At seven o'clock on the following morning the post-cart, summoned by
an early message from Mrs. Morran, appeared outside the cottage.
In it sat the ancient postman, whose real home was Auchenlochan,
but who slept alternate nights in Dalquharter, and beside him Dobson
the innkeeper. Dickson and his hostess stood at the garden-gate,
the former with his pack on his back, and at his feet a small stout
wooden box, of the kind in which cheeses are transported, garnished
with an immense padlock. Heritage for obvious reasons did not appear;
at the moment he was crouched on the floor of the loft watching the
departure through a gap in the dimity curtains.
The traveller, after making sure that Dobson was looking, furtively
slipped the key of the trunk into his knapsack.
"Well, good-bye, Auntie Phemie," he said. "I'm sure you've been
awful kind to me, and I don't know how to thank you for all
you're sending."
"Tuts, Dickson, my man, they're hungry folk about Glesca that'll be
glad o' my scones and jeelie. Tell Mirren I'm rale pleased wi' her
man, and haste ye back soon."
The trunk was deposited on the floor of the cart, and Dickson
clambered into the back seat. He was thankful that he had not to sit
next to Dobson, for he had tell-tale stuff on his person. The morning
was wet, so he wore his waterproof, which concealed his odd tendency to
stoutness about the middle.
Mrs. Morran played her part well, with all the becoming gravity of an
affectionate aunt, but as soon as the post-cart turned the bend of
the road her demeanour changed. She was torn with convulsions of
silent laughter. She retreated to the kitchen, sank into a chair,
wrapped her face in her apron and rocked. Heritage, descending,
found her struggling to regain composure. "D'ye ken his wife's name?"
she gasped. "I ca'ed her Mirren! And maybe the body's no' mairried!
Hech sirs! Hech sirs!"
Meanwhile Dickson was bumping along the moor-road on the back of
the post-cart. He had worked out a plan, just as he had been used
aforetime to devise a deal in foodstuffs. He had expected one of
the watchers to turn up, and was rather relieved that it should be
Dobson, whom he regarded as "the most natural beast" of the three.
Somehow he did not think that he would be molested before he
reached the station, since his enemies would still be undecided
in their minds. Probably they only wanted to make sure that he had
really departed to forget all about him. But if not, he had
his plan ready.
"Are you travelling to-day?" he asked the innkeeper.
"Just as far as the station to see about some oil-cake I'm expectin'.
What's in your wee kist? Ye came here wi' nothing but the bag on
your back."
"Ay, the kist is no' mine. It's my auntie's. She's a kind body,
and nothing would serve but she must pack a box for me to take back.
Let me see. There's a baking of scones; three pots of honey and one
of rhubarb jam--she was aye famous for her rhubarb jam; a mutton ham,
which you can't get for love or money in Glasgow; some home-made
black puddings, and a wee skim-milk cheese. I doubt I'll have to
take a cab from the station."
Dobson appeared satisfied, lit a short pipe, and relapsed
into meditation. The long uphill road, ever climbing to where far
off showed the tiny whitewashed buildings which were the railway
station, seemed interminable this morning. The aged postman
addressed strange objurgations to his aged horse and muttered
reflections to himself, the innkeeper smoked, and Dickson stared back
into the misty hollow where lay Dalquharter. The south-west wind had
brought up a screen of rain clouds and washed all the countryside in
a soft wet grey. But the eye could still travel a fair distance, and
Dickson thought he had a glimpse of a figure on a bicycle leaving the
village two miles back. He wondered who it could be. Not Heritage,
who had no bicycle. Perhaps some woman who was conspicuously late for
the train. Women were the chief cyclists nowadays in country places.
Then he forgot about the bicycle and twisted his neck to watch the station.
It was less than a mile off now, and they had no time to spare, for away
to the south among the hummocks of the bog he saw the smoke of the train
coming from Auchenlochan. The postman also saw it and whipped up his
beast into a clumsy canter. Dickson, always nervous being late for trains,
forced his eyes away and regarded again the road behind him. Suddenly the
cyclist had become quite plain--a little more than a mile behind--a man,
and pedalling furiously in spite of the stiff ascent. It could only be
one person--Leon. He must have discovered their visit to the House
yesterday and be on the way to warn Dobson. If he reached the station
before the train, there would be no journey to Glasgow that day for
one respectable citizen.
