Bud Moore woke on a certain morning with a distinct and well-
defined grouch against the world as he had found it; a grouch
quite different from the sullen imp of contrariness that had
possessed him lately. He did not know just what had caused the
grouch, and he did not care. He did know, however, that he
objected to the look of Cash's overshoes that stood pigeon-toed
beside Cash's bed on the opposite side of the room, where Bud had
not set his foot for three weeks and more. He disliked the
audible yawn with which Cash manifested his return from the
deathlike unconsciousness of sleep. He disliked the look of
Cash's rough coat and sweater and cap, that hung on a nail over
Cash's bunk. He disliked the thought of getting up in the
cold--and more, the sure knowledge that unless he did get up, and
that speedily, Cash would be dressed ahead of him, and starting a
fire in the cookstove. Which meant that Cash would be the first
to cook and eat his breakfast, and that the warped ethics of
their dumb quarrel would demand that Bud pretend to be asleep
until Cash had fried his bacon and his hotcakes and had carried
them to his end of the oilcloth-covered table.
When, by certain well-known sounds, Bud was sure that Cash was
eating, he could, without loss of dignity or without suspicion of
making any overtures toward friendliness, get up and dress and
cook his own breakfast, and eat it at his own end of the table.
Bud wondered how long Cash, the old fool, would sulk like that
Not that he gave a darn--he just wondered, is all. For all he
cared, Cash could go on forever cooking his own meals and living
on his own side of the shack. Bud certainly would not interrupt
him in acting the fool, and if Cash wanted to keep it up till
spring, Cash was perfectly welcome to do so. It just showed how
ornery a man could be when he was let to go. So far as he was
concerned, he would just as soon as not have that dead line
painted down the middle of the cabin floor.
Nor did its presence there trouble him in the least. Just this
morning, however, the fact of Cash's stubbornness in keeping to
his own side of the line irritated Bud. He wanted to get back at
the old hound somehow--without giving in an inch in the mute
deadlock. Furthermore, he was hungry, and he did not propose to
lie there and starve while old Cash pottered around the stove.
He'd tell the world he was going to have his own breakfast first,
and if Cash didn't want to set in on the cooking, Cash could lie
in bed till he was paralyzed, and be darned.
At that moment Cash pushed back the blankets that had been
banked to his ears. Simultaneously, Bud swung his feet to the
cold floor with a thump designed solely to inform Cash that Bud
was getting up. Cash turned over with his back to the room and
pulled up the blankets. Bud grinned maliciously and dressed as
deliberately as the cold of the cabin would let him. To be sure,
there was the disadvantage of having to start his own fire, but
that disagreeable task was offset by the pleasure he would get in
messing around as long as he could, cooking his breakfast. He
even thought of frying potatoes and onions after he cooked his
bacon. Potatoes and onions fried together have a lovely tendency
to stick to the frying pan, especially if there is not too much
grease, and if they are fried very slowly. Cash would have to do
some washing and scraping, when it came his turn to cook. Bud
knew just about how mad that would make Cash, and he dwelt upon
the prospect relishfully.
Bud never wanted potatoes for his breakfast. Coffee, bacon, and
hotcakes suited him perfectly. But just for meanness, because he
felt mean and he wanted to act mean, he sliced the potatoes and
the onions into the frying pan, and, to make his work
artistically complete, he let them burn and stick to the pan,--
after he had his bacon and hotcakes fried, of course!
He sat down and began to eat. And presently Cash crawled out
into the warm room filled with the odor of frying onions, and
dressed himself with the detached calm of the chronically sulky
individual. Not once did the manner of either man betray any
consciousness of the other's presence. Unless some detail of the
day's work compelled them to speech, not once for more than three
weeks had either seemed conscious of the other.
Cash washed his face and his hands, took the side of bacon, and
cut three slices with the precision of long practice. Bud sopped
his last hotcake in a pool of syrup and watched him from the
corner of his eyes, without turning his head an inch toward Cash.
His keenest desire, just then, was to see Cash when he tackled
the frying pan.
But Cash disappointed him there. He took a pie tin off the
shelf and laid his strips of bacon on it, and set it in the oven;
which is a very good way of cooking breakfast bacon, as Bud well
knew. Cash then took down the little square baking pan, greased
from the last baking of bread, and in that he fried his hot
cakes. As if that were not sufficiently exasperating, he gave
absolutely no sign of being conscious of the frying pan any more
than he was conscious of Bud. He did not overdo it by whistling,
or even humming a tune--which would have given Bud an excuse
to say something almost as mean as his mood. Abstractedness rode
upon Cash's lined brow. Placid meditation shone forth from his
keen old blue-gray eyes.
