A great multitude of people filled the church, crowded together in the
old black pews, standing closely thronged in the nave and aisles,
pressing shoulder to shoulder even in the two chapels on the right and
left of the apse, a vast gathering of pale men and women whose eyes
were sad and in whose faces was written the history of their nation.
The mighty shafts and pilasters of the Gothic edifice rose like the
stems of giant trees in a primeval forest from a dusky undergrowth,
spreading out and uniting their stony branches far above in the upper
gloom. From the clerestory windows of the nave an uncertain light
descended halfway to the depths and seemed to float upon the darkness
below as oil upon the water of a well. Over the western entrance the
huge fantastic organ bristled with blackened pipes and dusty gilded
ornaments of colossal size, like some enormous kingly crown long
forgotten in the lumber room of the universe, tarnished and overlaid
with the dust of ages. Eastwards, before the rail which separated the
high altar from the people, wax torches, so thick that a man might not
span one of them with both his hands, were set up at irregular
intervals, some taller, some shorter, burning with steady, golden
flames, each one surrounded with heavy funeral wreaths, and each
having a tablet below it, whereon were set forth in the Bohemian
idiom, the names, titles, and qualities of him or her in whose memory
it was lighted. Innumerable lamps and tapers before the side altars
and under the strange canopied shrines at the bases of the pillars,
struggled ineffectually with the gloom, shedding but a few sickly
yellow rays upon the pallid faces of the persons nearest to their
light.
Suddenly the heavy vibration of a single pedal note burst from the
organ upon the breathing silence, long drawn out, rich, voluminous,
and imposing. Presently, upon the massive bass, great chords grew up,
succeeding each other in a simple modulation, rising then with the
blare of trumpets and the simultaneous crash of mixtures, fifteenths
and coupled pedals to a deafening peal, then subsiding quickly again
and terminating in one long sustained common chord. And now, as the
celebrant bowed at the lowest step before the high altar, the voices
of the innumerable congregation joined the harmony of the organ,
ringing up to the groined roof in an ancient Slavonic melody,
melancholy and beautiful, and rendered yet more unlike all other music
by the undefinable character of the Bohemian language, in which tones
softer than those of the softest southern tongue alternate so oddly
with rough gutturals and strident sibilants.
The Wanderer stood in the midst of the throng, erect, taller than the
men near him, holding his head high, so that a little of the light
from the memorial torches reached his thoughtful, manly face, making
the noble and passionate features to stand out clearly, while losing
its power of illumination in the dark beard and among the shadows of
his hair. His was a face such as Rembrandt would have painted, seen
under the light that Rembrandt loved best; for the expression seemed
to overcome the surrounding gloom by its own luminous quality, while
the deep gray eyes were made almost black by the wide expansion of the
pupils; the dusky brows clearly defined the boundary in the face
between passion and thought, and the pale forehead, by its slight
recession into the shade from its middle prominence, proclaimed the
man of heart, the man of faith, the man of devotion, as well as the
intuitive nature of the delicately sensitive mind and the quick,
elastic qualities of the man's finely organized, but nervous bodily
constitution. The long white fingers of one hand stirred restlessly,
twitching at the fur of his broad lapel which was turned back across
his chest, and from time to time he drew a deep breath and sighed, not
painfully, but wearily and hopelessly, as a man sighs who knows that
his happiness is long past and that his liberation from the burden of
life is yet far off in the future.
The celebrant reached the reading of the Gospel and the men and women
in the pews rose to their feet. Still the singing of the long-drawn-
out stanzas of the hymn continued with unflagging devotion, and still
the deep accompaniment of the ancient organ sustained the mighty
chorus of voices. The Gospel over, the people sank into their seats
again, not standing, as is the custom in some countries, until the
Creed had been said. Here and there, indeed, a woman, perhaps a
stranger in the country, remained upon her feet, noticeable among the
many figures seated in the pews. The Wanderer, familiar with many
lands and many varying traditions of worship, unconsciously noted
these exceptions, looking with a vague curiosity from one to the
other. Then, all at once, his tall frame shivered from head to foot,
and his fingers convulsively grasped the yielding sable on which they
lay.
She was there, the woman he had sought so long, whose face he had not
found in the cities and dwellings of the living, neither her grave in
the silent communities of the dead. There, before the uncouth monument
of dark red marble beneath which Tycho Brahe rests in peace, there she
stood; not as he had seen her last on that day when his senses had
left him in the delirium of his sickness, not in the freshness of her
bloom and of her dark loveliness, but changed as he had dreamed in
evil dreams that death would have power to change her. The warm olive
of her cheek was turned to the hue of wax, the soft shadows beneath
her velvet eyes were deepened and hardened, her expression, once
yielding and changing under the breath of thought and feeling as a
field of flowers when the west wind blows, was now set, as though for
ever, in a death-like fixity. The delicate features were drawn and
pinched, the nostrils contracted, the colourless lips straightened out
of the lines of beauty into the mould of a lifeless mask. It was the
face of a dead woman, but it was her face still, and the Wanderer knew
it well; in the kingdom of his soul the whole resistless commonwealth
of the emotions revolted together to dethrone death's regent--sorrow,
while the thrice-tempered springs of passion, bent but not broken,
stirred suddenly in the palace of his body and shook the strong
foundations of his being.