Dickson was in a fever of impatience and fright. He dared not abjure
the postman to hurry, lest Dobson should turn his head and descry his
colleague. But that ancient man had begun to realize the shortness
of time and was urging the cart along at a fair pace, since they were
now on the flatter shelf of land which carried the railway.
Dickson kept his eyes fixed on the bicycle and his teeth shut tight
on his lower lip. Now it was hidden by the last dip of hill; now it
emerged into view not a quarter of a mile behind, and its rider gave
vent to a shrill call. Luckily the innkeeper did not hear, for at
that moment with a jolt the cart pulled up at the station door,
accompanied by the roar of the incoming train.
Dickson whipped down from the back seat and seized the solitary porter.
"Label the box for Glasgow and into the van with it, Quick, man,
and there'll be a shilling for you." He had been doing some rapid
thinking these last minutes and had made up his mind. If Dobson and
he were alone in a carriage he could not have the box there; that
must be elsewhere, so that Dobson could not examine it if he were set
on violence, somewhere in which it could still be a focus of suspicion
and attract attention from his person, He took his ticket, and rushed
on to the platform, to find the porter and the box at the door of
the guard's van. Dobson was not there. With the vigour of a fussy
traveller he shouted directions to the guard to take good care of
his luggage, hurled a shilling at the porter, and ran for a carriage.
At that moment he became aware of Dobson hurrying through the entrance.
He must have met Leon and heard news from him, for his face was red and
his ugly brows darkening.
The train was in motion. "Here, you" Dobson's voice shouted.
"Stop! I want a word wi' ye." Dickson plunged at a third-class
carriage, for he saw faces behind the misty panes, and above all
things then he feared an empty compartment. He clambered on to
the step, but the handle would not turn, and with a sharp pang of
fear he felt the innkeeper's grip on his arm. Then some Samaritan
from within let down the window, opened the door, and pulled him up.
He fell on a seat, and a second later Dobson staggered in beside him.
Thank Heaven, the dirty little carriage was nearly full. There were
two herds, each with a dog and a long hazel crook, and an elderly
woman who looked like a ploughman's wife out for a day's marketing.
And there was one other whom Dickson recognized with peculiar joy--
the bagman in the provision line of business whom he had met three
days before at Kilchrist.
The recognition was mutual. "Mr. McCunn!" the bagman exclaimed.
"My, but that was running it fine! I hope you've had a pleasant
holiday, sir?"
"Very pleasant. I've been spending two nights with friends
down hereaways. I've been very fortunate in the weather, for
it has broke just when I'm leaving."
Dickson sank back on the hard cushions. It had been a near thing,
but so far he had won. He wished his heart did not beat so
fast, and he hoped he did not betray his disorder in his face.
Very deliberately he hunted for his pipe and filled it slowly.
Then he turned to Dobson, "I didn't know you were travelling the day.
What about your oil-cake?"
"I've changed my mind," was the gruff answer.
"Was that you I heard crying on me when we were running for the train?"
"Ay. I thought ye had forgot about your kist."
"No fear," said Dickson. "I'm no' likely to forget my auntie's scones."
He laughed pleasantly and then turned to the bagman. Thereafter the
compartment hummed with the technicalities of the grocery trade.
He exerted himself to draw out his companion, to have him refer to
the great firm of D. McCunn, so that the innkeeper might be ashamed
of his suspicions. What nonsense to imagine that a noted and wealthy
Glasgow merchant--the bagman's tone was almost reverential--would
concern himself with the affairs of a forgotten village and a
tumble-down house!
Presently the train drew up at Kirkmichael station. The woman
descended, and Dobson, after making sure that no one else meant
to follow her example, also left the carriage. A porter was shouting:
"Fast train to Glasgow--Glasgow next stop." Dickson watched the
innkeeper shoulder his way through the crowd in the direction of the
booking office. "He's off to send a telegram," he decided.
"There'll be trouble waiting for me at the other end."
When the train moved on he found himself disinclined for further talk.
He had suddenly become meditative, and curled up in a corner with his
head hard against the window pane, watching the wet fields and
glistening roads as they slipped past. He had his plans made for his
conduct at Glasgow, but, Lord! how he loathed the whole business!
Last night he had had a kind of gusto in his desire to circumvent
villainy; at Dalquharter station he had enjoyed a momentary sense
of triumph; now he felt very small, lonely, and forlorn. Only one
thought far at the back of his mind cropped up now and then to give
him comfort. He was entering on the last lap. Once get this
detestable errand done and he would be a free man, free to go back
to the kindly humdrum life from which he should never have strayed.