The bacon came from the oven juicy-crisp and curled at the
edges and delicately browned. The cakes came out of the baking
pan brown and thick and light. Cash sat down at his end of the
table, pulled his own can of sugar and his own cup of sirup and
his own square of butter toward him; poured his coffee, that he
had made in a small lard pail, and began to eat his breakfast
exactly as though he was alone in that cabin.
A great resentment filled Bud's soul to bursting, The old
hound! Bud believed now that Cash was capable of leaving that
frying pan dirty for the rest of the day! A man like that would
do anything! If it wasn't for that claim, he'd walk off and
forget to come back.
Thinking of that seemed to crystallize into definite purpose
what had been muddling his mind with vague impulses to let his
mood find expression. He would go to Alpine that day. He would
hunt up Frank and see if he couldn't jar him into showing that
he had a mind of his own. Twice since that first unexpected
spree, he had spent a good deal of time and gold dust and
consumed a good deal of bad whisky and beer, in testing the
inherent obligingness of Frank. The last attempt had been the
cause of the final break between him and Cash. Cash had reminded
Bud harshly that they would need that gold to develop their
quartz claim, and he had further stated that he wanted no "truck"
with a gambler and a drunkard, and that Bud had better straighten
up if he wanted to keep friends with Cash.
Bud had retorted that Cash might as well remember that Bud had
a half interest in the two claims, and that he would certainly
stay with it. Meantime, he would tell the world he was his own
boss, and Cash needn't think for a minute that Bud was going to
ask permission for what he did or did not do. Cash needn't have
any truck with him, either. It suited Bud very well to keep on
his own side of the cabin, and he'd thank Cash to mind his own
business and not step over the dead line.
Cash had laughed disagreeably and asked Bud what he was going
to do--draw a chalk mark, maybe?
Bud, half drunk and unable to use ordinary good sense, had said
yes, by thunder, he'd draw a chalk line if he wanted to, and if
he did, Cash had better not step over it either, unless he wanted
to be kicked back.
Wherefore the broad, black line down the middle of the floor to
where the table stood. Obviously, he could not well divide the
stove and the teakettle and the frying pan and coffeepot. The
line stopped abruptly with a big blob of lampblack mixed with
coal oil, just where necessity compelled them both to use the
same floor space.
The next day Bud had been ashamed of the performance, but his
shame could not override his stubbornness. The black line stared
up at him accusingly. Cash, keeping scrupulously upon his own
side of it, went coldly about his own affairs and never yielded
so much as a glance at Bud. And Bud grew more moody and
dissatisfied with himself, but he would not yield, either.
Perversely he waited for Cash to apologize for what he had said
about gamblers and drunkards, and tried to believe that upon Cash
rested all of the blame.
Now he washed his own breakfast dishes, including the frying
pan, spread the blankets smooth on his bunk, swept as much of the
floor as lay upon his side of the dead line. Because the wind was
in the storm quarter and the lowering clouds promised more snow,
he carried in three big armfuls of wood and placed them upon his
corner of the fireplace, to provide warmth when he returned. Cash
would not touch that wood while Bud was gone, and Bud knew it.
Cash would freeze first. But there was small chance of that,
because a small, silent rivalry had grown from the quarrel; a
rivalry to see which kept the best supply of wood, which swept
cleanest under his bunk and up to the black line, which washed
his dishes cleanest, and kept his shelf in the cupboard the
tidiest. Before the fireplace in an evening Cash would put on
wood, and when next it was needed, Bud would get up and put on
wood. Neither would stoop to stinting or to shirking, neither
would give the other an inch of ground for complaint. It was not
enlivening to live together that way, but it worked well toward
keeping the cabin ship shape.
So Bud, knowing that it was going to storm, and perhaps
dreading a little the long monotony of being housed with a man as
stubborn as himself, buttoned a coat over his gray, roughneck
sweater, pulled a pair of mail-order mittens over his mail-order
gloves, stamped his feet into heavy, three-buckled overshoes, and
set out to tramp fifteen miles through the snow, seeking the kind
of pleasure which turns to pain with the finding.