During the seconds that followed, his eyes were riveted upon the
beloved head. Then, as the Creed ended, the vision sank down and was
lost to his sight. She was seated now, and the broad sea of humanity
hid her from him, though he raised himself the full height of his
stature in the effort to distinguish even the least part of her head-
dress. To move from his place was all but impossible, though the
fierce longing to be near her bade him trample even upon the shoulders
of the throng to reach her, as men have done more than once to save
themselves from death by fire in crowded places. Still the singing of
the hymn continued, and would continue, as he knew, until the moment
of the Elevation. He strained his hearing to catch the sounds that
came from the quarter where she sat. In a chorus of a thousand singers
he fancied that he could have distinguished the tender, heart-stirring
vibration of her tones. Never woman sang, never could woman sing
again, as she had once sung, though her voice had been as soft as it
had been sweet, and tuned to vibrate in the heart rather than in the
ear. As the strains rose and fell, the Wanderer bowed his head and
closed his eyes, listening, through the maze of sounds, for the
silvery ring of her magic note. Something he heard at last, something
that sent a thrill from his ear to his heart, unless indeed his heart
itself were making music for his ears to hear. The impression reached
him fitfully, often interrupted and lost, but as often renewing itself
and reawakening in the listener the certainty of recognition which he
had felt at the sight of the singer's face.
He who loves with his whole soul has a knowledge and a learning which
surpass the wisdom of those who spend their lives in the study of
things living or long dead, or never animate. They, indeed, can
construct the figure of a flower from the dried web of a single leaf,
or by the examination of a dusty seed, and they can set up the scheme
of life of a shadowy mammoth out of a fragment of its skeleton, or
tell the story of hill and valley from the contemplation of a handful
of earth or of a broken pebble. Often they are right, sometimes they
are driven deeper and deeper into error by the complicated
imperfections of their own science. But he who loves greatly possesses
in his intuition the capacities of all instruments of observation
which man has invented and applied to his use. The lenses of his eyes
can magnify the infinitesimal detail to the dimensions of common
things, and bring objects to his vision from immeasurable distances;
the labyrinth of his ear can choose and distinguish amidst the
harmonies and the discords of the world, muffling in its tortuous
passages the reverberation of ordinary sounds while multiplying a
hundredfold the faint tones of the one beloved voice. His whole body
and his whole intelligence form together an instrument of exquisite
sensibility whereby the perceptions of his inmost soul are hourly
tortured, delighted, caught up into ecstasy, torn and crushed by
jealousy and fear, or plunged into the frigid waters of despair.
The melancholy hymn resounded through the vast church, but though the
Wanderer stretched the faculty of hearing to the utmost, he could no
longer find the note he sought amongst the vibrations of the dank and
heavy air. Then an irresistible longing came upon him to turn and
force his way through the dense throng of men and women, to reach the
aisle and press past the huge pillar till he could slip between the
tombstone of the astronomer and the row of back wooden seats. Once
there, he should see her face to face.
He turned, indeed, as he stood, and he tried to move a few steps. On
all sides curious looks were directed upon him, but no one offered to
make way, and still the monotonous singing continued until he felt
himself deafened, as he faced the great congregation.
"I am ill," he said in a low voice to those nearest to him. "Pray let
me pass!"
His face was white, indeed, and those who heard his words believed
him. A mild old man raised his sad blue eyes, gazed at him, and while
trying to draw back, gently shook his head. A pale woman, whose sickly
features were half veiled in the folds of a torn black shawl, moved as
far as she could, shrinking as the very poor and miserable shrink when
they are expected to make way before the rich and the strong. A lad of
fifteen stood upon tiptoe to make himself even slighter than he was
and thus to widen the way, and the Wanderer found himself, after
repeated efforts, as much as two steps distant from his former
position. He was still trying to divide the crowd when the music
suddenly ceased, and the tones of the organ died away far up under the
western window. It was the moment of the Elevation, and the first
silvery tinkling of the bell, the people swayed a little, all those
who were able kneeling, and those whose movements were impeded by the
press of worshippers bending towards the altar as a field of grain
before the gale. The Wanderer turned again and bowed himself with the
rest, devoutly and humbly, with half-closed eyes, as he strove to
collect and control his thoughts in the presence of the chief mystery
of his Faith. Three times the tiny bell was rung, a pause followed,
and thrice again the clear jingle of the metal broke the solemn
stillness. Then once more the people stirred, and the soft sound of
their simultaneous motion was like a mighty sigh breathed up from the
secret vaults and the deep foundations of the ancient church; again
the pedal note of the organ boomed through the nave and aisles, and
again the thousands of human voices took up the strain of song.
