast me out, but forgave my sins, and taught me to love Him and
desire to serve Him all my life."
This conversation between the gentleman and the little girl had
drawn the attention of all present; and now Mrs. Dinsmore, who had
more than once shown signs of impatience, said, "Well, Elsie, I
think you have now talked quite enough for a child of your age."
Then, pulling out her watch, "It is high time for little folks to
be in bed."
Elsie, blushing deeply, would have retired immediately, but her
father held her fast, saying, as he gave his stepmother an angry
glance, "You need not go, Elsie, unless you choose; I am quite
capable of judging when it is time to send you to bed."
"I would rather go, if you please, papa," whispered Elsie, who had
a great dread of Mrs. Dinsmore's anger.
"Very well, then, you may do as you like," he replied, giving her
a good-night kiss. And with a graceful good-night to the company,
the little girl left the room.
Her questioner followed her with an admiring glance, then turning
to her father, exclaimed warmly, "She is a remarkably intelligent
child, Dinsmore! one that any father might be proud of. I was astonished
at her answers."
"Yes," remarked Travilla, "a text has been running in my head ever
since you commenced your conversation; something about these
things being hid from the wise and prudent, and revealed unto
babes. And," he added, "I am sure if ever I saw one who possessed
that new nature of which she spoke, it is she herself. Has she any
faults, Dinsmore?"
"Very few, I think; though she would tell you a different
story," replied her father with a gratified smile.
The next morning Elsie was sitting reading her Bible, when she
suddenly felt a hand laid on her head, and her father's voice
said, "Good morning, little daughter."
"Ah! papa, is that you?" she asked, raising her head to give him a
smile of joyful welcome. "I did not know you were there."
"Ah! I have been watching you for several minutes," he said;
"always poring over the same book, Elsie; do you never tire of
it?"
"No, indeed, papa; it is always new, and I do love it so; it is so
very sweet. May I read a little to you?" she added coaxingly.
"Yes, I love to listen to anything read by my darling," he said,
sitting down and taking her on his knee.
She opened at the third chapter of John's Gospel and read it
through. At the sixteenth verse, "For God so loved the world, that
He gave His only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him
should not perish, but have everlasting life," she paused, and
asked, "Was not that a wonderful gift, papa? and wonderful love
that prompted it?"
"Yes," he said, absently stroking her hair.
She finished the chapter, and closing the book, laid her head on
his breast, asking, "Dear papa, don't you believe the Bible?"
"Certainly, daughter; I am not an infidel," he replied in a
careless tone.
"Well, then, papa," she continued, half hesitatingly, "does not
this chapter teach very plainly that we must love Jesus, and have
new hearts, if we want to go to heaven?"
"Yes," he said, "I dare say it does."
Then taking the book from her, he laid it aside, and giving her a
kiss, said, "I was much pleased with your intelligent answers to
Mr. Lee, last evening."
Elsie sighed, and her eyes filled with tears. It was not what she
wanted.
"What an odd child you are!" he said, laughing. "You really look
as though I had been scolding, instead of praising you."
She dropped her head on his breast, and burst into tears and sobs.
"Why, Elsie, my own darling, what ails you?" he asked in great
surprise.
"O papa!" she sobbed, "I want you to love Jesus."
"Oh! is that all?" he said.
And setting her on her feet, he took her by the hand and led her
out into the garden, where they met Mr. Travilla and another
gentleman, who immediately entered into conversation with Mr.
Dinsmore, while Elsie wandered about amongst the flowers and
shrubs, gathering a nosegay for her Aunt Adelaide.