In the summer of 1874 I was in Liverpool, whither I had gone on business
for the mercantile house of Bronson & Jarrett, New York. I am William
Jarrett; my partner was Zenas Bronson. The firm failed last year, and
unable to endure the fall from affluence to poverty he died.
Having finished my business, and feeling the lassitude and
exhaustion incident to its dispatch, I felt that a protracted sea voyage
would be both agreeable and beneficial, so instead of embarking for my
return on one of the many fine passenger steamers I booked for New York
on the sailing vessel Morrow, upon which I had shipped a large and
valuable invoice of the goods I had bought. The Morrow was an English
ship with, of course, but little accommodation for passengers, of whom
there were only myself, a young woman and her servant, who was a
middle-aged negress. I thought it singular that a travelling English
girl should be so attended, but she afterward explained to me that the
woman had been left with her family by a man and his wife from South
Carolina, both of whom had died on the same day at the house of the
young lady's father in Devonshire -- a circumstance in itself
sufficiently uncommon to remain rather distinctly in my memory, even had
it not afterward transpired in conversation with the young lady that the
name of the man was William Jarrett, the same as my own. I knew that a
branch of my family had settled in South Carolina, but of them and their
history I was ignorant.
The Morrow sailed from the mouth of the Mersey on the 15th of June,
and for several weeks we had fair breezes and unclouded skies. The
skipper, an admirable seaman but nothing more, favoured us with very
little of his society, except at his table; and the young woman, Miss
Janette Harford, and I became very well acquainted. We were, in truth,
nearly always together, and being of an introspective turn of mind I
often endeavoured to analyse and define the novel feeling with which she
inspired me -- a secret, subtle, but powerful attraction which
constantly impelled me to seek her; but the attempt was hopeless. I
could only be sure that at least it was not love. Having assured myself
of this and being certain that she was quite as whole-hearted, I
ventured one evening (I remember it was on the 3rd of July) as we sat on
deck to ask her, laughingly, if she could assist me to resolve my
psychological doubt.
For a moment she was silent, with averted face, and I began to fear
I had been extremely rude and indelicate; then she fixed her eyes
gravely on my own. In an instant my mind was dominated by as strange a
fancy as ever entered human consciousness. It seemed as if she were
looking at me, not with, but through, those eyes -- from an immeasurable
distance behind them -- and that a number of other persons, men, women
and children, upon whose faces I caught strangely familiar evanescent
expressions, clustered about her, struggling with gentle eagerness to
look at me through the same orbs. Ship, ocean, sky -- all had vanished.
I was conscious of nothing but the figures in this extraordinary and
fantastic scene. Then all at once darkness fell upon me, and anon from
out of it, as to one who grows accustomed by degrees to a dimmer light,
my former surroundings of deck and mast and cordage slowly resolved
themselves. Miss Harford had closed her eyes and was leaning back in her
chair, apparently asleep, the book she had been reading open in her lap.
Impelled by surely I cannot say what motive, I glanced at the top of the
page; it was a copy of that rare and curious work, Denneker's
Meditations, and the lady's index finger rested on this passage:
'To sundry it is given to be drawn away, and to be apart from the
body for a season; for, as concerning rills which would flow across each
other the weaker is borne along by the stronger, so there be certain of
kin whose paths intersecting, their souls do bear company, the while
their bodies go foreappointed ways, unknowing.'
Miss Harford arose, shuddering; the sun had sunk below the horizon,
but it was not cold. There was not a breath of wind; there were no
clouds in the sky, yet not a star was visible. A hurried tramping
sounded on the deck; the captain, summoned from below, joined the first
officer, who stood looking at the barometer. 'Good God!' I heard him
exclaim.
An hour later the form of Janette Harford, invisible in the
darkness and spray, was torn from my grasp by the cruel vortex of the
sinking ship, and I fainted in the cordage of the floating mast to which
I had lashed myself.
It was by lamplight that I awoke. I lay in a berth amid the
familiar surroundings of the state-room of a steamer. On a couch
opposite sat a man, half undressed for bed, reading a book. I recognized
the face of my friend Gordon Doyle, whom I had met in Liverpool on the
day of my embarkation, when he was himself about to sail on the steamer
City of Prague, on which he had urged me to accompany him.
After some moments I now spoke his name. He simply said, 'Well,'
and turned a leaf in his book without removing his eyes from the page.
'Doyle,' I repeated, 'did they save her? '
He now deigned to look at me and smiled as if amused. He evidently
thought me but half awake.
'Her? Whom do you mean?'
'Janette Harford.'
His amusement turned to amazement; he stared at me fixedly, saying
nothing.
'You will tell me after awhile,' I continued; 'I suppose you will
tell me after awhile.'
A moment later I asked: 'What ship is this? ' Doyle stared again.
'The steamer City of Prague, bound from Liverpool to New York, three
weeks out with a broken shaft. Principal passenger, Mr. Gordon Doyle;
ditto lunatic, Mr. William Jarrett. These two distinguished travellers
embarked together, but they are about to part, it being the resolute
intention of the former to pitch the latter overboard.'
I sat bolt upright. 'Do you mean to say that I have been for three
weeks a passenger on this steamer?'
'Yes, pretty nearly; this is the 3rd of July.'
'Have I been ill? '
'Right as a trivet all the time, and punctual at your meals.'
'My God! Doyle, there is some mystery here; do have the goodness to
be serious. Was I not rescued from the wreck of the ship Morrow?'
Doyle changed colour, and approaching me, laid his fingers on my
wrist. A moment later, 'What do you know of Janette Harford?' he asked
very calmly.
'First tell me what you know of her?'
Mr. Doyle gazed at me for some moments as if thinking what to do,
then seating himself again on the couch, said:
'Why should I not? I am engaged to marry Janette Harford, whom I
met a year ago in London. Her family, one of the wealthiest in
Devonshire, cut up rough about it, and we eloped -- are eloping rather,
for on the day that you and I walked to the landing stage to go aboard
this steamer she and her faithful servant, a negress, passed us, driving
to the ship Morrow. She would not consent to go in the same vessel with
me, and it had been deemed best that she take a sailing vessel in order
to avoid observation and lessen the risk of detection. I am now alarmed
lest this cursed breaking of our machinery may detain us so long that
the Morrow will get to New York before us, and the poor girl will not
know where to go.'
I lay still in my berth -- so still I hardly breathed. But the
subject was evidently not displeasing to Doyle, and after a short pause
he resumed:
'By the way, she is only an adopted daughter of the Harfords. Her
mother was killed at their place by being thrown from a horse while
hunting, and her father, mad with grief, made away with himself the same
day. No one ever claimed the child, and after a reasonable time they
adopted her. She has grown up in the belief that she is their daughter.'
'Doyle, what book are you reading? '
'Oh, it's called Denneker's Meditations. It's a rum lot, Janette
gave it to me; she happened to have two copies. Want to see it?'
He tossed me the volume, which opened as it fell. On one of the
exposed pages was a marked passage:
'To sundry it is given to be drawn away, and to be apart from the
body for a season; for, as concerning rills which would flow across each
other the weaker is borne along by the stronger, so there be certain of
kin whose paths intersecting, their souls do bear company, the while
their bodies go foreappointed ways, unknowing.'
'She had -- she has -- a singular taste in reading,' I managed to
say, mastering my agitation.
'Yes. And now perhaps you will have the kindness to explain how you
knew her name and that of the ship she sailed in.'
'You talked of her in your sleep,' I said.
A week later we were towed into the port of New York. But the
Morrow was never heard from.