The Wanderer glanced about him, measuring the distance he must
traverse to reach the monument of the Danish astronomer and
confronting it with the short time which now remained before the end
of the Mass. He saw that in such a throng he would have no chance of
gaining the position he wished to occupy in less than half an hour,
and he had not but a scant ten minutes at his disposal. He gave up the
attempt therefore, determining that when the celebration should be
over he would move forward with the crowd, trusting to his superior
stature and energy to keep him within sight of the woman he sought,
until both he and she could meet, either just within or just without
the narrow entrance of the church.
Very soon the moment of action came. The singing died away, the
benediction was given, the second Gospel was read, the priest and the
people repeated the Bohemian prayers, and all was over. The countless
heads began to move onward, the shuffling of innumerable feet sent
heavy, tuneless echoes through vaulted space, broken every moment by
the sharp, painful cough of a suffering child whom no one could see in
the multitude, or by the dull thud of some heavy foot striking against
the wooden seats in the press. The Wanderer moved forward with the
rest. Reaching the entrance of the pew where she had sat he was kept
back during a few seconds by the half dozen men and women who were
forcing their way out of it before him. But at the farthest end, a
figure clothed in black was still kneeling. A moment more and he might
enter the pew and be at her side. One of the other women dropped
something before she was out of the narrow space, and stooped,
fumbling and searching in the darkness. At the minute, the slight,
girlish figure rose swiftly and passed like a shadow before the heavy
marble monument. The Wanderer saw that the pew was open at the other
end, and without heeding the woman who stood in his way, he sprang
upon the low seat, passed her, stepped to the floor upon the other
side and was out in the aisle in a moment. Many persons had already
left the church and the space was comparatively free.
She was before him, gliding quickly toward the door. Ere he could
reach her, he saw her touch the thick ice which filled the marble
basin, cross herself hurriedly and pass out. But he had seen her face
again, and he knew that he was not mistaken. The thin, waxen features
were as those of the dead, but they were hers, nevertheless. In an
instant he could be by her side. But again his progress was
momentarily impeded by a number of persons who were entering the
building hastily to attend the next Mass. Scarcely ten seconds later
he was out in the narrow and dismal passage which winds between the
north side of the Teyn Kirche and the buildings behind the Kinsky
Palace. The vast buttresses and towers cast deep shadows below them,
and the blackened houses opposite absorb what remains of the uncertain
winter's daylight. To the left of the church a low arch spans the
lane, affording a covered communication between the north aisle and
the sacristy. To the right the open space is somewhat broader, and
three dark archways give access to as many passages, leading in
radiating directions and under the old houses to the streets beyond.
The Wanderer stood upon the steps, beneath the rich stone carvings
which set forth the Crucifixion over the door of the church, and his
quick eyes scanned everything within sight. To the left, no figure
resembling the one he sought was to be seen, but on the right, he
fancied that among a score of persons now rapidly dispersing he could
distinguish just within one of the archways a moving shadow, black
against the blackness. In an instant he had crossed the way and was
hurrying through the gloom. Already far before him, but visible and,
as he believed, unmistakable, the shade was speeding onward, light as
mist, noiseless as thought, but yet clearly to be seen and followed.
He cried aloud, as he ran,
"Beatrice! Beatrice!"
His strong voice echoed along the dank walls and out into the court
beyond. It was intensely cold, and the still air carried the sound
clearly to the distance. She must have heard him, she must have known
his voice, but as she crossed the open place, and the gray light fell
upon her, he could see that she did not raise her bent head nor
slacken her speed.
He ran on, sure of overtaking her in the passage she had now entered,
for she seemed to be only walking, while he was pursuing her at a
headlong pace. But in the narrow tunnel, when he reached it, she was
not, though at the farther end he imagined that the fold of a black
garment was just disappearing. He emerged into the street, in which he
could now see in both directions to a distance of fifty yards or more.
He was alone. The rusty iron shutters of the little shops were all
barred and fastened, and every door within the range of his vision was
closed. He stood still in surprise and listened. There was no sound to
be heard, not the grating of a lock, nor the tinkling of a bell, nor
the fall of a footstep.