He knew that Cash, out by the woodpile, let the axe blade
linger in the cut while he stared after him. He knew that Cash
would be lonesome without him, whether Cash ever admitted it or
not. He knew that Cash would be passively anxious until he
returned--for the months they had spent together had linked
them closer than either would confess. Like a married couple who
bicker and nag continually when together, but are miserable when
apart, close association had become a deeply grooved habit not
easily thrust aside. Cabin fever might grip them and impel them
to absurdities such as the dead line down the middle of their
floor and the silence that neither desired but both were too
stubborn to break; but it could not break the habit of being
together. So Bud was perfectly aware of the fact that he would be
missed, and he was ill-humored enough to be glad of it. Frank, if
he met Bud that day, was likely to have his amiability tested to
its limit.
Bud tramped along through the snow, wishing it was not so deep,
or else deep enough to make snow-shoeing practicable in the
timber; thinking too of Cash and how he hoped Cash would get his
fill of silence, and of Frank, and wondering where ho would find
him. He had covered perhaps two miles of the fifteen, and had
walked off a little of his grouch, and had stopped to unbutton
his coat, when he heard the crunching of feet in the snow, just
beyond a thick clump of young spruce.
Bud was not particularly cautious, nor was he averse to meeting
people in the trail. He stood still though, and waited to see who
was coming that way--since travelers on that trail were few
enough to be noticeable.
In a minute more a fat old squaw rounded the spruce grove and
shied off startled when she glimpsed Bud. Bud grunted and started
on, and the squaw stepped clear of the faintly defined trail to
let him pass. Moreover, she swung her shapeless body around so
that she half faced him as he passed. Bud's lips tightened, and
he gave her only a glance. He hated fat old squaws that were
dirty and wore their hair straggling down over their crafty,
black eyes. They burlesqued womanhood in a way that stirred
always a smoldering resentment against them. This particular
squaw had nothing to commend her to his notice. She had a dirty
red bandanna tied over her dirty, matted hair and under her grimy
double chin. A grimy gray blanket was draped closely over her
squat shoulders and formed a pouch behind, wherein the plump form
of a papoose was cradled, a little red cap pulled down over its
ears.
Bud strode on, his nose lifted at the odor of stale smoke that
pervaded the air as he passed. The squaw, giving him a furtive
stare, turned and started on, bent under her burden.
Then quite suddenly a wholly unexpected sound pursued Bud and
halted him in the trail; the high, insistent howl of a child that
has been denied its dearest desire of the moment. Bud looked back
inquiringly. The squaw was hurrying on, and but for the
straightness of the trail just there, her fat old canvas-wrapped
legs would have carried her speedily out of sight. Of course,
papooses did yell once in awhile, Bud supposed, though he did not
remember ever hearing one howl like that on the trail. But what
made the squaw in such a deuce of a hurry all at once?
Bud's theory of her kind was simple enough: If they fled from
you, it was because they had stolen something and were afraid you
would catch them at it. He swung around forthwith in the trail
and went after her--whereat she waddled faster through the
snow like a frightened duck.
"Hey! You come back here a minute! What's all the rush?" Bud's
voice and his long legs pursued, and presently he overtook her
and halted her by the simple expedient of grasping her shoulder
firmly. The high-keyed howling ceased as suddenly as it had
begun, and Bud, peering under the rolled edge of the red stocking
cap, felt his jaw go slack with surprise.
The baby was smiling at him delightedly, with a quirk of the
lips and a twinkle lodged deep somewhere in its eyes. It worked
one hand free of its odorous wrappings, spread four fat fingers
wide apart over one eye, and chirped, "Pik-k?" and chuckled
infectiously deep in its throat.
Bud gulped and stared and felt a warm rush of blood from his
heart up into his head. A white baby, with eyes that laughed, and
quirky red lips that laughed with the eyes, and a chuckling voice
like that, riding on the back of that old squaw, struck him dumb
with astonishment.
"Good glory!" he blurted, as though the words had been jolted
from him by the shock. Where-upon the baby reached out its hand
to him and said haltingly, as though its lips had not yet grown
really familiar with the words:
"Take--Uvin--Chal!"
The squaw tried to jerk away, and Bud gave her a jerk to let
her know who was boss. "Say, where'd you git that kid?" he
demanded aggressively.
She moved her wrapped feet uneasily in the snow, flickered a
filmy, black eyed glance at Bud's uncompromising face, and waved
a dirty paw vaguely in a wide sweep that would have kept a
compass needle revolving if it tried to follow and was not
calculated to be particularly enlightening.
"Lo-ong ways," she crooned, and her voice was the first
attractive thing Bud had discovered about her. It was pure
melody, soft and pensive as the cooing of a wood dove.
"Who belongs to it?" Bud was plainly suspicious. The shake of
the squaw's bandannaed head was more artfully vague than her
gesture. "Don' know--modder die--fadder die--ketchum
long ways--off."
