Northwestwardly from Indian Hill, about nine miles as the crow flies, is
Macarger's Gulch. It is not much of a gulch -- a mere depression between
two wooded ridges of inconsiderable height. From its mouth up to its
head -- for gulches, like rivers, have an anatomy of their own -- the
distance does not exceed two miles, and the width at bottom is at only
one place more than a dozen yards; for most of the distance on either
side of the little brook which drains it in winter, and goes dry in the
early spring, there is no level ground at all; the steep slopes of the
hills, covered with an almost inpenetrable growth of manzanita and
chemisal, are parted by nothing but the width of the watercourse. No one
but an occasional enterprising hunter of the vicinity ever goes into
Macarger's Gulch, and five miles away it is unknown, even by name.
Within that distance in any direction are far more conspicuous
topographical features without names, and one might try in vain to
ascertain by local inquiry the origin of the name of this one.
About midway between the head and the mouth of Macarger's Gulch,
the hill on the right as you ascend is cloven by another gulch, a short
dry one, and at the junction of the two is a level space of two or three
acres, and there a few years ago stood an old board house containing one
small room. How the component parts of the house, few and simple as they
were, had been assembled at that almost inaccessible point is a problem
in the solution of which there would be greater satisfaction than
advantage. Possibly the creek bed is a reformed road. It is certain that
the gulch was at one time pretty thoroughly prospected by miners, who
must have had some means of getting in with at least pack animals
carrying tools and supplies; their profits, apparently, were not such as
would have justified any considerable outlay to connect Macarger's Gulch
with any centre of civilization enjoying the distinction of a sawmill.
The house, however, was there, most of it. It lacked a door and a window
frame, and the chimney of mud and stones had fallen into an unlovely
heap, overgrown with rank weeds. Such humble furniture as there may once
have been and much of the lower weather-boarding, had served as fuel in
the camp fires of hunters; as had also, probably, the kerbing of an old
well, which at the time I write of existed in the form of a rather wide
but not very deep depression near by.
One afternoon in the summer of 1874, I passed up Macarger's Gulch
from the narrow valley into which it opens, by following the dry bed of
the brook. I was quail-shooting and had made a bag of about a dozen
birds by the time I had reached the house described, of whose existence
I was until then unaware. After rather carelessly inspecting the ruin I
resumed my sport, and having fairly good success prolonged it until near
sunset, when it occurred to me that I was a long way from any human
habitation -- too far to reach one by nightfall. But in my game bag was
food, and the old house would afford shelter, if shelter were needed on
a warm and dewless night in the foothills of the Sierra Nevada, where
one may sleep in comfort on the pine needles, without covering. I am
fond of solitude and love the night, so my resolution to 'camp out' was
soon taken, and by the time that it was dark I had made my bed of boughs
and grasses in a corner of the room and was roasting a quail at a fire
that I had kindled on the hearth. The smoke escaped out of the ruined
chimney, the light illuminated the room with a kindly glow, and as I ate
my simple meal of plain bird and drank the remains of a bottle of red
wine which had served me all the afternoon in place of the water, which
the region did not supply, I experienced a sense of comfort which better
fare and accommodations do not always give.
Nevertheless, there was something lacking. I had a sense of
comfort, but not of security. I detected myself staring more frequently
at the open doorway and blank window than I could find warrant for
doing. Outside these apertures all was black, and I was unable to
repress a certain feeling of apprehension as my fancy pictured the outer
world and filled it with unfriendly entities, natural and supernatural
-- chief among which, in their respective classes were the grizzly bear,
which I knew was occasionally still seen in that region, and the ghost,
which I had reason to think was not. Unfortunately, our feelings do not
always respect the law of probabilities, and to me that evening, the
possible and the impossible were equally disquieting.
Every one who has had experience in the matter must have observed
that one confronts the actual and imaginary perils of the night with far
less apprehension in the open air than in a house with an open doorway.
I felt this now as I lay on my leafy couch in a corner of the room next
to the chimney and permitted my fire to die out. So strong became my
sense of the presence of something malign and menacing in the place,
that I found myself almost unable to withdraw my eyes from the opening,
as in the deepening darkness it became more and more indistinct. And
when the last little flame flickered and went out I grasped the shotgun
which I had laid at my side and actually turned the muzzle in the
direction of the now invisible entrance, my thumb on one of the hammers,
ready to cock the piece, my breath suspended, my muscles rigid and
tense. But later I laid down the weapon with a sense of shame and
mortification. What did I fear, and why? -- I, to whom the night had been
a more familiar face than that of man --
I, in whom that element of hereditary superstition from which none of us
is altogether free had given to solitude and darkness and silence only a
more alluring interest and charm! I was unable to comprehend my folly,
and losing in the conjecture the thing conjectured of, I fell asleep.