He did not pause long, for he made up his mind as to what he should do
in the flash of a moment's intuition. It was physically impossible
that she should have disappeared into any one of the houses which had
their entrances within the dark tunnel he had just traversed. Apart
from the presumptive impossibility of her being lodged in such a
quarter, there was the self-evident fact that he must have heard the
door opened and closed. Secondly, she could not have turned to the
right, for in that direction the street was straight and without any
lateral exit, so that he must have seen her. Therefore she must have
gone to the left, since on that side there was a narrow alley leading
out of the lane, at some distance from the point where he was now
standing--too far, indeed, for her to have reached it unnoticed,
unless, as was possible, he had been greatly deceived in the distance
which had lately separated her from him.
Without further hesitation, he turned to the left. He found no one in
the way, for it was not yet noon, and at that hour the people were
either at their prayers or at their Sunday morning's potations, and
the place was as deserted as a disused cemetery. Still he hastened
onward, never pausing for breath, till he found himself all at once in
the great Ring. He knew the city well, but in his race he had bestowed
no attention upon the familiar windings and turnings, thinking only of
overtaking the fleeting vision, no matter how, no matter where. Now,
on a sudden, the great, irregular square opened before him, flanked on
the one side by the fantastic spires of the Teyn Church, and the
blackened front of the huge Kinsky Palace, on the other by the half-
modern Town Hall with its ancient tower, its beautiful porch, and the
graceful oriel which forms the apse of the chapel in the second story.
One of the city watchmen, muffled in his military overcoat, and
conspicuous by the great bunch of dark feathers that drooped from his
black hat, was standing idly at the corner from which the Wanderer
emerged. The latter thought of inquiring whether the man had seen a
lady pass, but the fellow's vacant stare convinced him that no
questioning would elicit a satisfactory answer. Moreover, as he looked
across the square he caught sight of a retreating figure dressed in
black, already at such a distance as to make positive recognition
impossible. In his haste he found no time to convince himself that no
living woman could have thus outrun him, and he instantly resumed his
pursuit, gaining rapidly upon her he was following. But it is not an
easy matter to overtake even a woman, when she has an advantage of a
couple of hundred yards, and when the race is a short one. He passed
the ancient astronomical clock, just as the little bell was striking
the third quarter after eleven, but he did not raise his head to watch
the sad-faced apostles as they presented their stiff figures in
succession at the two square windows. When the blackened cock under
the small Gothic arch above flapped his wooden wings and uttered his
melancholy crow, the Wanderer was already at the corner of the little
Ring, and he could see the object of his pursuit disappearing before
him into the Karlsgasse. He noticed uneasily that the resemblance
between the woman he was following and the object of his loving search
seemed now to diminish, as in a bad dream, as the distance between
himself and her decreased. But he held resolutely on, nearing her at
every step, round a sharp corner to the right, then to the left, to
the right again, and once more in the opposite direction, always, as
he knew, approaching the old stone bridge. He was not a dozen paces
behind her as she turned quickly a third time to the right, round the
wall of the ancient house which faces the little square over against
the enormous buildings comprising the Clementine Jesuit monastery and
the astronomical observatory. As he sprang past the corner he saw the
heavy door just closing and heard the sharp resounding clang of its
iron fastening. The lady had disappeared, and he felt sure that she
had gone through that entrance.
He knew the house well, for it is distinguished from all others in
Prague, both by its shape and its oddly ornamented, unnaturally narrow
front. It is built in the figure of an irregular triangle, the blunt
apex of one angle facing the little square, the sides being erected on
the one hand along the Karlsgasse and on the other upon a narrow alley
which leads away towards the Jews' quarter. Overhanging passages are
built out over this dim lane, as though to facilitate the interior
communications of the dwelling, and in the shadow beneath them there
is a small door studded with iron nails which is invariably shut. The
main entrance takes in all the scant breadth of the truncated angle
which looks towards the monastery. Immediately over it is a great
window, above that another, and, highest of all, under the pointed
gable, a round and unglazed aperture, within which there is inky
darkness. The windows of the first and second stories are flanked by
huge figures of saints, standing forth in strangely contorted
attitudes, black with the dust of ages, black as all old Prague is
black, with the smoke of the brown Bohemian coal, with the dark and
unctuous mists of many autumns, with the cruel, petrifying frosts of
ten score winters.
He who knew the cities of men as few have known them, knew also this
house. Many a time had he paused before it by day and by night,
wondering who lived within its massive, irregular walls, behind those
uncouth, barbarously sculptured saints who kept their interminable
watch high up by the lozenged windows. He would know now. Since she
whom he sought had entered, he would enter too; and in some corner of
that dwelling which had long possessed a mysterious attraction for his
eyes, he would find at last that being who held power over his heart,
that Beatrice whom he had learned to think of as dead, while still
believing that somewhere she must be yet alive, that dear lady whom,
dead or living, he loved beyond all others, with a great love, passing
words.