"Well, what's its name?" Bud's voice harshened with his growing
interest and bewilderment. The baby was again covering one
twinkling eye with its spread, pink palm, and was saying "Pik-k?"
and laughing with the funniest little squint to its nose that Bud
had ever seen. It was so absolutely demoralizing that to relieve
himself Bud gave the squaw a shake. This tickled the baby so much
that the chuckle burst into a rollicking laugh, with a catch of
the breath after each crescendo tone that made it absolutely
individual and like none other--save one.
"What's his name?" Bud bullied the squaw, though his eyes were
on the baby.
"Don't know Ä"
"Take--Uvin--Chal," the baby demanded imperiously.
"Uh--uh--uh? Take!"
"Uvin Chal? Now what'd yuh mean by that, oletimer?" Bud obeyed
an overpowering impulse to reach out and touch the baby's cheek
with a mittened thumb. The baby responded instantly by again
demanding that Bud should take.
"Pik-k?" said Bud, a mitten over one eye.
"Pik-k?" said the baby, spreading his fat hand again and
twinkling at Bud between his fingers. But immediately afterwards
it gave a little, piteous whimper. "Take--Uvin Chal!" it
beseeched Bud with voice and starlike blue eyes together. "Take!"
There was that in the baby's tone, in the unbaby-like
insistence of its bright eyes, which compelled obedience. Bud had
never taken a baby of that age in his arms. He was always in fear
of dropping it, or crushing it with his man's strength, or
something. He liked them--at a safe distance. He would chuck
one under the chin, or feel diffidently the soft little cheek,
but a closer familiarity scared him. Yet when this baby wriggled
its other arm loose and demanded him to take, Bud reached out and
grasped its plump little red-sweatered body firmly under the
armpits and drew it forth, squirming with eagerness.
"Well, I'll tell the world I don't blame yuh for wanting to git
outa that hog's nest," said Bud, answering the baby's gleeful
chuckle.
Freed from his detaining grip on her shoulder, the squaw ducked
unexpectedly and scuttled away down the trail as fast as her old
legs would carry her; which was surprisingly speedy for one of
her bulk. Bud had opened his mouth to ask her again where she had
gotten that baby. He left it open while he stared after her
astonished until the baby put up a hand over one of Bud's eyes
and said "Pik-k?" with that distracting little quirk at the
corners of its lips.
"You son of a gun!" grinned Bud, in the tone that turned the
epithet in to a caress. "You dog gone little devil, you! Pik-k!
then, if that's what you want."
The squaw had disappeared into the thick under growth, leaving
a track like a hippo in the snow. Bud could have overtaken her,
of course, and he could have made her take the baby back again.
But he could not face the thought of it. He made no move at all
toward pursuit, but instead he turned his face toward Alpine,
with some vague intention of turning the baby over to the hotel
woman there and getting the authorities to hunt up its parents.
It was plain enough that the squaw had no right to it, else she
would not have run off like that.
Bud walked at least a rod toward Alpine before he swung short
around in his tracks and started the other way. "No, I'll be
doggoned if I will!" he said. "You can't tell about women, no
time. She might spank the kid, or something. Or maybe she
wouldn't feed it enough. Anyway, it's too cold, and it's going to
storm pretty pronto. Hey! Yuh cold. old-timer?"
The baby whimpered a little and snuggled its face down against
Bud's chest. So Bud lifted his foot and scraped some snow off a
nearby log, and set the baby down there while he took off his
coat and wrapped it around him, buttoning it like a bag over arms
and all. The baby watched him knowingly, its eyes round and dark
blue and shining, and gave a contented little wriggle when Bud
picked it up again in his arms.
"Now you're all right till we get to where it's warm," Bud
assured it gravely. "And we'll do some steppin', believe me. I
guess maybe you ain't any more crazy over that Injun smell on
yuh, than what I am--and that ain't any at all." He walked a
few steps farther before he added grimly, "It'll be some jolt for
Cash, doggone his skin. He'll about bust, I reckon. But we don't
give a darn. Let him bust if he wants to--half the cabin's
mine, anyway."
So, talking a few of his thoughts aloud to the baby, that
presently went to sleep with its face against his shoulder, Bud
tramped steadily through the snow, carrying Lovin Child in his
arms. No remote glimmer of the wonderful thing Fate had done for
him seeped into his consciousness, but there was a new, warm glow
in his heart--the warmth that came from a child's
unquestioning faith in his protecting tenderness.