Never again, he vowed, never again. Rather would he spend the rest
of his days in hydropathics than come within the pale of such
horrible adventures. Romance, forsooth! This was not the mild goddess
he had sought, but an awful harpy who battened on the souls of men.
He had some bad minutes as the train passed through the suburbs and
along the grimy embankment by which the southern lines enter the city.
But as it rumbled over the river bridge and slowed down before the
terminus his vitality suddenly revived. He was a business man,
and there was now something for him to do.
After a rapid farewell to the bagman, he found a porter and hustled
his box out of the van in the direction of the left-luggage office.
Spies, summoned by Dobson's telegram, were, he was convinced, watching
his every movement, and he meant to see that they missed nothing.
He received his ticket for the box, and slowly and ostentatiously
stowed it away in his pack. Swinging the said pack on his arm, he
sauntered through the entrance hall to the row of waiting taxi-cabs,
and selected the oldest and most doddering driver. He deposited
the pack inside on the seat, and then stood still as if struck
with a sudden thought.
"I breakfasted terrible early," he told the driver. "I think I'll
have a bite to eat. Will you wait?"
"Ay," said the man, who was reading a grubby sheet of newspaper.
"I'll wait as long as ye like, for it's you that pays."
Dickson left his pack in the cab and, oddly enough for a careful man,
he did not shut the door. He re-entered the station, strolled to the
bookstall, and bought a Glasgow Herald. His steps then tended to the
refreshment-room, where he ordered a cup of coffee and two Bath buns,
and seated himself at a small table. There he was soon immersed
in the financial news, and though he sipped his coffee he left
the buns untasted. He took out a penknife and cut various extracts
from the Herald, bestowing them carefully in his pocket. An observer
would have seen an elderly gentleman absorbed in market quotations.
After a quarter of an hour had been spent in this performance
he happened to glance at the clock and rose with an exclamation.
He bustled out to his taxi and found the driver still intent
upon his reading. "Here I am at last," he said cheerily, and had
a foot on the step, when he stopped suddenly with a cry. It was
a cry of alarm, but also of satisfaction.
"What's become of my pack? I left it on the seat, and now it's gone!
There's been a thief here."
The driver, roused from his lethargy, protested in the name of
his gods that no one had been near it. "Ye took it into the station
wi' ye," he urged.
"I did nothing of the kind. Just you wait here till I see
the inspector. A bonny watch you keep on a gentleman's things."
But Dickson did not interview the railway authorities. Instead he
hurried to the left-luggage office. "I deposited a small box here a
short time ago. I mind the number. Is it here still?"
The attendant glanced at the shelf. "A wee deal box with iron bands.
It was took out ten minutes syne. A man brought the ticket and took
it away on his shoulder."
"Thank you. There's been a mistake, but the blame's mine. My man
mistook my orders."
Then he returned to the now nervous taxi-driver. "I've taken it
up with the station-master and he's putting the police on.
You'll likely be wanted, so I gave him your number. It's a fair
disgrace that there should be so many thieves about this station.
It's not the first time I've lost things. Drive me to West George
Street and look sharp." And he slammed the door with the violence
of an angry man.
But his reflections were not violent, for he smiled to himself.
"That was pretty neat. They'll take some time to get the kist open,
for I dropped the key out of the train after we left Kirkmichael.
That gives me a fair start. If I hadn't thought of that, they'd have
found some way to grip me and ripe me long before I got to the Bank."
He shuddered as he thought of the dangers he had escaped. "As it is,
they're off the track for half an hour at least, while they're
rummaging among Auntie Phemie's scones." At the thought he laughed
heartily, and when he brought the taxi-cab to a standstill by rapping
on the front window, he left it with a temper apparently restored.
Obviously he had no grudge against the driver, who to his immense
surprise was rewarded with ten shillings.
Three minutes later Mr. McCunn might have been seen entering the
head office of the Strathclyde Bank and inquiring for the manager.
There was no hesitation about him now, for his foot was on his
native heath. The chief cashier received him with deference in
spite of his unorthodox garb, for he was not the least honoured of
the bank's customers. As it chanced he had been talking about him
that very morning to a gentleman from London. "The strength of this
city," he had said, tapping his eyeglasses on his knuckles, "does not
lie in its dozen very rich men, but in the hundred or two homely folk
who make no parade of wealth. Men like Dickson McCunn, for example,
who live all their life in a semi-detached villa and die worth half
a million." And the Londoner had cordially assented.