And then I dreamed.
I was in a great city in a foreign land -- a city whose people were
of my own race, with minor differences of speech and costume; yet
precisely what these were I could not say; my sense of them was
indistinct. The city was dominated by a great castle upon an overlooking
height whose name I knew, but could not speak. I walked through many
streets, some broad and straight with high, modern buildings, some
narrow, gloomy, and tortuous, between the gables of quaint old houses
whose overhanging stories, elaborately ornamented with carvings in wood
and stone, almost met above my head.
I sought some one whom I had never seen, yet knew that I should
recognize when found. My quest was not aimless and fortuitous; it had a
definite method. I turned from one street into another without
hesitation and threaded a maze of intricate passages, devoid of the fear
of losing my way.
Presently I stopped before a low door in a plain stone house which
might have been the dwelling of an artisan of the better sort, and
without announcing myself, entered. The room, rather sparely furnished,
and lighted by a single window with small diamond-shaped panes, had but
two occupants: a man and a woman. They took no notice of my intrusion, a
circumstance which, in the manner of dreams, appeared entirely natural.
They were not conversing; they sat apart, unoccupied and sullen.
The woman was young and rather stout, with fine large eyes and a
certain grave beauty; my memory of her expression is exceedingly vivid,
but in dreams one does not observe the details of faces. About her
shoulders was a plaid shawl. The man was older, dark, with an evil face
made more forbidding by a long scar extending from near the left temple
diagonally downward into the black moustache; though in my dreams it
seemed rather to haunt the face as a thing apart -- I can express it no
otherwise -- than to belong to it. The moment that I found the man and
woman I knew them to be husband and wife.
What followed, I remember indistinctly; all was confused and
inconsistent -- made so, I think, by gleams of consciousness. It was as
if two pictures, the scene of my dream, and my actual surroundings, had
been blended, one overlying the other, until the former, gradually
fading, disappeared, and I was broad awake in the deserted cabin,
entirely and tranquilly conscious of my situation.
My foolish fear was gone, and opening my eyes I saw that my fire,
not altogether burned out, had revived by the falling of a stick and was
again lighting the room. I had probably slept only a few minutes, but my
commonplace dream had somehow so strongly impressed me that I was no
longer drowsy; and after a little while I rose, pushed the embers of my
fire together, and lighting my pipe proceeded in a rather ludicrously
methodical way to meditate upon my vision.
It would have puzzled me then to say in what respect it was worth
attention. In the first moment of serious thought that I gave to the
matter I recognized the city of my dream as Edinburgh, where I had never
been; so if the dream was a memory it was a memory of pictures and
description. The recognition somehow deeply impressed me; it was as if
something in my mind insisted rebelliously against will and reason on
the importance of all this. And that faculty, whatever it was, asserted
also a control of my speech. 'Surely,' I said aloud, quite
involuntarily, 'the MacGregors must have come here from Edinburgh.'
At the moment, neither the substance of this remark nor the fact of
my making it surprised me in the least; it seemed entirely natural that
I should know the name of my dreamfolk and something of their history.
But the absurdity of it all soon dawned upon me: I laughed aloud,
knocked the ashes from my pipe and again stretched myself upon my bed of
boughs and grass, where I lay staring absently into my failing fire,
with no further thought of either my dream or my surroundings. Suddenly
the single remaining flame crouched for a moment, then, springing
upward, lifted itself clear of its embers and expired in air. The
darkness was absolute.
At that instant -- almost, it seemed, before the gleam of the blaze
had faded from my eyes -- there was a dull, dead sound, as of some heavy
body falling upon the floor, which shook beneath me as I lay. I sprang
to a sitting posture and groped at my side for my gun; my notion was
that some wild beast had leaped in through the open window. While the
flimsy structure was still shaking from the impact I heard the sound of
blows, the scuffling of feet upon the floor, and then -- it seemed to
come from almost within reach of my hand, the sharp shrieking of a woman
in mortal agony. So horrible a cry I had never heard nor conceived; it
utterly unnerved me; I was conscious for a moment of nothing but my own
terror! Fortunately my hand now found the weapon of which it was in
search, and the familiar touch somewhat restored me. I leaped to my
feet, straining my eyes to pierce the darkness. The violent sounds had
ceased, but more terrible than these, I heard, at what seemed long
intervals, the faint intermittent gasping of some living, dying thing!