So Dickson was ushered promptly into an inner room, and was warmly
greeted by Mr. Mackintosh, the patron of the Gorbals Die-Hards.
"I must thank you for your generous donation, McCunn. Those boys will
get a little fresh air and quiet after the smoke and din of Glasgow.
A little country peace to smooth out the creases in their poor
little souls."
"Maybe," said Dickson, with a vivid recollection of Dougal as he
had last seen him. Somehow he did not think that peace was likely
to be the portion of that devoted band. "But I've not come here to
speak about that."
He took off his waterproof; then his coat and waistcoat; and showed
himself a strange figure with sundry bulges about the middle.
The manager's eyes grew very round. Presently these excrescences
were revealed as linen bags sewn on to his shirt, and fitting into
the hollow between ribs and hip. With some difficulty he slit the
bags and extracted three hide-bound packages.
"See here, Mackintosh," he said solemnly. "I hand you over these
parcels, and you're to put them in the innermost corner of your
strong room. You needn't open them. Just put them away as they are,
and write me a receipt for them. Write it now."
Mr. Mackintosh obediently took pen in hand.
"What'll I call them?" he asked.
"Just the three leather parcels handed to you by Dickson McCunn,
Esq., naming the date."
Mr. Mackintosh wrote. He signed his name with his usual flourish
and handed the slip to his client.
"Now," said Dickson, "you'll put that receipt in the strong box
where you keep my securities and you'll give it up to nobody but
me in person and you'll surrender the parcels only on presentation
of the receipt. D'you understand?"
"Perfectly. May I ask any questions?"
"You'd better not if you don't want to hear lees.'
"What's in the packages?" Mr. Mackintosh weighed them in his hand.
"That's asking," said Dickson. "But I'll tell ye this much. It's jools."
"Your own?"
"No, but I'm their trustee."
"Valuable?"
"I was hearing they were worth more than a million pounds."
"God bless my soul," said the startled manager. "I don't like this
kind of business, McCunn."
"No more do I. But you'll do it to oblige an old friend and a
good customer. If you don't know much about the packages you
know all about me. Now, mind, I trust you."
Mr. Mackintosh forced himself to a joke. "Did you maybe steal them?"
Dickson grinned. "Just what I did. And that being so, I want you
to let me out by the back door."
When he found himself in the street he felt the huge relief of
a boy who had emerged with credit from the dentist's chair.
Remembering that here would be no midday dinner for him at home,
his first step was to feed heavily at a restaurant. He had, so far
as he could see, surmounted all his troubles, his one regret being
that he had lost his pack, which contained among other things his
Izaak Walton and his safety razor. He bought another razor and a new
Walton, and mounted an electric tram car en route for home.
Very contented with himself he felt as the car swung across the
Clyde bridge. He had done well--but of that he did not want to think,
for the whole beastly thing was over. He was going to bury that memory,
to be resurrected perhaps on a later day when the unpleasantness had
been forgotten. Heritage had his address, and knew where to come when
it was time to claim the jewels. As for the watchers, they must have
ceased to suspect him, when they discovered the innocent contents of
his knapsack and Mrs. Morran's box. Home for him, and a luxurious tea
by his own fireside; and then an evening with his books, for Heritage's
nonsense had stimulated his literary fervour. He would dip into his
old favourites again to confirm his faith. To-morrow he would go
for a jaunt somewhere--perhaps down the Clyde, or to the South of
England, which he had heard was a pleasant, thickly peopled country.
No more lonely inns and deserted villages for him; henceforth he
would make certain of comfort and peace.
The rain had stopped, and, as the car moved down the dreary vista of
Eglinton street, the sky opened into fields of blue and the April sun
silvered the puddles. It was in such place and under such weather
that Dickson suffered an overwhelming experience.
It is beyond my skill, being all unlearned in the game of psycho-analysis,
to explain how this thing happened. I concern myself only with facts.
Suddenly the pretty veil of self-satisfaction was rent from top to bottom,
and Dickson saw a figure of himself within, a smug leaden little figure
which simpered and preened itself and was hollow as a rotten nut.
And he hated it.
The horrid truth burst on him that Heritage had been right.
He only played with life. That imbecile image was a mere spectator,
content to applaud, but shrinking from the contact of reality.
It had been all right as a provision merchant, but when it
fancied itself capable of higher things it had deceived itself.
Foolish little image with its brave dreams and its swelling words
from Browning! All make-believe of the feeblest. He was a coward,
running away at the first threat of danger. It was as if he were
watching a tall stranger with a wand pointing to the embarrassed
phantom that was himself, and ruthlessly exposing its frailties!
And yet the pitiless showman was himself too--himself as he wanted to be,
cheerful, brave, resourceful, indomitable.
Dickson suffered a spasm of mortal agony. "Oh, I'm surely not so bad
as all that," he groaned. But the hurt was not only in his pride.
He saw himself being forced to new decisions, and each alternative
was of the blackest. He fairly shivered with the horror of it.
The car slipped past a suburban station from which passengers were
emerging--comfortable black-coated men such as he had once been.
He was bitterly angry with Providence for picking him out of the
great crowd of sedentary folk for this sore ordeal. "Why was I
tethered to sich a conscience?" was his moan. But there was that
stern inquisitor with his pointer exploring his soul. "You flatter
yourself you have done your share," he was saying. "You will make
pretty stories about it to yourself, and some day you may tell your
friends, modestly disclaiming any special credit. But you will be
a liar, for you know you are afraid. You are running away when the
work is scarcely begun, and leaving it to a few boys and a poet whom
you had the impudence the other day to despise. I think you are
worse than a coward. I think you are a cad."
His fellow-passengers on the top of the car saw an absorbed middle-aged
gentleman who seemed to have something the matter with his bronchial tubes.
They could not guess at the tortured soul. The decision was coming nearer,
the alternatives loomed up dark and inevitable. On one side was submission
to ignominy, on the other a return to that place which he detested, and yet
loathed himself for detesting. "It seems I'm not likely to have much peace
either way," he reflected dismally.
How the conflict would have ended had it continued on these lines
I cannot say. The soul of Mr. McCunn was being assailed by moral and
metaphysical adversaries with which he had not been trained to deal.
But suddenly it leapt from negatives to positives. He saw the face
of the girl in the shuttered House, so fair and young and yet so haggard.
It seemed to be appealing to him to rescue it from a great loneliness
and fear. Yes, he had been right, it had a strange look of his Janet--
the wide-open eyes, the solemn mouth. What was to become of that child
if he failed her in her need?
Now Dickson was a practical man, and this view of the case brought him
into a world which he understood. "It's fair ridiculous," he reflected.
"Nobody there to take a grip of things. Just a wheen Gorbals keelies
and the lad Heritage. Not a business man among the lot."
The alternatives, which hove before him like two great banks of
cloud, were altering their appearance. One was becoming faint and
tenuous; the other, solid as ever, was just a shade less black.
He lifted his eyes and saw in the near distance the corner of the
road which led to his home. "I must decide before I reach that corner,"
he told himself.
Then his mind became apathetic. He began to whistle dismally through
his teeth, watching the corner as it came nearer. The car stopped
with a jerk. "I'll go back," he said aloud, clambering down the steps.
The truth was he had decided five minutes before when he first saw
Janet's face.
He walked briskly to his house, entirely refusing to waste any more
energy on reflection. "This is a business proposition," he told
himself, "and I'm going to handle it as sich." Tibby was surprised
to see him and offered him tea in vain. "I'm just back for
a few minutes. Let's see the letters."
There was one from his wife. She proposed to stay another week at
the Neuk Hydropathic and suggested that he might join her and bring
her home. He sat down and wrote a long affectionate reply,
declining, but expressing his delight that she was soon returning.
"That's very likely the last time Mamma will hear from me,"
he reflected, but--oddly enough--without any great fluttering
of the heart.
Then he proceeded to be furiously busy. He sent out Tibby to buy
another knapsack and to order a cab and to cash a considerable cheque.
In the knapsack he packed a fresh change of clothing and the new
safety razor, but no books, for he was past the need of them.
That done, he drove to his solicitors.
"What like a firm are Glendonan and Speirs in Edinburgh?" he asked
the senior partner.
"Oh, very respectable. Very respectable indeed. Regular Edinburgh
W.S. Lot. Do a lot of factoring."
"I want you to telephone through to them and inquire about a place
in Carrick called Huntingtower, near the village of Dalquharter.