As my eyes grew accustomed to the dim light of the coals in the
fireplace, I saw first the shapes of the door and window looking blacker
than the black of the walls. Next, the distinction between wall and
floor became discernible, and at last I was sensible to the form and
full expanse of the floor from end to end and side to side. Nothing was
visible and the silence was unbroken.
With a hand that shook a little, the other still grasping my gun, I
restored my fire and made a critical examination of the place. There was
nowhere any sign that the cabin had been entered. My own tracks were
visible in the dust covering the floor, but there were no others. I
relit my pipe, provided fresh fuel by ripping a thin board or two from
the inside of the house -- I did not care to go into the darkness out of
doors -- and passed the rest of the night smoking and thinking, and
feeding my fire; not for added years of life would I have permitted that
little flame to expire again.
Some years afterward I met in Sacramento a man named Morgan, to
whom I had a note of introduction from a friend in San Francisco. Dining
with him one evening at his home I observed various 'trophies' upon the
wall, indicating that he was fond of shooting. It turned out that he
was, and in relating some of his feats he mentioned having been in the
region of my adventure.
'Mr. Morgan,' I asked abruptly, 'do you know a place up there
called Macarger's Gulch? '
'I have good reason to,' he replied; 'it was I who gave to the
newspapers, last year, the accounts of the finding of the skeleton there."
I had not heard of it; the accounts had been published, it
appeared, while I was absent in the East.
'By the way,' said Morgan, 'the name of the gulch is a corruption;
it should have been called "MacGregor's." My dear,' he added, speaking
to his wife, 'Mr. Elderson has upset his wine.'
That was hardly accurate -- I had simply dropped it, glass and all.
'There was an old shanty once in the gulch,' Morgan resumed when
the ruin wrought by my awkwardness had been repaired, 'but just
previously to my visit it had been blown down, or rather blown away, for
its debris was scattered all about, the very floor being parted, plank
from plank. Between two of the sleepers still in position I and my
companion observed the remnant of a plaid shawl, and examining it found
that it was wrapped about the shoulders of the body of a woman; of
course but little remained besides the bones, partly covered with
fragments of clothing, and brown dry skin. But we will spare Mrs.
Morgan,' he added with a smile. The lady had indeed exhibited signs of
disgust rather than sympathy.
'It is necessary to say, however,' he went on, 'that the skull was
fractured in several places, as by blows of some blunt instrument; and
that instrument itself -- a pick-handle, still stained with blood -- lay
under the boards near by.'
Mr. Morgan turned to his wife. 'Pardon me, my dear,' he said with
affected solemnity, 'for mentioning these disagreeable particulars, the
natural though regrettable incidents of a conjugal quarrel -- resulting,
doubtless, from the luckless wife's insubordination.'
'I ought to be able to overlook it,' the lady replied with
composure; 'you have so many times asked me to in those very words.'
I thought he seemed rather glad to go on with his story.
'From these and other circumstances,' he said, 'the coroner's jury
found that the deceased, Janet MacGregor, came to her death from blows
inflicted by some person to the jury unknown; but it was added that the
evidence pointed strongly to her husband, Thomas MacGregor, as the
guilty person. But Thomas MacGregor has never been found nor heard of.
It was learned that the couple came from Edinburgh, but not -- my dear,
do you not observe that Mr. Elderson's bone-plate has water in it?'
I had deposited a chicken bone in my finger bowl.
'In a little cupboard I found a photograph of MacGregor, but it did
not lead to his capture.'
'Will you let me see it?' I said.
The picture showed a dark man with an evil face made more
forbidding by a long scar extending from near the temple diagonally
downward into the black moustache.
'By the way, Mr. Elderson,' said my affable host, 'may I know why
you asked about "Macarger's Gulch"?'
'I lost a mule near there once,' I replied, 'and the mischance has
-- has quite -- upset me.'
'My dear,' said Mr. Morgan, with the mechanical intonation of an
interpreter translating, 'the loss of Mr. Elderson's mule has peppered
his coffee.'