I understand it's to let, and I'm thinking of taking a lease of it."
The senior partner after some delay got through to Edinburgh, and was
presently engaged in the feverish dialectic which the long-distance
telephone involves. "I want to speak to Mr. Glendonan himself....
Yes, yes, Mr. Caw of Paton and Linklater....Good afternoon....
Huntingtower. Yes, in Carrick. Not to let? But I understand it's
been in the market for some months. You say you've an idea it has
just been let. But my client is positive that you're mistaken, unless
the agreement was made this morning.... You'll inquire? Ah, I see.
The actual factoring is done by your local agent, Mr. James Loudon,
in Auchenlochan. You think my client had better get into touch with
him at once. Just wait a minute, please."
He put his hand over the receiver. "Usual Edinburgh way of doing
business," he observed caustically. "What do you want done?"
"I'll run down and see this Loudon. Tell Glendonan and Spiers to
advise him to expect me, for I'll go this very day."
Mr. Caw resumed his conversation. "My client would like a telegram
sent at once to Mr. Loudon introducing him. He's Mr. Dickson McCunn
of Mearns Street--the great provision merchant, you know. Oh, yes!
Good for any rent. Refer if you like to the Strathclyde Bank,
but you can take my word for it. Thank you. Then that's settled.
Good-bye."
Dickson's next visit was to a gunmaker who was a fellow-elder with
him in the Guthrie Memorial Kirk.
"I want a pistol and a lot of cartridges," he announced. "I'm not
caring what kind it is, so long as it is a good one and not too big."
"For yourself?" the gunmaker asked. "You must have a license,
I doubt, and there's a lot of new regulations."
"I can't wait on a license. It's for a cousin of mine who's
off to Mexico at once. You've got to find some way of obliging
an old friend, Mr. McNair."
Mr. McNair scratched his head. "I don't see how I can sell you one.
But I'll tell you what I'll do--I'll lend you one. It belongs to my
nephew, Peter Tait, and has been lying in a drawer ever since he
came back from the front. He has no use for it now that he's
a placed minister."
So Dickson bestowed in the pockets of his water-proof a service
revolver and fifty cartridges, and bade his cab take him to the shop
in Mearns Street. For a moment the sight of the familiar place
struck a pang to his breast, but he choked down unavailing regrets.
He ordered a great hamper of foodstuffs--the most delicate kind of
tinned goods, two perfect hams, tongues, Strassburg pies, chocolate,
cakes, biscuits, and, as a last thought, half a dozen bottles of
old liqueur brandy. It was to be carefully packed, addressed to
Mrs. Morran, Dalquharter Station, and delivered in time for him to
take down by the 7.33 train. Then he drove to the terminus and
dined with something like a desperate peace in his heart.
On this occasion he took a first-class ticket, for he wanted to be alone.
As the lights began to be lit in the wayside stations and the clear
April dusk darkened into night, his thoughts were sombre yet resigned.
He opened the window and let the sharp air of the Renfrewshire uplands
fill the carriage. It was fine weather again after the rain, and a
bright constellation--perhaps Dougal's friend O'Brien--hung in the
western sky. How happy he would have been a week ago had he been
starting thus for a country holiday! He could sniff the faint scent
of moor-burn and ploughed earth which had always been his first reminder
of Spring. But he had been pitchforked out of that old happy world and
could never enter it again. Alas! for the roadside fire, the cosy inn,
the Compleat Angler, the Chavender or Chub!
And yet--and yet! He had done the right thing, though the Lord
alone knew how it would end. He began to pluck courage from his
very melancholy, and hope from his reflections upon the transitoriness
of life. He was austerely following Romance as he conceived it, and
if that capricious lady had taken one dream from him she might yet
reward him with a better. Tags of poetry came into his head which
seemed to favour this philosophy--particularly some lines of
Browning on which he used to discourse to his Kirk Literary Society.
Uncommon silly, he considered, these homilies of his must have been,
mere twitterings of the unfledged. But now he saw more in the lines,
a deeper interpretation which he had earned the right to make.
"Oh world, where all things change and nought abides,
Oh life, the long mutation--is it so?
Is it with life as with the body's change?--
Where, e'en tho' better follow, good must pass."
That was as far as he could get, though he cudgelled his memory
to continue. Moralizing thus, he became drowsy, and was almost
asleep when the train drew up at the station of Kirkmichael.